how are you thank you today I have a
question for y’all right now have you
ever cut a time in your life when you
thought about to stop it and I’m trying
so hard and keep trying but that round
she didn’t what I can’t
I’ve never felt that way before when you
just can’t came together right what’s
inside again it’s totally okay my name
is Rita I’m 22 years old and I upload
videos of myself talking to the camera
alone in my bedroom
you need almost every single week on
YouTube yes both my bare basements hired
work let’s get into pretty scary but see
at ease with your mind but more
importantly I have had that same
experience as well I have felt like no
one things going right and I’m trying so
hard
limas mountain but I just keep slipping
down but I never one that stopped me
especially with my experience on YouTube
it has me to become a stronger person
but I’m not suggesting you have to do to
feel that way if you just keep trying to
look at it and it’s all connected to
positivity and in fact you can it’ll
come through a little bit of a sprinkle
of who uses Instagram in this room
anyone yeah
you see you know two kids on the streets
of there taking a selfie or roping in
that’s to the right and no I did not
stand like that in front of it every
single Starbucks on this treatment say
this is the image of me online and some
people they may see my image from my
Instagram or what I post online and
think this groans to have it all you
know my pictures that things both pretty
nice right
they look like great places a great time
and I’m a lot of questions all the time
from my followers on YouTube or social
because for me yes I will admit that you
know I do live a very positive have
beautiful life very content with my life
but for me to reach that point there
were a lot of things that I have to go
through and my attorney began when I was
14 years old it’s quite personal but
when I was 14 you know I’m a teenager
you start to you don’t worry about your
self-image you start to worry about how
you look think of you you become here
pretty soon in this and for me it was
over winter break I had a little bit too
much drink my Christmas dinner time
packs on a food till around and I
thought might New Year’s resolution for
twenty whatever when I was in high
school it is going to be shut that
amount of weight that I have gained and
at first it started with okay you know
I’m just going to shut that comp away
nobody stop snacking for a little bit
but then that sooner escalated I stopped
eating breakfast I stopped eating lunch
I want attractive I wasn’t the fastest
runner trust me everything but you know
who I would compete in my knees of empty
stunts I would rush home go soak myself
in the hottest bath ever sweat all my
water weight loss and think that that’s
my happy place no that’s my happiness
well that’s no because I was so consumed
in just thinking about you know losing
that way I have lucked out all my
friends that I have I felt very alone
but that was because I was issued and I
didn’t notice that and so my mother and
she’s very nice she’s very supportive
she’s always you know
whatever that means very very place for
anyone else
but one day she came up to me and she
saw all bad about my hair had fallen on
the ground
I had literal like clumps of hair on it
round because of my pulse stage and my
doctors were very worried about me and
she came out to me and she said we’re
done my own mother can you imagine your
whole mother that gave birth to you that
he likes you she sent those words to me
and for the first time it was the way I
saw myself I flew to myself and I
thought myself the outside and said wow
this girl needs help
she’s so lonely she have no idea what
she’s doing and she thinks that this
makes her happy and around that time
that was when I discovered making videos
online it was a read about the time when
it started becoming famous and I would
see all the girls passionate about
beauty and passion about what they do
confident everything that I didn’t have
and I thought well I want to be like
that but in order for me to do this mess
I can’t do it when I’m completely out of
zero state so then I decided to change
my there and then
you know what I’m going to stop being
whatever but then I realize and I
thought well is it something that I want
to continue to do and I want that to be
my drive and I’m not suggesting you know
you have to do something grand think
that way because positivity is a choice
you decide what you do in your life
because you’re in control right I mean
let us say a 15 hi honey even if my
mother said those who are revenues words
to me and I thought
I’m gonna live my life I’m gonna do one
thing me alone this person sitting in
front of me all right act today not at
all but because I chose to be husband
and because I thought and then what
Island to change that realization when
it flipped me and changed my eyes pants
to hide him and it want me to kind of
overcome my biggest fear because that’s
experience stuff and stuff accepting
yourself for who you are tending a hard
thing because they’re constantly
especially with social media right now
and it might be you know kind of weird
because I’m on social media I’m saying
this but you know it’s random attacks
human offense where you’re constantly
comparing yourself to other people to be
better like you know it’s constantly in
your feet you’re like oh no no right but
you know you’re so for who you are
you can only do you because you are the
person who’s dragging your own life and
so that’s why ever since that occurs to
me I decided to constantly challenge
myself and that that hasn’t helped me so
much where I you know thought no beauty
dreads no one would want to work for me
not Russia over clothes this shoes to
get my life I can do anything and yes
it’s hard with everyone’s I mean you
know I get paid comments all the time
don’t get me wrong
online on YouTube you know put yourself
out there but if I put myself out there
at risk and even though I got those
companies you know I learned to throw
over skinny because what I want to say
the most is you have to buck yourself to
affect your something have to love
yourself in order to inspire or take any
kind of action or challengers are
challenged to anything and I really hope
that will continue to drive my life
become my motivation as well and even
though I may again not the perfect
person on earth that’s okay and I’m
totally fine with it and for you whole –
that’s okay – and I hope that if that
fish will kind of meet somewhere in your
price today and you can take that up with you
question for y’all right now have you
ever cut a time in your life when you
thought about to stop it and I’m trying
so hard and keep trying but that round
she didn’t what I can’t
I’ve never felt that way before when you
just can’t came together right what’s
inside again it’s totally okay my name
is Rita I’m 22 years old and I upload
videos of myself talking to the camera
alone in my bedroom
you need almost every single week on
YouTube yes both my bare basements hired
work let’s get into pretty scary but see
at ease with your mind but more
importantly I have had that same
experience as well I have felt like no
one things going right and I’m trying so
hard
limas mountain but I just keep slipping
down but I never one that stopped me
especially with my experience on YouTube
it has me to become a stronger person
but I’m not suggesting you have to do to
feel that way if you just keep trying to
look at it and it’s all connected to
positivity and in fact you can it’ll
come through a little bit of a sprinkle
of who uses Instagram in this room
anyone yeah
you see you know two kids on the streets
of there taking a selfie or roping in
that’s to the right and no I did not
stand like that in front of it every
single Starbucks on this treatment say
this is the image of me online and some
people they may see my image from my
Instagram or what I post online and
think this groans to have it all you
know my pictures that things both pretty
nice right
they look like great places a great time
and I’m a lot of questions all the time
from my followers on YouTube or social
because for me yes I will admit that you
know I do live a very positive have
beautiful life very content with my life
but for me to reach that point there
were a lot of things that I have to go
through and my attorney began when I was
14 years old it’s quite personal but
when I was 14 you know I’m a teenager
you start to you don’t worry about your
self-image you start to worry about how
you look think of you you become here
pretty soon in this and for me it was
over winter break I had a little bit too
much drink my Christmas dinner time
packs on a food till around and I
thought might New Year’s resolution for
twenty whatever when I was in high
school it is going to be shut that
amount of weight that I have gained and
at first it started with okay you know
I’m just going to shut that comp away
nobody stop snacking for a little bit
but then that sooner escalated I stopped
eating breakfast I stopped eating lunch
I want attractive I wasn’t the fastest
runner trust me everything but you know
who I would compete in my knees of empty
stunts I would rush home go soak myself
in the hottest bath ever sweat all my
water weight loss and think that that’s
my happy place no that’s my happiness
well that’s no because I was so consumed
in just thinking about you know losing
that way I have lucked out all my
friends that I have I felt very alone
but that was because I was issued and I
didn’t notice that and so my mother and
she’s very nice she’s very supportive
she’s always you know
whatever that means very very place for
anyone else
but one day she came up to me and she
saw all bad about my hair had fallen on
the ground
I had literal like clumps of hair on it
round because of my pulse stage and my
doctors were very worried about me and
she came out to me and she said we’re
done my own mother can you imagine your
whole mother that gave birth to you that
he likes you she sent those words to me
and for the first time it was the way I
saw myself I flew to myself and I
thought myself the outside and said wow
this girl needs help
she’s so lonely she have no idea what
she’s doing and she thinks that this
makes her happy and around that time
that was when I discovered making videos
online it was a read about the time when
it started becoming famous and I would
see all the girls passionate about
beauty and passion about what they do
confident everything that I didn’t have
and I thought well I want to be like
that but in order for me to do this mess
I can’t do it when I’m completely out of
zero state so then I decided to change
my there and then
you know what I’m going to stop being
whatever but then I realize and I
thought well is it something that I want
to continue to do and I want that to be
my drive and I’m not suggesting you know
you have to do something grand think
that way because positivity is a choice
you decide what you do in your life
because you’re in control right I mean
let us say a 15 hi honey even if my
mother said those who are revenues words
to me and I thought
I’m gonna live my life I’m gonna do one
thing me alone this person sitting in
front of me all right act today not at
all but because I chose to be husband
and because I thought and then what
Island to change that realization when
it flipped me and changed my eyes pants
to hide him and it want me to kind of
overcome my biggest fear because that’s
experience stuff and stuff accepting
yourself for who you are tending a hard
thing because they’re constantly
especially with social media right now
and it might be you know kind of weird
because I’m on social media I’m saying
this but you know it’s random attacks
human offense where you’re constantly
comparing yourself to other people to be
better like you know it’s constantly in
your feet you’re like oh no no right but
you know you’re so for who you are
you can only do you because you are the
person who’s dragging your own life and
so that’s why ever since that occurs to
me I decided to constantly challenge
myself and that that hasn’t helped me so
much where I you know thought no beauty
dreads no one would want to work for me
not Russia over clothes this shoes to
get my life I can do anything and yes
it’s hard with everyone’s I mean you
know I get paid comments all the time
don’t get me wrong
online on YouTube you know put yourself
out there but if I put myself out there
at risk and even though I got those
companies you know I learned to throw
over skinny because what I want to say
the most is you have to buck yourself to
affect your something have to love
yourself in order to inspire or take any
kind of action or challengers are
challenged to anything and I really hope
that will continue to drive my life
become my motivation as well and even
though I may again not the perfect
person on earth that’s okay and I’m
totally fine with it and for you whole –
that’s okay – and I hope that if that
fish will kind of meet somewhere in your
price today and you can take that up with you
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