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[Applause] sorry m’lady company with the it was a
sorry m’lady company with the it was a
sorry m’lady company with the it was a deer so today I’m gonna talk about me
deer so today I’m gonna talk about me
deer so today I’m gonna talk about me and the most amazing thing about me it’s
and the most amazing thing about me it’s
and the most amazing thing about me it’s called terrible decisions that I make
called terrible decisions that I make
called terrible decisions that I make because that’s something an ongoing
because that’s something an ongoing
because that’s something an ongoing process so I try to keep it as brief as
process so I try to keep it as brief as
process so I try to keep it as brief as possible because it’s a very long talk I
possible because it’s a very long talk I
possible because it’s a very long talk I could take a lifetime about it
Soniya terrible decision makers so
Soniya terrible decision makers so everyone who graduated after 12 we face
everyone who graduated after 12 we face
everyone who graduated after 12 we face this question that what are you gonna do
this question that what are you gonna do
this question that what are you gonna do in your career now so unlike in films
in your career now so unlike in films
in your career now so unlike in films and more than just two options like not
and more than just two options like not
and more than just two options like not just engineering and medical I had other
just engineering and medical I had other
just engineering and medical I had other options like see like architect hotel
options like see like architect hotel
options like see like architect hotel management but I gave it a skip because
management but I gave it a skip because
management but I gave it a skip because two reasons one I can’t study so much –
two reasons one I can’t study so much –
two reasons one I can’t study so much – as I just said terrible decision maker
as I just said terrible decision maker
as I just said terrible decision maker so I wanted to be an actor and I told
so I wanted to be an actor and I told
so I wanted to be an actor and I told this to my mom and she was like you know
this to my mom and she was like you know
this to my mom and she was like you know your dad’s not gonna accept this right
your dad’s not gonna accept this right
your dad’s not gonna accept this right because my dad can’t see me struggling
because my dad can’t see me struggling
because my dad can’t see me struggling so she said make a plan B I said yeah
so she said make a plan B I said yeah
so she said make a plan B I said yeah I’ll do writing I’ll be a writer because
I’ll do writing I’ll be a writer because
I’ll do writing I’ll be a writer because likto Cove isn’t that so my mom said
likto Cove isn’t that so my mom said
likto Cove isn’t that so my mom said okay fine let’s figure out the cause for
okay fine let’s figure out the cause for
okay fine let’s figure out the cause for this and we figure out the course that’s
this and we figure out the course that’s
this and we figure out the course that’s called B mmm miracle that is both of the
called B mmm miracle that is both of the
called B mmm miracle that is both of the two things it stands for bachelor’s and
two things it stands for bachelor’s and
two things it stands for bachelor’s and master’s but as the years progressed for
master’s but as the years progressed for
master’s but as the years progressed for my parents at mine Oh for my parents it
my parents at mine Oh for my parents it
my parents at mine Oh for my parents it meant bachelors that made us go mad
because I had to balance two things
because I had to balance two things they’re acting acting and writing and by
they’re acting acting and writing and by
they’re acting acting and writing and by the Euro by three years that it ended I
the Euro by three years that it ended I
the Euro by three years that it ended I had done much more than just that I’d
had done much more than just that I’d
had done much more than just that I’d done five internships I had become a
done five internships I had become a
done five internships I had become a script writer for all the college
script writer for all the college
script writer for all the college players I had directed them I’d acted in
players I had directed them I’d acted in
players I had directed them I’d acted in them for all the college festivals of
them for all the college festivals of
them for all the college festivals of vmm I had won awards for a radio jockey
vmm I had won awards for a radio jockey
vmm I had won awards for a radio jockey even as an actor and made short films
even as an actor and made short films
even as an actor and made short films and everything I was like you know what
and everything I was like you know what
and everything I was like you know what I have accomplished a lot three years
I have accomplished a lot three years
I have accomplished a lot three years and my parents asked me what next and
and my parents asked me what next and
and my parents asked me what next and like a year so ultimate figure out can I
like a year so ultimate figure out can I
like a year so ultimate figure out can I hear this let’s work on so I just try to
hear this let’s work on so I just try to
hear this let’s work on so I just try to solve that one and as soon as my college
solve that one and as soon as my college
solve that one and as soon as my college ends I start finding a job I get a job
ends I start finding a job I get a job
ends I start finding a job I get a job and that offers me twenty thousand
and that offers me twenty thousand
and that offers me twenty thousand rupees first job twenty thousand rupees
rupees first job twenty thousand rupees
rupees first job twenty thousand rupees that’s a very big thing for me so I’m
that’s a very big thing for me so I’m
that’s a very big thing for me so I’m like you know Mom
like you know Mom
like you know Mom I figured that question twenty thousand
I figured that question twenty thousand
I figured that question twenty thousand rupees and everything’s just going fine
rupees and everything’s just going fine
rupees and everything’s just going fine and suddenly one fine day I get a call
and suddenly one fine day I get a call
and suddenly one fine day I get a call from college and they tell me that you
from college and they tell me that you
from college and they tell me that you know
know
know yaaaaa now call it a sec okay youth
yaaaaa now call it a sec okay youth
yaaaaa now call it a sec okay youth festival de valor’
festival de valor’
festival de valor’ so can you just direct that for us and
so can you just direct that for us and
so can you just direct that for us and this is what happens about me and
this is what happens about me and
this is what happens about me and theater and very impulsive so the first
theater and very impulsive so the first
theater and very impulsive so the first reaction hearty can show done without
reaction hearty can show done without
reaction hearty can show done without even thinking how I’m going to figure
even thinking how I’m going to figure
even thinking how I’m going to figure out my work and this whole new project
out my work and this whole new project
out my work and this whole new project so the name is I go I meet teachers and
so the name is I go I meet teachers and
so the name is I go I meet teachers and they like I tell them that you know I’m
they like I tell them that you know I’m
they like I tell them that you know I’m gonna charge then it show better
gonna charge then it show better
gonna charge then it show better you deserve it is showing
you deserve it is showing
you deserve it is showing ahman hasn’t been disclosed it was just
ahman hasn’t been disclosed it was just
ahman hasn’t been disclosed it was just sure I am like fine
sure I am like fine
sure I am like fine so I script the whole play and I’m like
so I script the whole play and I’m like
so I script the whole play and I’m like I call a friend up he’s a mentor and oh
I call a friend up he’s a mentor and oh
I call a friend up he’s a mentor and oh he’s also very good friend so I tell him
he’s also very good friend so I tell him
he’s also very good friend so I tell him you know what just help me out with this
you know what just help me out with this
you know what just help me out with this project because I have to balance work
project because I have to balance work
project because I have to balance work also
also
also so he’s like sure so he joins me and he
so he’s like sure so he joins me and he
so he’s like sure so he joins me and he starts directing the play but I feel I’m
starts directing the play but I feel I’m
starts directing the play but I feel I’m missing out a lot now because theater is
missing out a lot now because theater is
missing out a lot now because theater is what I want to do in life and I a
what I want to do in life and I a
what I want to do in life and I a scripted the play I also want to be part
scripted the play I also want to be part
scripted the play I also want to be part of it
of it
of it so in office I tell them you know what
so in office I tell them you know what
so in office I tell them you know what is it possible that I get two weeks of
is it possible that I get two weeks of
is it possible that I get two weeks of they say no so this is when negotiations
they say no so this is when negotiations
they say no so this is when negotiations start I am like sir though of the surety
start I am like sir though of the surety
start I am like sir though of the surety they don’t make our second paragraph
they don’t make our second paragraph
they don’t make our second paragraph they are still single and I tried really
they are still single and I tried really
they are still single and I tried really hard after which they said everything’s
hard after which they said everything’s
hard after which they said everything’s no so there’s a philosophy that I
no so there’s a philosophy that I
no so there’s a philosophy that I believe in that life life can take
believe in that life life can take
believe in that life life can take anything away from you your friends your
anything away from you your friends your
anything away from you your friends your family probably even parts of you but
family probably even parts of you but
family probably even parts of you but what it can take away from you are your
what it can take away from you are your
what it can take away from you are your dreams and the passion you have for them
dreams and the passion you have for them
dreams and the passion you have for them so even life constant between you and
so even life constant between you and
so even life constant between you and your dreams you cannot allow a person to
your dreams you cannot allow a person to
your dreams you cannot allow a person to so I go back to my desk I type or meal
so I go back to my desk I type or meal
so I go back to my desk I type or meal dear sir it was great working with you
dear sir it was great working with you
dear sir it was great working with you but I would like to resign now same
but I would like to resign now same
but I would like to resign now same I go back home I tell my parents the
I go back home I tell my parents the
I go back home I tell my parents the whole thing and they have this one thing
whole thing and they have this one thing
whole thing and they have this one thing to say how stupid can you be
to say how stupid can you be
to say how stupid can you be and a lot more of course but of course
and a lot more of course but of course
and a lot more of course but of course it did affect me but it really did not
it did affect me but it really did not
it did affect me but it really did not matter because the whole point was I
matter because the whole point was I
matter because the whole point was I wanted to do theater this is my
wanted to do theater this is my
wanted to do theater this is my opportunity so all I have planned out is
opportunity so all I have planned out is
opportunity so all I have planned out is that tomorrow rehearsals start I’m going
that tomorrow rehearsals start I’m going
that tomorrow rehearsals start I’m going to take this this exercise I’m going to
to take this this exercise I’m going to
to take this this exercise I’m going to make these people do this and then I’m
make these people do this and then I’m
make these people do this and then I’m going to direct this scene I’m gonna
going to direct this scene I’m gonna
going to direct this scene I’m gonna make it happen
make it happen
make it happen three days it happens like I have
three days it happens like I have
three days it happens like I have thought and four days something else
thought and four days something else
thought and four days something else happens so I get you know get into an
happens so I get you know get into an
happens so I get you know get into an argument with one of the professors
argument with one of the professors
argument with one of the professors because he scolded one of my actors and
because he scolded one of my actors and
because he scolded one of my actors and I get really personal about my actors
I get really personal about my actors
I get really personal about my actors only I can scold them of course so we
only I can scold them of course so we
only I can scold them of course so we both have both have an argument and I
both have both have an argument and I
both have both have an argument and I just forget this one part that a
just forget this one part that a
just forget this one part that a professor has one special power
professor has one special power
professor has one special power it’s called cancelling the play which he
it’s called cancelling the play which he
it’s called cancelling the play which he of course used
so four days later the play got canceled
so four days later the play got canceled and I really was in a trauma because I
and I really was in a trauma because I
and I really was in a trauma because I left my job for this remember 20,000
left my job for this remember 20,000
left my job for this remember 20,000 rupees for this for sure so I’m back at
rupees for this for sure so I’m back at
rupees for this for sure so I’m back at home my parents of course tell me see we
home my parents of course tell me see we
home my parents of course tell me see we told you you’re stupid
told you you’re stupid
told you you’re stupid I’m like in agreement this time and with
I’m like in agreement this time and with
I’m like in agreement this time and with passing time a lot more things started
passing time a lot more things started
passing time a lot more things started happening the people who I was
happening the people who I was
happening the people who I was completely dependent on at that point of
completely dependent on at that point of
completely dependent on at that point of time suddenly just started leaving not
time suddenly just started leaving not
time suddenly just started leaving not because I left my job because because of
because I left my job because because of
because I left my job because because of some other reasons and everything was
some other reasons and everything was
some other reasons and everything was happening so much together in one week I
happening so much together in one week I
happening so much together in one week I just counted I could count it down my
just counted I could count it down my
just counted I could count it down my problems and this were the problems I
problems and this were the problems I
problems and this were the problems I was jobless I couldn’t do the play that
was jobless I couldn’t do the play that
was jobless I couldn’t do the play that I left my job for people I really needed
I left my job for people I really needed
I left my job for people I really needed in my life had left middle-class
in my life had left middle-class
in my life had left middle-class families go through financial problems
families go through financial problems
families go through financial problems we were at the core of it and I started
we were at the core of it and I started
we were at the core of it and I started self-doubting myself a lot
so for the next three weeks straight I
so for the next three weeks straight I did nothing nothing at all
did nothing nothing at all
did nothing nothing at all people would just call me up and they
people would just call me up and they
people would just call me up and they would ask me are you fine I would say
would ask me are you fine I would say
would ask me are you fine I would say yes and fine and then they would say you
yes and fine and then they would say you
yes and fine and then they would say you know what you did a terrible mistake by
know what you did a terrible mistake by
know what you did a terrible mistake by leaving the job and I said I tell me
leaving the job and I said I tell me
leaving the job and I said I tell me more about it three weeks of nothing all
more about it three weeks of nothing all
more about it three weeks of nothing all I would do is sit in front of the
I would do is sit in front of the
I would do is sit in front of the television watching a channel I did not
television watching a channel I did not
television watching a channel I did not even know existed before the show’s kept
even know existed before the show’s kept
even know existed before the show’s kept changing and changing and changing and I
changing and changing and changing and I
changing and changing and changing and I had no clue what I was watching sleep
had no clue what I was watching sleep
had no clue what I was watching sleep around doing the night wake up 5:00 in
around doing the night wake up 5:00 in
around doing the night wake up 5:00 in the morning with a panic attack with
the morning with a panic attack with
the morning with a panic attack with what I’m doing with my life I need to
what I’m doing with my life I need to
what I’m doing with my life I need to get something right you I would think
get something right you I would think
get something right you I would think that tomorrow I’ll meet some friends I’d
that tomorrow I’ll meet some friends I’d
that tomorrow I’ll meet some friends I’d meet some stranger’s I need to figure
meet some stranger’s I need to figure
meet some stranger’s I need to figure out I need to win this out but as soon
out I need to win this out but as soon
out I need to win this out but as soon as the morning happened and I thought I
as the morning happened and I thought I
as the morning happened and I thought I need to go out I had this question if I
need to go out I had this question if I
need to go out I had this question if I go meet my friends who have gone out
go meet my friends who have gone out
go meet my friends who have gone out tell me about they’re gonna show me
tell me about they’re gonna show me
tell me about they’re gonna show me sympathy we’re gonna tell me about how
sympathy we’re gonna tell me about how
sympathy we’re gonna tell me about how stupid I was about to leave my job if I
stupid I was about to leave my job if I
stupid I was about to leave my job if I meet strangers they’ll ask me what are
meet strangers they’ll ask me what are
meet strangers they’ll ask me what are you doing in life and I’ll have to say
you doing in life and I’ll have to say
you doing in life and I’ll have to say nothing
one fine morning then I just woke up and
one fine morning then I just woke up and like I’m done with doing nothing so I
like I’m done with doing nothing so I
like I’m done with doing nothing so I went up to the mirror and I saw my
went up to the mirror and I saw my
went up to the mirror and I saw my reflection just thinking that it was an
reflection just thinking that it was an
reflection just thinking that it was an other man and told him you know what you
other man and told him you know what you
other man and told him you know what you are a stupid decision maker but you are
are a stupid decision maker but you are
are a stupid decision maker but you are by choice and you should be proud about
by choice and you should be proud about
by choice and you should be proud about it and no matter how stupid this line
it and no matter how stupid this line
it and no matter how stupid this line seems like right now this is where my
seems like right now this is where my
seems like right now this is where my uncle started from the downhill the next
uncle started from the downhill the next
uncle started from the downhill the next one week I applied for three jobs got a
one week I applied for three jobs got a
one week I applied for three jobs got a call from to crack them negotiated one
call from to crack them negotiated one
call from to crack them negotiated one and I was in a better job things that
and I was in a better job things that
and I was in a better job things that started settling here but remember there
started settling here but remember there
started settling here but remember there were much more things that needed to be
were much more things that needed to be
were much more things that needed to be said earlier so I started writing poetry
said earlier so I started writing poetry
said earlier so I started writing poetry I started working on text and I got
I started working on text and I got
I started working on text and I got about I got to know about this place
about I got to know about this place
about I got to know about this place called the tuning folks then now it’s
called the tuning folks then now it’s
called the tuning folks then now it’s called the habitat they would organize
called the habitat they would organize
called the habitat they would organize open mics for poetry and I would just go
open mics for poetry and I would just go
open mics for poetry and I would just go there to went out my feelings people
there to went out my feelings people
there to went out my feelings people would say that you know such cute boy
would say that you know such cute boy
would say that you know such cute boy he’s trying to went out his emotions
he’s trying to went out his emotions
he’s trying to went out his emotions over love a boy but all I was trying was
over love a boy but all I was trying was
over love a boy but all I was trying was to rent out my pain there and this kept
to rent out my pain there and this kept
to rent out my pain there and this kept happening and happening while I’m
happening and happening while I’m
happening and happening while I’m enjoying my job also apparently and
enjoying my job also apparently and
enjoying my job also apparently and everything just seemed fine when
everything just seemed fine when
everything just seemed fine when suddenly after six months I get into and
suddenly after six months I get into and
suddenly after six months I get into and creative argument with my boss now if
creative argument with my boss now if
creative argument with my boss now if you realize this one thing me and
you realize this one thing me and
you realize this one thing me and arguments don’t go well it’s like I’m
arguments don’t go well it’s like I’m
arguments don’t go well it’s like I’m always at the losing end even if I’m
always at the losing end even if I’m
always at the losing end even if I’m right
right
right so I tell the boss you know what I do
so I tell the boss you know what I do
so I tell the boss you know what I do not like your idea she does I don’t like
not like your idea she does I don’t like
not like your idea she does I don’t like your idea I’m like fine how do we figure
your idea I’m like fine how do we figure
your idea I’m like fine how do we figure this out
this out
this out I tell her to send both the ideas to the
I tell her to send both the ideas to the
I tell her to send both the ideas to the client and she won’t because she feared
client and she won’t because she feared
client and she won’t because she feared I might be the better one so the next
I might be the better one so the next
I might be the better one so the next day she calls me in her office and she’s
day she calls me in her office and she’s
day she calls me in her office and she’s like you know you talk very
like you know you talk very
like you know you talk very disrespectfully to me I do not like the
disrespectfully to me I do not like the
disrespectfully to me I do not like the way you’re walking so I want you to
way you’re walking so I want you to
way you’re walking so I want you to leave your job I’m like you stole my
leave your job I’m like you stole my
leave your job I’m like you stole my line I want to leave your job so she
line I want to leave your job so she
line I want to leave your job so she tells me so it was the end of the month
tells me so it was the end of the month
tells me so it was the end of the month and I asked okay you know I need my
and I asked okay you know I need my
and I asked okay you know I need my salary and she tells me if you want your
salary and she tells me if you want your
salary and she tells me if you want your salary you have to go serve the notice
salary you have to go serve the notice
salary you have to go serve the notice period so I’m like this is a big
period so I’m like this is a big
period so I’m like this is a big question I go back home I tell my
question I go back home I tell my
question I go back home I tell my parents and they are like you shoots of
parents and they are like you shoots of
parents and they are like you shoots of the notice period I call up my friends
the notice period I call up my friends
the notice period I call up my friends they are like you should serve the
they are like you should serve the
they are like you should serve the notice period I’m like yeah you guys are
notice period I’m like yeah you guys are
notice period I’m like yeah you guys are right money is important so the next day
right money is important so the next day
right money is important so the next day I go to office and I’m like um I don’t
I go to office and I’m like um I don’t
I go to office and I’m like um I don’t want to serve the notice Peter
want to serve the notice Peter
want to serve the notice Peter keep the money and I just leave and my
keep the money and I just leave and my
keep the money and I just leave and my parents of course you know what they
parents of course you know what they
parents of course you know what they said yeah stupid decision maker so I’m
said yeah stupid decision maker so I’m
said yeah stupid decision maker so I’m chilling at home now
chilling at home now
chilling at home now it’s not a sad scene I’m chilling at
it’s not a sad scene I’m chilling at
it’s not a sad scene I’m chilling at home and within a week I get a call from
home and within a week I get a call from
home and within a week I get a call from Radio Mirchi saying can you join our
Radio Mirchi saying can you join our
Radio Mirchi saying can you join our company from the next week I’m like of
company from the next week I’m like of
company from the next week I’m like of course I can so I joined Radio Mirchi
course I can so I joined Radio Mirchi
course I can so I joined Radio Mirchi and while this is happening on this
and while this is happening on this
and while this is happening on this thing on the other hand o pages like
thing on the other hand o pages like
thing on the other hand o pages like under his poetry and spill poetry had
under his poetry and spill poetry had
under his poetry and spill poetry had come up and they approached me saying
come up and they approached me saying
come up and they approached me saying that you know we would like to record a
that you know we would like to record a
that you know we would like to record a few pieces with you and I said sure
few pieces with you and I said sure
few pieces with you and I said sure let’s do this
let’s do this
let’s do this so I recorded a piece called cycle with
so I recorded a piece called cycle with
so I recorded a piece called cycle with an Irish poetry and a piece called
an Irish poetry and a piece called
an Irish poetry and a piece called shadow peony here with spin poetry and
shadow peony here with spin poetry and
shadow peony here with spin poetry and spin poetry did not want to release
spin poetry did not want to release
spin poetry did not want to release shadow pan here first they wanted to do
shadow pan here first they wanted to do
shadow pan here first they wanted to do a piece called Shahir so when they told
a piece called Shahir so when they told
a piece called Shahir so when they told me about this I actually underperforms
me about this I actually underperforms
me about this I actually underperforms share because I wanted the shadow Kanye
share because I wanted the shadow Kanye
share because I wanted the shadow Kanye to be the first piece out because all
to be the first piece out because all
to be the first piece out because all people spoke about on social media even
people spoke about on social media even
people spoke about on social media even through poetry then was about social
through poetry then was about social
through poetry then was about social issues which are not which is not wrong
issues which are not which is not wrong
issues which are not which is not wrong it’s just that I didn’t want to be part
it’s just that I didn’t want to be part
it’s just that I didn’t want to be part of one so I spoke about my experiences
of one so I spoke about my experiences
of one so I spoke about my experiences and love stories and everything and well
and love stories and everything and well
and love stories and everything and well that’s kind of good right
that’s kind of good right
that’s kind of good right and all I have to say now is that you
and all I have to say now is that you
and all I have to say now is that you know after making such terrible
know after making such terrible
know after making such terrible decisions people come up to me and they
decisions people come up to me and they
decisions people come up to me and they say you know what you are lucky even
say you know what you are lucky even
say you know what you are lucky even after making such stupid decisions and I
after making such stupid decisions and I
after making such stupid decisions and I say yes I might have been lucky but you
say yes I might have been lucky but you
say yes I might have been lucky but you know what if I didn’t make those
know what if I didn’t make those
know what if I didn’t make those decisions you luck wouldn’t have got the
decisions you luck wouldn’t have got the
decisions you luck wouldn’t have got the chance to play its card so all I have to
chance to play its card so all I have to
chance to play its card so all I have to tell you guys is that if you believe in
tell you guys is that if you believe in
tell you guys is that if you believe in something go do it because you know what
something go do it because you know what
something go do it because you know what what people call stupid decisions today
what people call stupid decisions today
what people call stupid decisions today they might just call bravery tomorrow so
they might just call bravery tomorrow so
they might just call bravery tomorrow so you might as well do what you want to
you might as well do what you want to
you might as well do what you want to see everyone’s a spectator to your story
see everyone’s a spectator to your story
see everyone’s a spectator to your story and you do not edit your story according
and you do not edit your story according
and you do not edit your story according to what the audience wants you don’t
to what the audience wants you don’t
to what the audience wants you don’t according to what you want so write your
according to what you want so write your
according to what you want so write your stories according to your your wishes do
stories according to your your wishes do
stories according to your your wishes do everything that you think is right for
everything that you think is right for
everything that you think is right for you maybe it’s a role for the world but
you maybe it’s a role for the world but
you maybe it’s a role for the world but it will turn out right for you maybe not
it will turn out right for you maybe not
it will turn out right for you maybe not it might not but might as well do it
it might not but might as well do it
it might not but might as well do it and before I end my talk there is one
and before I end my talk there is one
and before I end my talk there is one thing that I need to say it’s a thank
thing that I need to say it’s a thank
thing that I need to say it’s a thank speech it’s basically you know I may
speech it’s basically you know I may
speech it’s basically you know I may have made stupid decisions and I may
have made stupid decisions and I may
have made stupid decisions and I may stand strong here but there are a lot of
stand strong here but there are a lot of
stand strong here but there are a lot of people who stand behind me to keep me
people who stand behind me to keep me
people who stand behind me to keep me strong so they need to know that they
strong so they need to know that they
strong so they need to know that they are extremely important to me starting
are extremely important to me starting
are extremely important to me starting from my parents because everyone just
from my parents because everyone just
from my parents because everyone just knew I made stupid decisions these
knew I made stupid decisions these
knew I made stupid decisions these people had to go through the drawbacks
people had to go through the drawbacks
people had to go through the drawbacks of it too
of it too
of it too and they’ve been supporting me all the
and they’ve been supporting me all the
and they’ve been supporting me all the time so I need to really thank my
time so I need to really thank my
time so I need to really thank my parents I think there is someone up
parents I think there is someone up
parents I think there is someone up there who listens to me so I need to
there who listens to me so I need to
there who listens to me so I need to thank him I need to thank my group of
thank him I need to thank my group of
thank him I need to thank my group of three mosquitoes more fertile and
three mosquitoes more fertile and
three mosquitoes more fertile and Mohamed and thank my college group
Mohamed and thank my college group
Mohamed and thank my college group Shweta Sneha the the such area are the
Shweta Sneha the the such area are the
Shweta Sneha the the such area are the my mentors and my brothers costo and
my mentors and my brothers costo and
my mentors and my brothers costo and mold darshan and last but not the least
mold darshan and last but not the least
mold darshan and last but not the least the two women who helped me discover me
the two women who helped me discover me
the two women who helped me discover me Shivani and Jinnah I think without them
Shivani and Jinnah I think without them
Shivani and Jinnah I think without them I couldn’t be so strong I think without
I couldn’t be so strong I think without
I couldn’t be so strong I think without them I wouldn’t have reached here so
them I wouldn’t have reached here so
them I wouldn’t have reached here so that that’s all from me thank you so
that that’s all from me thank you so
that that’s all from me thank you so much
much
much [Applause]
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[Music]
[Music] [Applause]
[Applause]
[Applause] sorry m’lady company with the it was a
sorry m’lady company with the it was a
sorry m’lady company with the it was a deer so today I’m gonna talk about me
deer so today I’m gonna talk about me
deer so today I’m gonna talk about me and the most amazing thing about me it’s
and the most amazing thing about me it’s
and the most amazing thing about me it’s called terrible decisions that I make
called terrible decisions that I make
called terrible decisions that I make because that’s something an ongoing
because that’s something an ongoing
because that’s something an ongoing process so I try to keep it as brief as
process so I try to keep it as brief as
process so I try to keep it as brief as possible because it’s a very long talk I
possible because it’s a very long talk I
possible because it’s a very long talk I could take a lifetime about it
Soniya terrible decision makers so
Soniya terrible decision makers so everyone who graduated after 12 we face
everyone who graduated after 12 we face
everyone who graduated after 12 we face this question that what are you gonna do
this question that what are you gonna do
this question that what are you gonna do in your career now so unlike in films
in your career now so unlike in films
in your career now so unlike in films and more than just two options like not
and more than just two options like not
and more than just two options like not just engineering and medical I had other
just engineering and medical I had other
just engineering and medical I had other options like see like architect hotel
options like see like architect hotel
options like see like architect hotel management but I gave it a skip because
management but I gave it a skip because
management but I gave it a skip because two reasons one I can’t study so much –
two reasons one I can’t study so much –
two reasons one I can’t study so much – as I just said terrible decision maker
as I just said terrible decision maker
as I just said terrible decision maker so I wanted to be an actor and I told
so I wanted to be an actor and I told
so I wanted to be an actor and I told this to my mom and she was like you know
this to my mom and she was like you know
this to my mom and she was like you know your dad’s not gonna accept this right
your dad’s not gonna accept this right
your dad’s not gonna accept this right because my dad can’t see me struggling
because my dad can’t see me struggling
because my dad can’t see me struggling so she said make a plan B I said yeah
so she said make a plan B I said yeah
so she said make a plan B I said yeah I’ll do writing I’ll be a writer because
I’ll do writing I’ll be a writer because
I’ll do writing I’ll be a writer because likto Cove isn’t that so my mom said
likto Cove isn’t that so my mom said
likto Cove isn’t that so my mom said okay fine let’s figure out the cause for
okay fine let’s figure out the cause for
okay fine let’s figure out the cause for this and we figure out the course that’s
this and we figure out the course that’s
this and we figure out the course that’s called B mmm miracle that is both of the
called B mmm miracle that is both of the
called B mmm miracle that is both of the two things it stands for bachelor’s and
two things it stands for bachelor’s and
two things it stands for bachelor’s and master’s but as the years progressed for
master’s but as the years progressed for
master’s but as the years progressed for my parents at mine Oh for my parents it
my parents at mine Oh for my parents it
my parents at mine Oh for my parents it meant bachelors that made us go mad
because I had to balance two things
because I had to balance two things they’re acting acting and writing and by
they’re acting acting and writing and by
they’re acting acting and writing and by the Euro by three years that it ended I
the Euro by three years that it ended I
the Euro by three years that it ended I had done much more than just that I’d
had done much more than just that I’d
had done much more than just that I’d done five internships I had become a
done five internships I had become a
done five internships I had become a script writer for all the college
script writer for all the college
script writer for all the college players I had directed them I’d acted in
players I had directed them I’d acted in
players I had directed them I’d acted in them for all the college festivals of
them for all the college festivals of
them for all the college festivals of vmm I had won awards for a radio jockey
vmm I had won awards for a radio jockey
vmm I had won awards for a radio jockey even as an actor and made short films
even as an actor and made short films
even as an actor and made short films and everything I was like you know what
and everything I was like you know what
and everything I was like you know what I have accomplished a lot three years
I have accomplished a lot three years
I have accomplished a lot three years and my parents asked me what next and
and my parents asked me what next and
and my parents asked me what next and like a year so ultimate figure out can I
like a year so ultimate figure out can I
like a year so ultimate figure out can I hear this let’s work on so I just try to
hear this let’s work on so I just try to
hear this let’s work on so I just try to solve that one and as soon as my college
solve that one and as soon as my college
solve that one and as soon as my college ends I start finding a job I get a job
ends I start finding a job I get a job
ends I start finding a job I get a job and that offers me twenty thousand
and that offers me twenty thousand
and that offers me twenty thousand rupees first job twenty thousand rupees
rupees first job twenty thousand rupees
rupees first job twenty thousand rupees that’s a very big thing for me so I’m
that’s a very big thing for me so I’m
that’s a very big thing for me so I’m like you know Mom
like you know Mom
like you know Mom I figured that question twenty thousand
I figured that question twenty thousand
I figured that question twenty thousand rupees and everything’s just going fine
rupees and everything’s just going fine
rupees and everything’s just going fine and suddenly one fine day I get a call
and suddenly one fine day I get a call
and suddenly one fine day I get a call from college and they tell me that you
from college and they tell me that you
from college and they tell me that you know
know
know yaaaaa now call it a sec okay youth
yaaaaa now call it a sec okay youth
yaaaaa now call it a sec okay youth festival de valor’
festival de valor’
festival de valor’ so can you just direct that for us and
so can you just direct that for us and
so can you just direct that for us and this is what happens about me and
this is what happens about me and
this is what happens about me and theater and very impulsive so the first
theater and very impulsive so the first
theater and very impulsive so the first reaction hearty can show done without
reaction hearty can show done without
reaction hearty can show done without even thinking how I’m going to figure
even thinking how I’m going to figure
even thinking how I’m going to figure out my work and this whole new project
out my work and this whole new project
out my work and this whole new project so the name is I go I meet teachers and
so the name is I go I meet teachers and
so the name is I go I meet teachers and they like I tell them that you know I’m
they like I tell them that you know I’m
they like I tell them that you know I’m gonna charge then it show better
gonna charge then it show better
gonna charge then it show better you deserve it is showing
you deserve it is showing
you deserve it is showing ahman hasn’t been disclosed it was just
ahman hasn’t been disclosed it was just
ahman hasn’t been disclosed it was just sure I am like fine
sure I am like fine
sure I am like fine so I script the whole play and I’m like
so I script the whole play and I’m like
so I script the whole play and I’m like I call a friend up he’s a mentor and oh
I call a friend up he’s a mentor and oh
I call a friend up he’s a mentor and oh he’s also very good friend so I tell him
he’s also very good friend so I tell him
he’s also very good friend so I tell him you know what just help me out with this
you know what just help me out with this
you know what just help me out with this project because I have to balance work
project because I have to balance work
project because I have to balance work also
also
also so he’s like sure so he joins me and he
so he’s like sure so he joins me and he
so he’s like sure so he joins me and he starts directing the play but I feel I’m
starts directing the play but I feel I’m
starts directing the play but I feel I’m missing out a lot now because theater is
missing out a lot now because theater is
missing out a lot now because theater is what I want to do in life and I a
what I want to do in life and I a
what I want to do in life and I a scripted the play I also want to be part
scripted the play I also want to be part
scripted the play I also want to be part of it
of it
of it so in office I tell them you know what
so in office I tell them you know what
so in office I tell them you know what is it possible that I get two weeks of
is it possible that I get two weeks of
is it possible that I get two weeks of they say no so this is when negotiations
they say no so this is when negotiations
they say no so this is when negotiations start I am like sir though of the surety
start I am like sir though of the surety
start I am like sir though of the surety they don’t make our second paragraph
they don’t make our second paragraph
they don’t make our second paragraph they are still single and I tried really
they are still single and I tried really
they are still single and I tried really hard after which they said everything’s
hard after which they said everything’s
hard after which they said everything’s no so there’s a philosophy that I
no so there’s a philosophy that I
no so there’s a philosophy that I believe in that life life can take
believe in that life life can take
believe in that life life can take anything away from you your friends your
anything away from you your friends your
anything away from you your friends your family probably even parts of you but
family probably even parts of you but
family probably even parts of you but what it can take away from you are your
what it can take away from you are your
what it can take away from you are your dreams and the passion you have for them
dreams and the passion you have for them
dreams and the passion you have for them so even life constant between you and
so even life constant between you and
so even life constant between you and your dreams you cannot allow a person to
your dreams you cannot allow a person to
your dreams you cannot allow a person to so I go back to my desk I type or meal
so I go back to my desk I type or meal
so I go back to my desk I type or meal dear sir it was great working with you
dear sir it was great working with you
dear sir it was great working with you but I would like to resign now same
but I would like to resign now same
but I would like to resign now same I go back home I tell my parents the
I go back home I tell my parents the
I go back home I tell my parents the whole thing and they have this one thing
whole thing and they have this one thing
whole thing and they have this one thing to say how stupid can you be
to say how stupid can you be
to say how stupid can you be and a lot more of course but of course
and a lot more of course but of course
and a lot more of course but of course it did affect me but it really did not
it did affect me but it really did not
it did affect me but it really did not matter because the whole point was I
matter because the whole point was I
matter because the whole point was I wanted to do theater this is my
wanted to do theater this is my
wanted to do theater this is my opportunity so all I have planned out is
opportunity so all I have planned out is
opportunity so all I have planned out is that tomorrow rehearsals start I’m going
that tomorrow rehearsals start I’m going
that tomorrow rehearsals start I’m going to take this this exercise I’m going to
to take this this exercise I’m going to
to take this this exercise I’m going to make these people do this and then I’m
make these people do this and then I’m
make these people do this and then I’m going to direct this scene I’m gonna
going to direct this scene I’m gonna
going to direct this scene I’m gonna make it happen
make it happen
make it happen three days it happens like I have
three days it happens like I have
three days it happens like I have thought and four days something else
thought and four days something else
thought and four days something else happens so I get you know get into an
happens so I get you know get into an
happens so I get you know get into an argument with one of the professors
argument with one of the professors
argument with one of the professors because he scolded one of my actors and
because he scolded one of my actors and
because he scolded one of my actors and I get really personal about my actors
I get really personal about my actors
I get really personal about my actors only I can scold them of course so we
only I can scold them of course so we
only I can scold them of course so we both have both have an argument and I
both have both have an argument and I
both have both have an argument and I just forget this one part that a
just forget this one part that a
just forget this one part that a professor has one special power
professor has one special power
professor has one special power it’s called cancelling the play which he
it’s called cancelling the play which he
it’s called cancelling the play which he of course used
so four days later the play got canceled
so four days later the play got canceled and I really was in a trauma because I
and I really was in a trauma because I
and I really was in a trauma because I left my job for this remember 20,000
left my job for this remember 20,000
left my job for this remember 20,000 rupees for this for sure so I’m back at
rupees for this for sure so I’m back at
rupees for this for sure so I’m back at home my parents of course tell me see we
home my parents of course tell me see we
home my parents of course tell me see we told you you’re stupid
told you you’re stupid
told you you’re stupid I’m like in agreement this time and with
I’m like in agreement this time and with
I’m like in agreement this time and with passing time a lot more things started
passing time a lot more things started
passing time a lot more things started happening the people who I was
happening the people who I was
happening the people who I was completely dependent on at that point of
completely dependent on at that point of
completely dependent on at that point of time suddenly just started leaving not
time suddenly just started leaving not
time suddenly just started leaving not because I left my job because because of
because I left my job because because of
because I left my job because because of some other reasons and everything was
some other reasons and everything was
some other reasons and everything was happening so much together in one week I
happening so much together in one week I
happening so much together in one week I just counted I could count it down my
just counted I could count it down my
just counted I could count it down my problems and this were the problems I
problems and this were the problems I
problems and this were the problems I was jobless I couldn’t do the play that
was jobless I couldn’t do the play that
was jobless I couldn’t do the play that I left my job for people I really needed
I left my job for people I really needed
I left my job for people I really needed in my life had left middle-class
in my life had left middle-class
in my life had left middle-class families go through financial problems
families go through financial problems
families go through financial problems we were at the core of it and I started
we were at the core of it and I started
we were at the core of it and I started self-doubting myself a lot
so for the next three weeks straight I
so for the next three weeks straight I did nothing nothing at all
did nothing nothing at all
did nothing nothing at all people would just call me up and they
people would just call me up and they
people would just call me up and they would ask me are you fine I would say
would ask me are you fine I would say
would ask me are you fine I would say yes and fine and then they would say you
yes and fine and then they would say you
yes and fine and then they would say you know what you did a terrible mistake by
know what you did a terrible mistake by
know what you did a terrible mistake by leaving the job and I said I tell me
leaving the job and I said I tell me
leaving the job and I said I tell me more about it three weeks of nothing all
more about it three weeks of nothing all
more about it three weeks of nothing all I would do is sit in front of the
I would do is sit in front of the
I would do is sit in front of the television watching a channel I did not
television watching a channel I did not
television watching a channel I did not even know existed before the show’s kept
even know existed before the show’s kept
even know existed before the show’s kept changing and changing and changing and I
changing and changing and changing and I
changing and changing and changing and I had no clue what I was watching sleep
had no clue what I was watching sleep
had no clue what I was watching sleep around doing the night wake up 5:00 in
around doing the night wake up 5:00 in
around doing the night wake up 5:00 in the morning with a panic attack with
the morning with a panic attack with
the morning with a panic attack with what I’m doing with my life I need to
what I’m doing with my life I need to
what I’m doing with my life I need to get something right you I would think
get something right you I would think
get something right you I would think that tomorrow I’ll meet some friends I’d
that tomorrow I’ll meet some friends I’d
that tomorrow I’ll meet some friends I’d meet some stranger’s I need to figure
meet some stranger’s I need to figure
meet some stranger’s I need to figure out I need to win this out but as soon
out I need to win this out but as soon
out I need to win this out but as soon as the morning happened and I thought I
as the morning happened and I thought I
as the morning happened and I thought I need to go out I had this question if I
need to go out I had this question if I
need to go out I had this question if I go meet my friends who have gone out
go meet my friends who have gone out
go meet my friends who have gone out tell me about they’re gonna show me
tell me about they’re gonna show me
tell me about they’re gonna show me sympathy we’re gonna tell me about how
sympathy we’re gonna tell me about how
sympathy we’re gonna tell me about how stupid I was about to leave my job if I
stupid I was about to leave my job if I
stupid I was about to leave my job if I meet strangers they’ll ask me what are
meet strangers they’ll ask me what are
meet strangers they’ll ask me what are you doing in life and I’ll have to say
you doing in life and I’ll have to say
you doing in life and I’ll have to say nothing
one fine morning then I just woke up and
one fine morning then I just woke up and like I’m done with doing nothing so I
like I’m done with doing nothing so I
like I’m done with doing nothing so I went up to the mirror and I saw my
went up to the mirror and I saw my
went up to the mirror and I saw my reflection just thinking that it was an
reflection just thinking that it was an
reflection just thinking that it was an other man and told him you know what you
other man and told him you know what you
other man and told him you know what you are a stupid decision maker but you are
are a stupid decision maker but you are
are a stupid decision maker but you are by choice and you should be proud about
by choice and you should be proud about
by choice and you should be proud about it and no matter how stupid this line
it and no matter how stupid this line
it and no matter how stupid this line seems like right now this is where my
seems like right now this is where my
seems like right now this is where my uncle started from the downhill the next
uncle started from the downhill the next
uncle started from the downhill the next one week I applied for three jobs got a
one week I applied for three jobs got a
one week I applied for three jobs got a call from to crack them negotiated one
call from to crack them negotiated one
call from to crack them negotiated one and I was in a better job things that
and I was in a better job things that
and I was in a better job things that started settling here but remember there
started settling here but remember there
started settling here but remember there were much more things that needed to be
were much more things that needed to be
were much more things that needed to be said earlier so I started writing poetry
said earlier so I started writing poetry
said earlier so I started writing poetry I started working on text and I got
I started working on text and I got
I started working on text and I got about I got to know about this place
about I got to know about this place
about I got to know about this place called the tuning folks then now it’s
called the tuning folks then now it’s
called the tuning folks then now it’s called the habitat they would organize
called the habitat they would organize
called the habitat they would organize open mics for poetry and I would just go
open mics for poetry and I would just go
open mics for poetry and I would just go there to went out my feelings people
there to went out my feelings people
there to went out my feelings people would say that you know such cute boy
would say that you know such cute boy
would say that you know such cute boy he’s trying to went out his emotions
he’s trying to went out his emotions
he’s trying to went out his emotions over love a boy but all I was trying was
over love a boy but all I was trying was
over love a boy but all I was trying was to rent out my pain there and this kept
to rent out my pain there and this kept
to rent out my pain there and this kept happening and happening while I’m
happening and happening while I’m
happening and happening while I’m enjoying my job also apparently and
enjoying my job also apparently and
enjoying my job also apparently and everything just seemed fine when
everything just seemed fine when
everything just seemed fine when suddenly after six months I get into and
suddenly after six months I get into and
suddenly after six months I get into and creative argument with my boss now if
creative argument with my boss now if
creative argument with my boss now if you realize this one thing me and
you realize this one thing me and
you realize this one thing me and arguments don’t go well it’s like I’m
arguments don’t go well it’s like I’m
arguments don’t go well it’s like I’m always at the losing end even if I’m
always at the losing end even if I’m
always at the losing end even if I’m right
right
right so I tell the boss you know what I do
so I tell the boss you know what I do
so I tell the boss you know what I do not like your idea she does I don’t like
not like your idea she does I don’t like
not like your idea she does I don’t like your idea I’m like fine how do we figure
your idea I’m like fine how do we figure
your idea I’m like fine how do we figure this out
this out
this out I tell her to send both the ideas to the
I tell her to send both the ideas to the
I tell her to send both the ideas to the client and she won’t because she feared
client and she won’t because she feared
client and she won’t because she feared I might be the better one so the next
I might be the better one so the next
I might be the better one so the next day she calls me in her office and she’s
day she calls me in her office and she’s
day she calls me in her office and she’s like you know you talk very
like you know you talk very
like you know you talk very disrespectfully to me I do not like the
disrespectfully to me I do not like the
disrespectfully to me I do not like the way you’re walking so I want you to
way you’re walking so I want you to
way you’re walking so I want you to leave your job I’m like you stole my
leave your job I’m like you stole my
leave your job I’m like you stole my line I want to leave your job so she
line I want to leave your job so she
line I want to leave your job so she tells me so it was the end of the month
tells me so it was the end of the month
tells me so it was the end of the month and I asked okay you know I need my
and I asked okay you know I need my
and I asked okay you know I need my salary and she tells me if you want your
salary and she tells me if you want your
salary and she tells me if you want your salary you have to go serve the notice
salary you have to go serve the notice
salary you have to go serve the notice period so I’m like this is a big
period so I’m like this is a big
period so I’m like this is a big question I go back home I tell my
question I go back home I tell my
question I go back home I tell my parents and they are like you shoots of
parents and they are like you shoots of
parents and they are like you shoots of the notice period I call up my friends
the notice period I call up my friends
the notice period I call up my friends they are like you should serve the
they are like you should serve the
they are like you should serve the notice period I’m like yeah you guys are
notice period I’m like yeah you guys are
notice period I’m like yeah you guys are right money is important so the next day
right money is important so the next day
right money is important so the next day I go to office and I’m like um I don’t
I go to office and I’m like um I don’t
I go to office and I’m like um I don’t want to serve the notice Peter
want to serve the notice Peter
want to serve the notice Peter keep the money and I just leave and my
keep the money and I just leave and my
keep the money and I just leave and my parents of course you know what they
parents of course you know what they
parents of course you know what they said yeah stupid decision maker so I’m
said yeah stupid decision maker so I’m
said yeah stupid decision maker so I’m chilling at home now
chilling at home now
chilling at home now it’s not a sad scene I’m chilling at
it’s not a sad scene I’m chilling at
it’s not a sad scene I’m chilling at home and within a week I get a call from
home and within a week I get a call from
home and within a week I get a call from Radio Mirchi saying can you join our
Radio Mirchi saying can you join our
Radio Mirchi saying can you join our company from the next week I’m like of
company from the next week I’m like of
company from the next week I’m like of course I can so I joined Radio Mirchi
course I can so I joined Radio Mirchi
course I can so I joined Radio Mirchi and while this is happening on this
and while this is happening on this
and while this is happening on this thing on the other hand o pages like
thing on the other hand o pages like
thing on the other hand o pages like under his poetry and spill poetry had
under his poetry and spill poetry had
under his poetry and spill poetry had come up and they approached me saying
come up and they approached me saying
come up and they approached me saying that you know we would like to record a
that you know we would like to record a
that you know we would like to record a few pieces with you and I said sure
few pieces with you and I said sure
few pieces with you and I said sure let’s do this
let’s do this
let’s do this so I recorded a piece called cycle with
so I recorded a piece called cycle with
so I recorded a piece called cycle with an Irish poetry and a piece called
an Irish poetry and a piece called
an Irish poetry and a piece called shadow peony here with spin poetry and
shadow peony here with spin poetry and
shadow peony here with spin poetry and spin poetry did not want to release
spin poetry did not want to release
spin poetry did not want to release shadow pan here first they wanted to do
shadow pan here first they wanted to do
shadow pan here first they wanted to do a piece called Shahir so when they told
a piece called Shahir so when they told
a piece called Shahir so when they told me about this I actually underperforms
me about this I actually underperforms
me about this I actually underperforms share because I wanted the shadow Kanye
share because I wanted the shadow Kanye
share because I wanted the shadow Kanye to be the first piece out because all
to be the first piece out because all
to be the first piece out because all people spoke about on social media even
people spoke about on social media even
people spoke about on social media even through poetry then was about social
through poetry then was about social
through poetry then was about social issues which are not which is not wrong
issues which are not which is not wrong
issues which are not which is not wrong it’s just that I didn’t want to be part
it’s just that I didn’t want to be part
it’s just that I didn’t want to be part of one so I spoke about my experiences
of one so I spoke about my experiences
of one so I spoke about my experiences and love stories and everything and well
and love stories and everything and well
and love stories and everything and well that’s kind of good right
that’s kind of good right
that’s kind of good right and all I have to say now is that you
and all I have to say now is that you
and all I have to say now is that you know after making such terrible
know after making such terrible
know after making such terrible decisions people come up to me and they
decisions people come up to me and they
decisions people come up to me and they say you know what you are lucky even
say you know what you are lucky even
say you know what you are lucky even after making such stupid decisions and I
after making such stupid decisions and I
after making such stupid decisions and I say yes I might have been lucky but you
say yes I might have been lucky but you
say yes I might have been lucky but you know what if I didn’t make those
know what if I didn’t make those
know what if I didn’t make those decisions you luck wouldn’t have got the
decisions you luck wouldn’t have got the
decisions you luck wouldn’t have got the chance to play its card so all I have to
chance to play its card so all I have to
chance to play its card so all I have to tell you guys is that if you believe in
tell you guys is that if you believe in
tell you guys is that if you believe in something go do it because you know what
something go do it because you know what
something go do it because you know what what people call stupid decisions today
what people call stupid decisions today
what people call stupid decisions today they might just call bravery tomorrow so
they might just call bravery tomorrow so
they might just call bravery tomorrow so you might as well do what you want to
you might as well do what you want to
you might as well do what you want to see everyone’s a spectator to your story
see everyone’s a spectator to your story
see everyone’s a spectator to your story and you do not edit your story according
and you do not edit your story according
and you do not edit your story according to what the audience wants you don’t
to what the audience wants you don’t
to what the audience wants you don’t according to what you want so write your
according to what you want so write your
according to what you want so write your stories according to your your wishes do
stories according to your your wishes do
stories according to your your wishes do everything that you think is right for
everything that you think is right for
everything that you think is right for you maybe it’s a role for the world but
you maybe it’s a role for the world but
you maybe it’s a role for the world but it will turn out right for you maybe not
it will turn out right for you maybe not
it will turn out right for you maybe not it might not but might as well do it
it might not but might as well do it
it might not but might as well do it and before I end my talk there is one
and before I end my talk there is one
and before I end my talk there is one thing that I need to say it’s a thank
thing that I need to say it’s a thank
thing that I need to say it’s a thank speech it’s basically you know I may
speech it’s basically you know I may
speech it’s basically you know I may have made stupid decisions and I may
have made stupid decisions and I may
have made stupid decisions and I may stand strong here but there are a lot of
stand strong here but there are a lot of
stand strong here but there are a lot of people who stand behind me to keep me
people who stand behind me to keep me
people who stand behind me to keep me strong so they need to know that they
strong so they need to know that they
strong so they need to know that they are extremely important to me starting
are extremely important to me starting
are extremely important to me starting from my parents because everyone just
from my parents because everyone just
from my parents because everyone just knew I made stupid decisions these
knew I made stupid decisions these
knew I made stupid decisions these people had to go through the drawbacks
people had to go through the drawbacks
people had to go through the drawbacks of it too
of it too
of it too and they’ve been supporting me all the
and they’ve been supporting me all the
and they’ve been supporting me all the time so I need to really thank my
time so I need to really thank my
time so I need to really thank my parents I think there is someone up
parents I think there is someone up
parents I think there is someone up there who listens to me so I need to
there who listens to me so I need to
there who listens to me so I need to thank him I need to thank my group of
thank him I need to thank my group of
thank him I need to thank my group of three mosquitoes more fertile and
three mosquitoes more fertile and
three mosquitoes more fertile and Mohamed and thank my college group
Mohamed and thank my college group
Mohamed and thank my college group Shweta Sneha the the such area are the
Shweta Sneha the the such area are the
Shweta Sneha the the such area are the my mentors and my brothers costo and
my mentors and my brothers costo and
my mentors and my brothers costo and mold darshan and last but not the least
mold darshan and last but not the least
mold darshan and last but not the least the two women who helped me discover me
the two women who helped me discover me
the two women who helped me discover me Shivani and Jinnah I think without them
Shivani and Jinnah I think without them
Shivani and Jinnah I think without them I couldn’t be so strong I think without
I couldn’t be so strong I think without
I couldn’t be so strong I think without them I wouldn’t have reached here so
them I wouldn’t have reached here so
them I wouldn’t have reached here so that that’s all from me thank you so
that that’s all from me thank you so
that that’s all from me thank you so much
much
much [Applause]
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