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What I learnt from the bottom of the class | Richard White | TEDxUniversityofEdinburgh


you’re doing so I’ve got to say I feel a

little bit of a fraud stood here right

now um I’ve listened to ted talks for

many years and the topics and the people

that tend to talk just amazing I’m and

I’m sorry to say that I’m not going to

tell you about my new underwater town

that I’ve been building in the North Sea

and obviously it’s far too cold and dark

I haven’t saved a baby from a burning

building I just run a company a new

company his greatest achievement so far

is to raise millions of pounds from

venture capitalists to spend on lovely

new offices for the dogs obviously on

great technology and over a hundred

amazing people all to try and wear it

all to try and change the way that we

rent forever now if you asked a lot of

my friends what they learnt for me over

the past few years they would say

Richard he really knows where to get a

good drink from look I think well I hope

I’ve got something to add here but

there’s a number of people from my

childhood that would see me standing

here saying well he’s the last minute

replacement or it’s just a really

rubbish of em you see from a very early

age at school when I was younger I

struggled and people used to talk about

me like you know that goes Richard bless

him he’s in his own little world loves a

Trier but like this balloon here

I was best left to sit the bottom the

class and give up on i will save that

balloon say leg I’m Dyslexic which

doesn’t help but big labeled at such an

early age as a struggler creat its own

momentum you hear it so often you begin

to believe it and then you begin to act

I think the thing that I’m trying to say

is it’s been tough it was tough growing

up and it was tough um being in the

bottom set I mean I remember being put

into a class with a bunch of kids with

differing needs and I remember looking

around just thinking wow yeah these kids

do you need help and I probably the best

way I could do that is to help this

teacher that’s supposed to be helping

them because this teachers got no clue

um and look I never felt like I had was

bottom set material I never felt like I

was a struggler but it became to rub off

and when a system is so intense and

taking your confidence away it’s really

hard so it didn’t even if it didn’t just

affect me though it started to affect my

family but I think back to my more kind

of early entrepreneurial days I remember

people in my family being like house the

house the later scam going now it’s

because look they were really supportive

it wasn’t that they meant any harm at

all quite the opposite but when it came

to it and trying to give advice the

easiest thing was just to make a joke

about it so but look things start to

change I’m not here looking for pity

really there’s not a bucket here but if

there was you can put some money might

leave my shoe um I’m not here looking

for pity things did change thanks to the

incredible generosity of my parents and

what money they did have they put into

trying to give me a better education and

121 help and and it was and it was it

was needed I began to to thrive you know

there was some series of highs one

highways I got some GCSEs actually been

really good for me I was I was over the

moon and there was some series of blows

as well I think one of the lowest was

when I went for my selection to become

an army officer I always thought that I

was going to get into the army so I

passed all the physical tests then it

just came to their academic ones i

remember sat in a semi-circle you’re all

wearing colored bibs with numbers on I

was number five this guy opposite was

just firing questions at me and I just

remember SAT there thinking I’m not good

enough to be here and I felt that same

feeling I felt when I was young sat in

the bottom the class like the balloon

and I just thought I can’t do this look

he was asking me the simplest things he

was going like five plus five it turned

into a bit of a joke he thought it was a

joke because I just he asked me this I

made 11 honestly I just couldn’t my the

ability to answer straightforward

questions had gone out the window I was

panicky I was just panicking um so it

felt like was at school again but never

at school and I quo I was sent away um

with the words he’s medically fine but

academically lacking go away for two

years and get more intelligent that’s

quite the challenge imagine that going

through your letterbox and opening that

and showing your parents the same

parents that had spent that money on

your education it was a bit of a

disaster really look I talked about my

family they were massively supportive

they tried everything to kind of find

the right direction

direction for me in life and look when i

was 12 i wasn’t normal twelve-year-old

when most 12 year olds were doing our

homework and playing video games and

having sleepovers I was out running a

mobile disco company I was doing events

in the local pub in the sick for me and

a friend got really fed up with these

yearbooks that were just annoying and

bits of light we just thought that

there’s got to be something better so we

created a digital yearbook this was on a

cd-rom um so he created that and it was

it was amazing people loved it like

everyone in the school bought it um and

although we didn’t commercialize it this

was like a taste of what life could be

like um so look then I let i went to

leave school and a few years earlier I

rethought Wow school never have to do

that again but after this time it kind

of was secure safe I didn’t want to

leave this structure of of what I had

but i had to you the army wouldn’t take

me and my teacher is saying gosh

university go to university ok so i did

ok gcse’s and a-levels say i got i got

an offer oh i got two offers actually

one was from edinburgh university mm-hmm

and one was from oxford brookes i chose

oxford because oxford brookes because

that’s where all my friends were going

to party and not there Eddie Brer

probably doesn’t have great well they

have great parties but all my friends

were going there so I set set to go into

University remember my first lecture I

was dreading it I was on the bus and I

was just had all these like sickening

fears that you know what if I’m not good

enough what if I can’t do the work in

going into this lecture theatre thinking

wow there’s so many people here I’m used

to kind of classes of 12 13 people

I don’t want to make an idiot of myself

in front of all these people um then the

lecturer said cool today what we’re

gonna be doing is playing with Lego I

should really good at that back in

primary school the relief was amazing

wow they’re not expecting me to do

anything that’s too hard but then that

quickly followed by this discussed it

was like why am I paying for you to play

with Lego with me like there’s a bit

more to it than that but it was just

like you’re surprised that you know

people are charging for that education

set anyway I left left University and

threw myself into the party scene which

I told you about is pretty good um and I

thought I can do these parties better

than anyone else so I got to it I got

myself a venue which turned out to be

from the Russian mafia really did I’ll

tell you some stories about that later

um and got my Flyers printed I think we

called the night white light don’t know

why and I managed to get a a drinks rep

to donate a thousand drinks so so wow

this is set what can go wrong and I

waited really expectant Lee outside the

door and people did alive four of them

five including the rep and it was pretty

it was it was it was a horrible time all

these kind of fears and emotions came

rushing back was I doomed to fail at

everything I put my hand to but

something inside me kept me pushing on I

think the small about the small amount

of positive feedback I had along the way

I held on to and you know what I just

stuck at it I kept on going and it

turned out that i did have an aptitude

for doing this partying this event stuff

quite quickly we turned into event and

turn it into quite a big event we were

attracting i think it was around 1,500

people each week each paying a fiver

it’s quite good

no intention of going back to university

at that point there’s no incentive was

making good money um but what my parents

came to universe you walk came to visit

me at university they realized I wasn’t

at university anymore I couldn’t tell

them how close we were to the University

and when my dad saw my new car that I

bought he was thinking he’s doing

something dodgy so I thought let this is

probably not sustainable and it’s great

while it lasted but you know just too

much so I ended up going home this is

where I came across a quote from Albert

Einstein which I’m sure a lot of you

know if you judge your fish by its

ability to climb a tree that fish will

so with that in my mind I carried on

look what i’m doing here is i’m

hopefully wanting to leave you with some

lessons that i learned from the bottom

the class and the one main one is be

really selective of who you listen to

you know there are voices around you

that are positive and just you remember

to hold on to them and you have to do

everything to fight against all your

insecurities to really make sure that

you listen to them and you build upon

them now after being at home for a

little bit I kind of threw myself into

the rat race and started working in and

around property and at this point I

started to see that businesses could

operate better and had better ideas for

for the way the business should be Ryan

and this didn’t really endear me to my

my bosses especially at foxtons they

really hated me and so I left and then I

joined another company and this company

I started getting twitchy quite quickly

because I didn’t see that as the big

picture i saw the actual cool idea was

there’s lots of people out there they

can’t afford to buy they don’t have the

deposit they can’t get on the ladder so

wouldn’t it be cool if those people that

can’t afford to buy a whole house if

they could club together and put their

money and owned a section of the house

and get onto the property ladder and get

the benefits that way my boss just

didn’t see that he just said now we’re

going to carry on doing this because it

was a lifestyle business then he didn’t

have any vision and that’s what occurred

to me is one of the really strong things

I had was with vision I had three main

attribute it attributes that meant that

I could officially be a struggler but

succeed so look after then I had an idea

for a business and it was a really

simple idea based around my own

experiences on the premise that when you

buy something on amazon and ebay isn’t

easy when you rent a property isn’t it

the highest thing you do it like ever

it’s really hard it’s so different from

1click so the thought that we could

build a company that would just make

renting as easy as buying something on

amazon in ebay it’s amazing it helps so

many people and then we could do so many

things after that so going back to going

back to the company that I was at at the

time when I was coming up with this idea

I remember going to my boss I said look

got this idea for this business called

good lord and his feedback put me back

in that class really really quickly and

he just said stop don’t do it I you have

no idea what you’re doing and that was

that was that was another moment where I

could have just given up and I could

just said you know what but look I built

up my second kind of big quality and

that was a really thick skin so I had

the vision I had the perseverance

and I need to be honest that guy had a

bit of a poem because we we pitched

seven people for investment and we’ve

got seven rejections one after the other

so kind of know what Robert d’bries felt

like but look after a while we got we

got someone who believed in our idea and

our vision his name was John John really

nice guy invested 32 and a half thousand

pounds in Oz it was more money than I

ever saw in a bank account so quickly

ran down to the cash machine took a

picture but anyway good news John sold

is sharing the business quite recently

and he sold it for well two years on a

million pounds so John’s done quite well

but more and more investment came I’m

from four people in Mayfair to Israel to

Silicon Valley more and more people

shared in our vision for what we wanted

to create and it was touching it was it

was great and we started to build this

company so I suppose but I suppose the

kind of I suppose a big point I want to

leave you with is even though all this

has happened you still don’t lose that

label that you’ve got you still don’t

lose those insecurities I’ve still got

them and so you don’t lose the label you

don’t lose the fear because I I’ll tell

you a story about another and other

investor there was a big investor it’s

quite a big brand name and we started

talking to them for for some investment

we met them in there mayfair offices and

it looked promising they flew us out to

island we had some more meetings and

then they passed it was fine but then a

few months later they picked up the face

of like we’re interested again yeah come

on and so we did that whole dance again

but then a rejection k

and you know what I could just go I

don’t care I could just send them a

letter listing the millions that all

their invest all their competitors have

invested in US but still at night I

still before I go to bed I think ah how

can I get these guys to invest in us how

can I get these guys to notice us how

can I do after unfit unfinished business

and how can I get their approval because

you know being bottom of the class does

leave its mark so I’ll close by saying

look if you’re the bottom of the class

like this little balloon like me then

just remember you have got loads of

attributes and great strengths that

actually probably don’t get realized in

the confirm in the structure of

Education and what you know will benefit

you massively outside in the real world

for the people there are the high

achievers at the top of glass well done

you know who you are a bit of advice for

you guys don’t be constrained by your

current success don’t be fearful of

change and don’t always think you have

to take the academic route when you’re

successful it’s incredibly you get a new

type of fear where you don’t want to

lose it you don’t take risks but take

those risks as well and look for anybody

in education just remember or if you’ve

got children just remember that when you

were talking to children and you’re

interacting with them be really careful

on what you say what labels you may pin

on to people you may not mean it but

those labels have a profound effect and

they stay with people for the rest of

their life thinking you

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