thank Ted for giving me this opportunity
to talk about my journey and it’s an
absolute honor for me it’s an absolute
honor for me to be standing here in
front of you guys and with all of the
amazing speakers and thank you for all
of you that has giving given me your
time to sit and listen to me okay
I hope my talk will serve as an
inspiration for all of you yeah yeah
okay so today I will be talking about my
life as a beauty influencer not only
that but also about makeup itself how it
impacts my life how it changed how I
look how I look at myself too
you know and the most important thing I
want to talk about is about self esteem
and confidence you might be wondering
why I have my friend here Michelle she
is my she’s gonna be my model today and
the reason why reason why I’m doing this
demo is because I want to show you guys
how I gain my self-esteem every day is
by doing makeup okay I’m gonna start and
I’m gonna talk to yourself okay okay so
I’m gonna talk about my journey first so
three years ago I started
oh no not started I made my very first
makeup tutorial video and it is an easy
smokey eye tutorial and I never thought
that peoples good people gonna like my
video but then they liked it and then I
continued making tutorials still now so
all of my life I’ve always been
searching for a way to address my
self-esteem because I have had a lot of
issues I’ve had a lot of experiences
dealing with my low self-esteem and I
finally found a way to like help me by
doing makeup okay yeah I got really
close honey okay
so I’ve always had problems with being
comfortable with myself especially with
my physical physical appearance and I’ve
had a lot of experiences dealing with my
low self-esteem I said that already
I’m sorry I’m shaking girl
I may look super confident but it’s it’s
like a weight for me to cover up the
feelings of my insecurities yes and then
yeah and about makeup it’s not only
about like covering your face with all
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it’s about presenting the best the best
you in the most possible way it’s about
presenting yourself in the best way
possible for yourself and for other
people so makeup I like how makeup looks
on my face and it makes me happy it
makes me feel good so that’s why I did
it and that’s how I gained my confidence
and
how I gain my self-esteem like that you
I think everyone’s level of self-esteem
are different they all have different
perception about it but for me what
works for me is through makeup and you
also can find so many solutions for your
problems too right but here’s the point
you have to you have to find something
that makes you feel good makes you feel
happy that makes you feel the most you
you know the something that makes you
feel most comfortable and feel most
proud of yourself and again as for me
it’s makeup okay so you gotta find
things that inspire you and that reach
your heart
enjoy some so many people like nowadays
especially people often compare
themselves to each other they and they
want to be like them like they they end
up wanting to be like them I got a lot
of messages like daily from people who
told me that they want to be me or they
want to be someone that they adore like
I mean why would you want to be someone
else if you can be the best version of
yourself
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oh okay and how you do that is about its
Chipotle and how you do that is by
exploring you have all the time in the
world to find what you’re passionate
about how the things that make you feel
comfortable with yourself so don’t rush
yourself I heard a quote by Lao true
actually my sister gave this to me like
last night so so it says it says nature
never hurry nature never hurry nature
doesn’t hurry nature doesn’t hurry but
it gets everything done so so if you
haven’t found anything that makes you
feel good that makes you feel happy just
try to find something else you know be
it like yoga yogi or cards or whatever
you know right and it cannot it can
honestly be anything for example my dad
my dad feels he’s most comfortable and
proud of me proud of himself whenever he
and like don’t think about how people
say that you’re covering your face with
makeup because you’re not very grateful
with what has given you or because you
have how flaky dry skin like me you know
because if you like makeup and feel good
well well doing it just do it
so basically what I’m trying to say is
you can find what you what you feel most
comfortable and proud within yourself by
doing anything you want so don’t listen
to people they’re gonna judge of course
they’re they’re gonna judge whether you
do good or bad they’re always gonna
judge but if it makes you happy just do
it you know yeah so I’m gonna explain
you about what I’m doing with Michelle’s
face right now because I don’t have
anything to see you left and so here I
am doing this is how I gain my
self-esteem every day is by doing this
makeup and this is one of my favorite
look which is halo eyes yeah and this is
Michelle everybody that’s all for me thank you so much