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Trusting the music within you | Monica Buckland | TEDxNewnham


we all have music within us and we

communicate it with every gesture we

make I’m not talking about dancers

although of all people they’re probably

the most aware of the intimate

connection between physical movement and

sound and I’m not just talking about

conductors although obviously other

conductor that’s going to be my starting

point people often asked me what exactly

does a conductor do well it’s our job to

take the notes written by a composer and

give them an emotional shape to convey

the composer’s ideas to get from what’s

in the head of say Jay s bar up there on

his cloud or Judith who might be sitting

in the hall behind me these ideas have

to be transmitted through the medium of

print and then filtered through my body

and the bodies of the musicians I use

gestures to draw the music out of the

players or the singers in a way that I

think conveys what the composer is

trained to say now I say I think but

actually I’m not just relying on my own

ideas in the world of Western classical

music pieces written by composers

generally give us a very good idea of

how to play them I’ll have a conducting

score in France for me with the whole

piece in it the musicians will have

their own individual parts on their

music stands and they’ll play what they

read so not just the notes but also

detailed instructions about how fast or

how loud to play them what kind of

attack to use and so on there are a lot

of clues in there about how to realize

the composer’s ideas so you may ask

what’s the point of having a conductor

at all

well aren’t your byzant trivial even

just on the level of coordination we do

have to give a certain amount of traffic

signals after all it’s important that

and stop together thank you but beyond

that we’re trying to communicate the

essence of the music I’d like to

demonstrate that by taking out the

elements of reading the clues

if a piece hasn’t already been written

down is there an essence that we can

draw out of thin air an emotional impact

that doesn’t depend on the notes when

musicians improvise together in a small

group we can shift our focus from

reading what’s in front of us to

listening to one another by reacting to

what we hear someone else playing maybe

taking their idea and developing it

running away with it bouncing it back

and forth the group creates a piece of

music together

the musicians listen in a different way

responding to one another rather than

planning out how they’re going to play

what’s in front of them I’ll show you

what I mean um Sofia start us off with a

okay loathe as I am to interrupt you and

they could go on for quite a while I’ve

heard them working together and it’s

lovely but I want to introduce a new

element which is I’d like to I’ll ask

them now to respond to what I’m doing

so they’re going to be converting my

physical gestures into musical ones is

exactly what they do when there is music

on the stand in front of them but we’ve

taken that away so this is what’s left

so for example if I make a gesture like

this it’s going to have a very different

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thank you but beyond that I’m asking how

it happens what’s just happened there

and it was all improvised is this some

kind of magic trick am I perhaps someone

with a superpower can anyone do it or do

you have to be a musician well I believe

that you don’t have to be what you might

think of as musical in order to make

music out of thin air with these

musicians reacting to you your physical

presence will translate into sound do I

have a volunteer to test out this theory

if you wouldn’t mind just standing there

do anything I might stop you but feel

free

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hey go so how did that feel very nice

very nice any sort of adjective and it

was pleasurable to be able to feel so

the pleasure was in the response that

you got from them yeah thank you

anyone else again if you just stand

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thank you very much thanks I wish we had

time for everyone to have a go because

it really is a lot of fun and thank you

one of the words that people often use

when they have this experience and I say

what did it feel like they say

empowering because sometimes we get

empowerment from quite unexpected

quarters and I’d like to take that idea

and ask you for a moment to think about

power not in it’s hierarchical meaning

but in the sense of electricity because

what we’re doing here is switching on

the power or plugging into the power

supply and then conducting this

electricity into the group of people in

front of us our hands our faces and in

fact our whole bodies become a conduit

for this power and this is where what I

do with music is something we will do

you all do in your daily lives in

various work or social situations your

having a job interview you’re teaching a

class about Shakespeare or the spinning

jenny you’re in a committee meeting

you’re having coffee with a group of

friends we all conduct our relationships

with individuals and with groups of

people how we create music in the world

is very much dependent on how we occupy

space what we do in and with the space

between us and other people simply how

we are in a very physical sense it’s

fundamentally part of communication so

all the time we have the opportunity to

communicate the music within us whether

it’s how violent or angry or joyful or

just tired and miserable

whatever the music inside you you are

already conducting something of your

essence to the people around you and for

them because part of what you’re doing

is channeling your music but at the same

time you’re empowering other people to

express the music within them now I

don’t want you to think that when I’m

conducting a piece of music it’s

necessarily my emotions that I’m

transmitting to the musicians and in

fact sometimes what I’m feeling couldn’t

be further from what’s in the music I’ll

give you an example some years ago I was

conducting a concert of lovely Christmas

music I came back after the rehearsal

and I took a phone call to tell me that

my little godson who had been ill for

some time had just died

well I raged and I cried but the show

must go on

so I did what performers do I put on my

concert suit picked up my baton and went

on stage I have very little memory of

that concert but curiously people who

were there said things like how well I

brought the music across I mean how on

earth could this happen

the music was serene it was Julius so I

was clearly not communicating what I was

actually feeling inside which was shock

and grief nor do I think I was putting

my feelings away in a box I think that’s

something that’s really unhelpful for

musicians to do because we are trying to

be a pure channel for the music and if

we lock our emotions away we are

blocking that channel what I think was

going on was that the immediacy of these

very strong emotions the sheer power of

them not the feelings themselves had

somehow opens me up so that I was able

to transmit the spirit of the music

so the thoughts I’d like to leave you is

ah believe that you to have music within

you

however literally all metaphorically you

want to take that and don’t be afraid of

your feelings because they can empower

you with your own electricity

you’ll challenge then is to trust that

you are conducting your own music

through your own power lines in your

relationships and out into the world

make it matter [Applause]

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