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Manifesting Destiny: Living in my Truth | Lourdes Ashley Hunter | TEDxMiddlebury


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hmmm this is a song for every girls ever

been through something she thought she

couldn’t make it through I sing these

words because people are scared or

somewhat confused about what they don’t

know about and it’s not to say that she

caused attention to herself

I’d moreso say they didn’t they didn’t

know how to react or respond to her

being a woman of sharing experience it

was there’s a young woman named Elon

nettles on who on August 17th was just

walking down the street with some

friends you know minding her own

business and she was catcalled by a

couple of guys and one of them they once

they realized she was trans she was

beaten into a coma and five days later

she died she was one of our models and

our designers in all of our shows we are

very touched by this we demand justice

we want to know what did they do with

the evidence the perpetrator basically

that way we need for just probation and

you know just basically a slap on the

wrist

thank you all so much for being here the

lawn nettles was a client of the Ali

Forney Center if it was anybody else you

know if it was like a president’s son or

if it was anybody else they would have

did more action to it it seems like

because the person was of trends that

they just threw it out they just closed

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the first thing you do when you get

scared you attend to freak out and

that’s when the abuse the hurt the anger

the frustration you beat somebody

because they’re different I think is so

we are called

to the right the more that’s being done

to educate people about trans life or

more about the LGBT community it’ll be

it’ll give people a different mindset or

a different look at the way that they

see things this can happen to one person

this could happen to all this could

happen to all of us

I knew her myself and you know I just

like it’s up people getting

killed for being myself we need to avoid

these crimes by happening by educating

we as a community we need to stick

together so rallies are beneficial it

shows how much people care

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this song is for you I am a healer an

academic an orator I am a revolutionary

I am a descendant of slaves kings and

queens ripped from the shores of Africa

I come from a village of freedom

fighters and liberators I am goddess

Queen sister November is transgender

Awareness Month and in honoring

reverence of those who have come before

me those who have paved the way for

black trans brilliance existence black

trans revolution mother Sylvia Rivera

Marsha P Johnson miss major Griffin may

see Monica Roberts Andrea Jenkins

Valerie Spencer goddess Ruby Corrado

ashay 2014 marks the 45th anniversary of

the Stonewall Rebellion

and while so many of us toasted it

corporately funded parades and rooftop

pajama parties the trans community of

color gathered at rallies and vigils in

healing circles in an attempt to pick up

the shattered pieces of our lives and

push forward to have the most

transformative year in the life of any

trans person of color the same year that

our country boasts historical leaps

towards LGBT equality and inclusion the

same year that goddess Laverne Cox

graced the cover of Time magazine and

it’s named glamour Woman of the Year the

same year that we see majestic images of

folks like us in the media like Janet

mock tick Milan Gina Rosero and Daniela

Carter this same year in a span of less

than four months ten trans women of

color were brutally murdered right here

in the United States

tayshaun Ashley

ania parker alejandro lives tiffany

edwards candy hall

loretta reyes death means sanchez maya

henderson brittany nicole kid sturgis

and the unidentified trans woman whose

body was found in my hometown of Detroit

we’ll call her goddess Detroit I sweep

your names I honor you I honor the

ultimate sacrifice that you have paid so

so many of us can stand here today

unapologetically unabashedly in our

truths the average age of these women

was less than 35 years old every breath

a trans person of color takes is an act

of revolution so here’s the syllabus and

I hope you’re hungry we’re going to

deconstruct the gender binary we’re

going to talk about how structural

oppression is in a strictly link to the

physical violence that is taking place

in our community we’re also going to

talk about healing restoration

fellowship in action for all of us but

most importantly we are going to

celebrate black and brown trans and

gender non-conforming bodies identities

narratives leadership’s and lives as

this is transgender Awareness Month and

today we are going beyond the curiosity

of coming out we’re going beyond the

curiosity of genitalia we are going

beyond the curiosity of the packets

package consumption of this victim

narrative I hope you’re hungry let’s eat

deconstructing the gender binary now see

the way gender is set up we see it as

either one or the other along this

spectrum you’re either male you’re

either female or you’re somewhere in

between your expression is either

masculine or feminine or somewhere in

between and the way I see gender in the

way how we all should see gender as an

explosion of expressions an opportunity

to flourish and self-determined not as

this oppressive system that that works

to keep women barefoot in the kitchen

and Men the rulers of the universe you

see the gender binary refers to a notion

that gender exists in black and white

either your male or female there are

countless non-binary genders as well as

countless combinations of genders you

see from the day a baby is born the life

has already be constructed from blankets

and bonnets to strollers and booties all

have been selected pink for a boy oh

sorry

pink for girl and blue for boy this

child has been conditioned indoctrinated

and even rewarded to perform within

those roles assigned to that prescribed

gender they’re also chastised teased

punished and even murdered when their

performance is deemed other trans youth

are not encouraged to celebrate who they

are

we are not encouraged we’re not taught

by society that our lives have

tremendous value the video that we watch

featured the featured video encapsulate

how the harsh realities that trans youth

of color face goddess Ilan Meadows I

speak your name the community wrapped

themselves around her life her memory

and her mother denote Dolores nettles

and that is not always the case so in

this moment I want to honor the

resilience of the families and friends

chosen or otherwise who stand in

solidarity with trans youth I also want

to talk a little bit about my mom who

could not be here today

the Reverend dr. Vivian Harris Davis you

know growing up in a single-parent home

in Detroit with my three brothers I had

no clue the implications structural

oppression would have on my life my

mother is my Shero my brothers were my

protectors my mother taught me that I

could be whoever I wanted to be and

whatever I wanted to be as a matter of

fact she challenged me every day and

pushed me harder to strive higher to do

more not just for me but for those

around me and for those who look like me

my family my community and my faith for

my supportive

networks and that allowed me to explore

gender identity and expression in ways

that I could never imagine because of my

strong social and familial ties at 13 I

was able to leave bloc club gatherings

and organizing queer youth groups at UAW

summer camp at 15 I was hosting

neighborhood food banks and youth groups

at my church at 17 years old I was

leading braver spaces for trans and

gender non-conforming youth of color to

thrive unapologetically

I mean seriously this was 1993 and in

Detroit Michigan as a black trans female

identified youth creating spaces that

served as incubators for the development

of radical transformative analysis and

framework steeped in cooperative

economics and restorative justice and

like I said this was in Detroit it

wasn’t until I moved to New York City on

a one-way bus ticket and $40 in my

pocket that I really began to experience

the harsh realities navigating

structural oppression as a black trans

woman you see I had this grand idea that

I would move to the big city and see all

the like the big lights I will meet

several gorgeous lovers who was stare

into my eyes and tell me that I was the

most beautiful girl in the world

that was my American dream or not I had

no idea that 47% of black trans women

have a history of incarceration I had no

idea that black trans women are 49 times

more likely to be living with HIV you

see the way structural oppression is set

up when you are when you don’t have an

income you know it makes it difficult

for you to access health care and when

you don’t have income or health care you

had a greater risk of homelessness

because how you gonna pay the rent when

you ain’t got no job and so when you

don’t have all these things and when you

don’t have access to education it’s a

vicious cycle and I found myself in this

vicious cycle when I moved to New York

City for 21 months I was housed in a

men’s shelter me in a men’s shelter

really with 1,000 other men on a tiny

piece of land called Swartz Island it’s

part of the five boroughs many people

don’t know about it but it’s there

during this 21 month ordeal I was raped

at knifepoint I was terrified that I

traded sex for safety with the security

guards

imagine having to use your body to

negotiate and navigate your existence

but see the way my faith is set up I

learn that you must have vision beyond

your current situation overcoming

homelessness heightened criminalization

intimate partner violence harassment and

discrimination made me who I am don’t

cry for me I am no victim these

experiences enable me to ensure that

transfer were at the table when it came

time to matters that impacted our lives

from being instrumental in writing the

patrol manual and training guides for

the cadets and officers at the NYPD to

making sure that trans fold had folk had

access to appropriate shelter

accommodations as well as actual access

to social services and government

agencies this chart also shows how crook

the criminal justice system is stacked

up against the lives of trans people of

color the criminalization of trans

people of color works in many ways when

you don’t have identification that

reflects your true identity then you’re

made a target it’s difficult when you’re

accessing restrooms even to buy a pack

of cigarettes or a bottle of patron my

favorite drink having to pull out your

identification and your identification

does not match who you are can really

impact how you’re seen in society and

also place you at a heightened risk for

criminalization and this chart

demonstrates that effectively I also

want to talk about access the

educational opportunity and also the

unwavering support of my family that has

enabled me to stand here today as the

co-founder and national director of

trans women of color collective a

grassroots member Lee

and funded organizing initiative that

works to uplift the live narratives the

experiences and leadership of trans

people of color also during my time in

New York City I happen to obtain a

bachelor’s degree in social theory

structure and change with concentrations

and race class and gender studies I also

happen to pick up an executive level

master’s degree in public administration

so allow me at a time to brush my

shoulders transformative color

collective which were created out of the

need for healing restoration fellowship

and action we came together together

after the brutal murder of a lawn

nettles you seen historically trans

women of color have been the catalyst of

change and social justice movements

historically we have been discarded and

counted out left behind by many who are

trusted with our care we are

disproportionately impacted by

underemployment under house and enforce

the armed navigate these systems of

oppression these are the 13 women who

came together after a lawn nettles vigil

there’s Janet mock and Laverne Cox this

Daniela Carter and there’s many women

who came together

Nalla Simone Coco Jones these trans

women of color setting the tone living

unapologetically in their truths and in

spite the obstacles we face as trans

women of color we are resourceful

educated resilient and quite capable of

leading our movement as a matter of fact

we must lead our movement it is our

destiny and August we launched the black

trans revolution tour which consisted of

call to actions that spanned the

Northeast region in Baltimore Maryland

were the murders of Maya Henderson and

kandi Hall took place we have a call to

action at John Hopkins University during

the making money for our movements

conference we organized with local with

the local trans community pioneer Monica

Stevens joined us as leaders from across

the country Angelica Ross Nicole GoM’s

ISA NOLA Shella Marie Coleman who led

charge that our lives matter we have

calls to actions in Pittsburgh North

Carolina Boston and we and our sisters

from t walk Ohio joined in the Freedom

Fighters in Ferguson Missouri we have

caught two actions in New York City as

well on the one-year anniversary of a

law and nettles murder her murderer

still walks the streets today 2014 has

been a transformative year for the trans

women of color collective we launched

launched chapters in Ohio we live for

revolutionary juice the trans women of

color collective in Ohio is run by four

revolutionary youth Cherno Beco aaron

lang ripley bennett and el Hearns and

new orleans we launched the transfer

women of color collective that is led by

our revolutionary youth goddess Milan

Nicole sherry and larae Ellis and we

also launched our national headquarters

in Washington DC our black trans

revolution youth leadership summit was

held three weeks ago in Pittsburgh in

collaboration with the garden a peace

project led by Michael David battle in

less than one month we raised over

$20,000 to host 25 trans and gender

non-conforming youth of color to

participate in a four day intensive

leadership retreat black trans

revolution was born out of the lack of

resources intentional space lack of

accountability funding and meaningful

investment in the lives of black trans

individuals our leadership development

and the issues that disproportionately

impact our lives historically queer

spaces and organizations have been

dominated by sis white gay lesbian focus

this systemic operation has led to the

unbalanced national LGBT policy and

legislation of platform the disregards

our leadership and our lives as white

queer led organizations continue to reap

the benefits grants and funds directed

at black trans people there has been no

intentional pathways or pipelines that

are created for black trans people to

move

imperative racial economic and social

justice work that is needed to transform

our communities just last week we held a

retreat in Columbus Ohio Columbus Ohio

is the epicenter of violence in our

community for trans women of color were

murdered there in one year

betty skinner brittany nicole Kidd

Sturgis Tiffany Edwards and samaya dove

I speak your name now more than ever

young black trans people and our

families our communities desire to heal

from the collective trauma restore our

leadership and legacy and be wrapped in

the fellowship with folks like us to

move to action to create the sustainable

revolutionary change in our lives and in

our communities we are the change we

seek and the revolutionary words of

Isana secure it is our duty to fight

this is where you repeat it it is our

duty to win we must love each other and

now let me hear the bass in your voice

it is our duty to fight it is our duty

to win we must love each other and

thank you so much Middlebury [Applause]

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