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Creative individuality | Gagan Midathala | TEDxCarrollwoodDaySchool


good morning everyone my name is gunman

at home and today I will be talking to

you about the creative journey the

creative journey is one that we all take

and is one that I took that helped me to

learn that identity is a journey we all

have different avenues and through

finding my passions I was able to

explore who I was as a person it all

started in middle school now middle

school is a rough time middle school is

where you’re trying to find out who you

are what you can and can’t change about

yourself and your roots there are four

pathways in my life that really help to

explore myself the first started in

sixth grade this was when I had a desire

to learn more about my heritage through

the learning of my language Canada I was

able to learn a part of myself this

language is my mother tongue the one my

parents speak and my family in India

speaks I found an awesome that there was

this whole aspect about myself that I

could learn that I had never even

explored before so I had this desire to

just learn the language what I did was I

used my resources I used the internet to

research the language and how to read

and write in it and the next summer we

went to India and I would practice

reading the billboards and kind of them

so I felt that through this exploration

I was able to find a deeper connection

to who I was as a person it was at this

age that I stopped calling my mother

mummy and started calling her a mom and

I stopped calling my father daddy and

stopped calling him and started calling

him Appa

so really I feel that it’s important

that we explore our roots to solidify

how we feel as people today and the next

pathway that I took my life was drama

now my exploration with drama started in

the sixth grade when I joined my middle

school’s speech team which was sort of

like a drama teen where we would compete

in different competitions with

monologues but it really Sullivan I came

to care with a school in the seventh

grade and join my first drama class

here I was opened up to the avenue of

performing on stage one that I’d never

explored before and I was terrified I

remember doing our first play which was

That’s Entertainment sort of a review of

different acts and I was terrified I had

no idea how to act on stage but in the

end I had a great time being a part of

something bigger and I wanted to

continue I had a desire to evolve as a

actor so the next year I decided to

involve in our musical our full school

musical which was Oliver except I was

way too scared to audition

apparently auditioning required you to

sink and about at that age I had a range

of about two notes so I was too stubborn

I didn’t even audition but often it

takes someone else to instill a

confidence within us my former drama

teacher mrs. Callaghan saw something in

me that I didn’t and during her class

she took me out and told me sing happy

birthday and I did and she said that’s

it you’re in the show now that’s all it

took so often it just takes someone else

to see something with us to instill that

confidence and for me it was miss

Callahan and so I continued my

exploration of being an actor on stage

through involving the different musicals

the next year i involved in Bye Bye

Birdie and that in 10th grade I played

Sebastian in our production of the lunar

mermaid and this was really the first

role that really gave me a lot of

confidence after the first time seeing

on stage

I heard the audience cheer which it

wasn’t just for me of course it was for

the beautiful dancers behind me but it

instilled this sense of confidence

within me one that I’d never thought I

would have before and so my evolution of

acting or being an actor evolves with

involving in different musicals

throughout the years so I played Prince

dauntless in Once Upon a mattress which

was last year and I played The Tin Man

and our recent production of Beauty and

the Beast I played Lumiere and through

my evolution of all these characters I

was exploring this creative

individuality with each character it’s

easy to copy someone else’s

representation but it’s more satisfying

to make your own interpretation to

really explore your individual sense and

to express it in that way and so theater

really helped me to break free of some

mental constraints that stereotypes have

placed on me as a person and the next

explore the next pathway that I took was

music now my introduction to music was

started from an early age when my mother

forced me to take piano lessons now I

say forced because I hated it I hated

playing piano I hated being forced to

put my hands on those ivory keys and it

was awful but at that young age

something was evolving in me I was

developing a deeper passion for the art

of music and it took years until this

passion was developed in about eighth

grade I started to explore different

types of music and I even started to

connect back to my roots I developed a

passion for classical Indian music too

and I’ve been able to give back to the

community recently by involving in our

music school this music school has been

one that taught me the drums and the

guitar and I’m so thankful to be able to

have the opportunities to give back to

them by involving in their summer camps

by teaching little kids their favorite

songs on their favorite instruments of

their choice so it was at this camp that

I saw so many different people of so

many different ages music or art in

general it’s just a universal language

one that could connect anyone from a

cloth across the world so music has

given me the sense of individuality in

the sense that in anything I can do I

can be musical whether it’s wrapping a

campaign speech or even supplementing my

musical theatrical pursuits music has

given me the sense of individuality in

everything

and the last pathway was joining the a/v

league the a/v League is our school or

high schools audio-visual leak or out of

you to a club here we produce videos

that we showed

school which are informative or

entertaining and I was introduced to

this club in about eighth grade when my

friend told me hey you should join this

club is full of pretty cool people and I

was like you know I’ll give it a shot so

I did I went to their first meeting and

again I was terrified there was a room

full of big seniors and I was so scared

but I was also inspired by these seniors

all these seniors sort of had this

individuality they were creative they

were confident in what they were making

I wanted to be someone like them I

wanted to be someone who could inspire

others and to make videos like them and

so I started out small I did I anger for

our broadcasts that we showed about

bi-weekly and the a/v League really

opened me up to this new sense of

communication in which I could present

these videos in an entertaining way and

I continued being in the club the next

year but at this time I was an officer

of the club which meant I had to be a

leader in some sense and again I was

terrified I had never been a leader in

my life how can I do that in the

beginning it was rough I was afraid of

criticism I was afraid of what people

would say I was afraid of being told oh

he should do it this way rather than

this way so I closed myself up it took

other people to instill another sense of

confidence within me eventually I

realised that people enjoyed our videos

that people would come up to us saying

when’s your next video I love the last

one that really instilled a sense of

confidence within me and nowadays I love

making videos for the a/v league I love

producing my own segments and helping

others with theirs so in the end these

four pathways helped me to find myself

as an individual we all have these

opportunities that help us what

opportunities will you take what

passions will you explore where will you

go

thank you [Applause]

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