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toujours une valise à la main ! | Nilda Fernandez | TEDxLorient


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I am in a very bad situation
particular the countdown comes
to start from to be a speaker this
that we have been called speakers since
everyone who came here
are speakers of whom I am and
innovative I have to put myself in the
place of a speaker in general I
rather the place of the singer who from time
in time lets talk about saying
things not too much because sometimes or
tell him sings that tonight if I speak
too much you do not shoot that’s it
no no you will not say that’s it you do not
say no sing too so I ‘m going
try to tell you things that me
are important game I’m in front of a
kind of big panorama that is my life
and that includes many things from
anecdotes of the thoughts of the catches
personal position at -20 and joys
suffering then after he must
redo something maybe wanted
to say in a way a little
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but the songs are not very modest
except that in a song we remove the
date we remove the places we remove the
names and it becomes yours
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thank you
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who had gone to the ear of more than
people that my family my close friends and
I was very surprised after a big
labyrinth to get to record it
it was very much a story
a saga but when he got to be
known that I saw that people
people was excited about this
song is a big lesson for me
because I realized that moment
that a miracle was happening because when
we are teenagers we think that when we
is misunderstood then after years not
if we continue to think we are
misunderstood that we are alone in the world
and then we make a song that speaks
of a very very personal thing my
meeting with the capital of my
childhood to adulthood the capital of
country from my childhood to adulthood and
those who listened locating his the
may not know madrid finally
know the name of madrid but not
lille have never been there without being
accused and then they were receiving I
think something that a little bit of
the order of the strange strange familiarity
places we liked in which we
has been good we recognize ourselves but we get
recognize more we are no longer so the
nostalgia that follows from it so it ‘s
this feeling was for me the one who
brought us closer together
who listened and loved this source
then settled immediately
something very special that
whenever we meet someone
I need to meet
something or that we acquire something
thing that something happens we have
immediately a fear that settles
it’s the fear of losing and I detected
that very very quickly I realized that
success comes and then
settles around oneself and in oneself the
desire to keep that
to sit on it and then suddenly
what happened in a way a little
fortuitous even if miraculous we go
to say becomes a worry and becomes
something that makes us no longer
happy I watched a little around
me my older colleagues who was
gone through there and I saw that their face
was sad when there were no
cameras the concerns because the
afraid of losing
so I told myself the fear of losing
finally we all have a woman on
love a man and we are afraid of losing him
we have children we are afraid of losing them
we have a beautiful house a house all
just the fear of losing her
a job one is afraid to lose it and to
the end at the end of the ends comes the loss
total or someone saying good now
you will lose everything since it is the
destiny of the human human being you
will lose everything so I told myself
face of this loss too bad I
risk
this loss of success I risk and I get
am made antidotes you continue to
take the subway
I was told but no you are a star
now you must not take the subway
otherwise my name in the subway one you do not
control not so I continued to do
a life like that normal I traveled I
traveled a lot I left in
leaving here years of during
years I was gone in argentina
I left many in Russia many
I even lived and all that allowed me
also that something is recovering
game I’m not in a
simply in a business that
I perpetuate or still work
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this trip is where was my survival the
artistic survival because suddenly I
I’m never really there is I
continued to love singing without fear
without being afraid to ask if it takes
always please if it will please if it’s going
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in the interviews I have often
asked why are you singing why
you sing why you became
singer musician
so every time I found a reason
I bought a guitar when we have 14
years with my father I dad sang
I began to love them such and such
say that all these were reasons
and that was no reason the reasons
explainable a journalist who wants
to be understood when he reports
the interview but I realized that
the real reasons are a lot more
intimate a lot more hidden difficult
even to oneself from the east of the
find and I must say that these
reasons they are in childhood by
example in childhood whose division
the vision of my from the house of my
grandparents who were on the
heights of barcelona
the maternal grandparents who are
found on the heights of barcelona
and from where I still saw at that time
I could see the sea ​​the year at this
horizon finally the horizon of the sea ​​is
a bit far and I saw the horizon then
a few times the little ship that gets
detached and this horizon I believe
that a childhood vision to visions for
a child of this horizon this is all
a stuck life
what’s behind I want
go there I’ll go there is behind
this horizon there will be other horizons
and another horizon so the visions
of childhood are still very
important it is for that that if I
think that children need them
offer the possibility of having
visions of visions of other factions
sensations and avoid them
television for tablets that she does not
give no vision so the visions
guides us
then because that’s where the truth
lorca said I write today what
I did during
France during a childhood we do not dream
not the child does not dream he does he does
in his head he does the racks they
travel they move and so his visions
from childhood pack to lead certainly
need to know
I crossed a border with my mother on
was six years old I realized that as soon as
that we cross a border or had
all to cross a border this is a
other border Sunni borders and the
world is ours and it’s men
who put us walls of beings
humans our alike but us when
we crossed a border we see
that other things exist that’s
important for a child so 7.7 this
need of knowledge that I received
when I was a child I also
postponed when I was a bit of an adult at 18
years I had a teacher of philosophy all at
the time philippe been explained to us
that he was a teacher of philosophy the teachers of
philo they can be very people
important and he made me she told us
does fabulous cures and one of the courses
in one of the courses I read that we
read a philosopher’s text
German name is nietzsche lecce
and lovers and in this short
extracted there was a sentence the
Christians the end of
you will be able to tell people who have
beliefs 10 games that I’m not mistaken
not 10 I can not I do not want I do not
not want while he should say I do not
can not and they start this world
yesterday so for me it was a
revelation I told myself at 18 then
you can not spend your life lying to yourself
tell yourself about salads at this
to imagine someone else and our
actions and our thoughts and decisions
the ones based on a personal lie so
it was for me too this click
where I decided that my life would be the
less possible devoted to this lie to
that is to say that when we
to oneself or false balance
when we lie to others it’s like
butcher who puts a paper a little heavy
under the meat for good win
a few grams or a few
milligrams
but when we lie to ourselves, it’s the
balance we have is so after we
is there more and the lies that we
to make the lies blow us
everything becomes a dangerous amalgam and we
can leave on the road of life of
that way so I tried I
think as much as possible not to
not go in that direction
I do not know if I have time for
tell a little anecdote
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all
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who was pushing
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I sing and that in a circus a
TV show there was
behind me the circus residents
are the elephants even a dozen and
his elephants all had a ring of
adult elephants with all a ring the
ankle that was connected nowhere with
a chain that was hanging out when I finished
the song I asked the treasure where
someone circuit but what
is this ring that goes nowhere say
is that today it would be too much
difficult to tie them it takes a
baobab every time but when they are
small or hindrances with his
actually with a stake and like
the elephant then grew up with this
idea that with the ring he enters in fact
of a fly even adult is there
for me it was something of
terrible a terrible image of this
that the human being of course made to
elephants which is not bad but
what he also does to children what we
is done to oneself what we do
we were made what we are what
we are going to do to others and this
terrible picture mam revealed a great
truth that must be put as a
postulate of life we ​​are free on
has spent a lot of energy our parents
ourselves when raising children
spend a lot of energy doing
believe that we have islands and arms
behind we do not have more arms
behind that we are slaves
we are just conditioned to be that
so thank you for your your
listen and then I would like to leave you
just this this sentence that
dostoevsky pronounced who magnificent
it’s no he wrote it when he had
also 18 years old and he said the human being
is an enigma
he does not call again his writing
the human being is an enigma and if me
I spend my life trying to solve it
I would not have lost my time
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