[Music]
[Music]
October 26, 2014 on Sunday there are
a dance competition in the afternoon
I’m very happy very stressed but to
end of accounts happy that same day I
have invited some friends for a coffee and
I was in the fourth semester of high school and
I knew I was going to study right we’re
seeing the possibility of going to a
human rights competence in the
Mexico City I already felt like everything
an adult leaving my comfort zone
doing different things I ‘m going to
face my mom to give me
permission is intended by saying goodbye
my brother does not pay attention to me I turn to
ask and tell me not to
because my mom has to tell me not to
to everything
marsé is that Sunday apart from hyères a
list and I’m a little tired I do not
I feel good better leave it for the next
obviously I get angry with her and when
put breakfast or thanks I give
we eat in silence he tells me to cross
with my grandmother and come back later
paralyze me for the dance competition
I get up very indignant I go out and to the
go out I slam the door already crossing
I married my grandmother who is opposite
Of course I get the feeling and I say
the truth is that I made a tantrum
unnecessary
Now I’m asking for forgiveness
when being with my grandmother I begin to
feel very strange very sad very
Anguished then I decide to return to my
home and at the time when I return to
home
I open the door and the first thing I see is a
my mom lying on the floor with her face
purple panic eyes trying to
tell me something
when approaching me I understand it helps
he grabbed his cell phone and tried to dial a
emergency number but has cut
the line of the house is the same is in
seriously saved screaming to the street asking
help and they listen to me my grandmother and mine not
do to the ambulances there is no
available I could not believe it
we ask the neighbors for help so that
help us put her in the truck
but everyone is very calm I think that
I’m the only one who understands that my mom does not
it’s okay
we drive to the red cross that is like
a minute from the house and on the way you
I take my hand
and I say mom
you are a fighter stay with me you
love
leaving both when arriving at the red cross
I come down and realize that nobody is
doing nothing and I shout to them that
please that my mom is not well and
take more time than necessary
act now when he finally puts her in a
little room I see that a doctor enters with
she for this is already my whole family
there
at the time the doctor leaves
I see that he moves his head from one side to
other
at the moment what I know
what does that mean, my world is paralyzed
I enter a state of denial
my mom died
but like pipes like why
see my brother the eyes says he thinks
as I do that we will do
time later they explained to me that my mom
suffers a pulmonary embolus that is when
a clot goes to an artery of the
lung and causes you a stoppage
Respiratory is a medical emergency
lethal that can not be detected with a
common check
my mom was my best friend my partner
all over my shoulder to cry my heroine
my life engine without her I felt
lost aimlessly I remember I used to
tell me what happens if one day I
I die and I quickly answered him
I’m going with you without a doubt and when he arrived
that day that damn day she had already
gone and I followed here
thanks to what happened I knew what it was
have the heart of these two million
of pieces what it was to cry so much that
you think you’re not going to prepare the want
sleep for days to realize in the
actually the one you ‘re stuck
if he preferred to sleep
to feel that pain that was killing me
that pain that you do not want even your worst
enemy
I could not get my head out that day
I remembered at all times and in everything
place
– with my grandmother with my brother with the
neighbors with those of the red cross
I even got mad at her for having us
left my brother and me
but I realized who is the real
guilty my pain nothing more and nothing less
that death
I felt it in every cell of my being
every step I took and I realized that I
have to deal with this villain for the
rest of my life
but time has passed and it has
taught things I learned from her by
which has gone from being a villain to
be our
I would like to share with you the lessons
I learned if my mom
the first is that it arrives without warnings
and without goodbyes it does not matter if the
person who left did it one way
sudden or with a disease that
it takes a lot of time one never goes to
be prepared for something like that always
We are going to want more time to
say goodbye to that person for
better assimilate things to take advantage
to the maximum but the reality is that
any situation that the
life you will never be 100% prepared
then we have to accept and let go
the second is that life is too much
short to wake up with remorse
every moment I was thinking about
any tiny detail in which
I had not been a good daughter or I
torture myself saying no
I was doing what I needed to do
the woman that she would be
proud but what I could not get
of the head and that would not let me sleep
is that the last time I was with
my mom was being fought
because I had to be a teenager
terrible the last time I saw my mom
all right
that memory torments me for a long time
time until watching your computer
fixed I found some photographs that I
they made remember very nice things the
first we are in liverpool buying
a gift for a piñata and it came and I
put the mini mouse ears and started
to take photos like a photographer
professional and was reddened that
mom what are you doing and he told me that you
you ‘re always going to make my girl
and the second one my mom was very apprehensive
to let me handle then when my
Uncle lent me that monster my mom
I was nervous but of course
when the house comes safely
she started crying and started to
take pictures because it was a whole
big miss
these simple things that appear is
something that I share with my mom something
very special and that’s when I gave myself
realize that it’s no use being
hitting us in the chest saying that
what did not happen or why did not we do the
things in a certain way but remember
that just as he had worshiped that person
she adored you with the same intensity
what happened has happened
the third is that you do not need to have
all resolved to get ahead
believe me it is extremely
exhausting and unnecessary being
trying solves the mystery of life
what happened to that person because he left
truly there is a life after
of death you have to understand that no
we have the answers for all
questions we
you have to stop stressing us about
think the things of seeing the future to see
what will happen because look at things
are going to happen we have them planned
the fourth is that even the most step
small means
the third day on the way I had
deceased my family thought it was good
idea that we already went back to school my
brother and I then I got to the
quiet first class normal without
want to be noticed and when entering the room
a friend arrives who, with the imprudence of
front and tells me I’m sorry
for your loss
and me that’s the way I’m really listening to that
a week is the last thing I wanted to
someone told me
but let that change my state of
encouragement and catch with my friends put
attention in class
catching up and although in this
I did not realize now that
I get to analyze it that end of account
it was advance
however small it has been seen
we make the mistake of thinking that as
a life no drastic change in this
life things will never get better but
we forget those little details
that although they seem very simple to us
have made more mature people more
strong and more understanding with others
and above all with ourselves
the fifth one is allow yourself to help for the
others even though you think they do not understand you
I do not know about you but me when I felt
very sad I preferred to go alone to mourn
that nobody will bother me because because I
I know that my family and my friends treat me
to help but as they do not understand my
situation much less and they will understand
my sadness and of course one tries to be
empathic but it is not the same imagine
the things to live in flesh and blood
my best friends realized
this and they did beautiful things for me
make me feel better
they bought me a teddy bear between
all those big guys so that every time
I was so sad hug me
filled with letters and did not know that I
I was never going to be alone even
they got up once at 7 o’clock in the morning
to make me breakfast because my mom has
a tradition of being hot cakes in
Sunday
when a person leaves
you will never be able to fill that gap
left
the people are unique and replaceable but yes
I believe
that there are people who come for a
certain reason to your life because
although they are different people with
stories very different from yours to
end of accounts enrich you how to be
human and time when you start
join points and interlace the moments
what happened you realize that that
plan that is specifically designed
for you that you still can not understand
all for some reason you’re in the place
right with the right people
now it is not worth wanting to give everything
the weight to a person they too
they have their problems and even though they
offer you will not always listen to what
What do you want to remember?
people dedicated special
especially listen and help to
solve those problems but we are
very proud to seek help
professional and believe me that help is not
stubborn and go find them they will see
that they will change their point of view
totally
6 is that he learns to see that person
in the simplest details that you
offers life
the day of my mom’s funeral before
go to the mass
in the wake room and I’m tired of
mourn speak to Mom please let me
know that you are very clear that I did not get
spoken response but at the moment that I
I saw the sky the most beautiful sunset
I had seen in my life it was blue with
orange and nuts the clouds in
bits and it looked something like that
life does not end is transformed
I know it’s difficult that I’m not going to
to be able to see my mom waking up at
5 in the morning on Sunday so that
let’s go walk the dogs because
the day is beautiful and there is no
moment to lose is also difficult
realize that I will not be able to
to lie down with her and hug her and
feel safe and feel full but if
there is something that I learned in this event
that I change for life is that you have to
learn to see those people in those
small details that life offers you
to turn that moment into something beautiful
candle in a child’s smile cribs
sunset nativity scenes or that makes you laugh that
It makes your belly hurt and you never get
you will feel lonely
seven is that justify us is what
what happened to do amazing things in
sixth semester of high school I started to
behave very badly and was neglecting
much my school because he always said to
it’s not me it’s time to cry
then I will not do anything I will not
study I’m not going to do projects because
Well, my mom did die, no no no
I can do nothing
obviously I realized that that is not
ok now I do not say they can not
mourn the opposite is necessary for the
healing process but at the moment in
the one who stops crying do not forget
that you have to get up pass what
pass
8 is live as if there was not a
morning
do not stop being that person that you were
before
before that thing happened to you
started to turn off your shine do not miss
think of something you love
A) Yes
that your heart speeds up
you talk a thousand times to all your friends and
I do not get tired of saying it for more than you
say that you have already heard
now that you know
Go ahead and do it
do not stop do not think about it because
more cliché that I can dine life is
extremely short and it goes in an open
and close your eyes
my mom used to tell me what happens if a
I died and I answered him.
I go with you without a doubt I never told them what
that she answered me a little
angry told me not small you follow
ahead
then she and I did not give us
account
but these words are meant
for today for this moment
do it for you
do it for her
and while doing so remember that the
people never die
if you carry them in your heart
thank you very much
[Applause]
[Music]
[Music]
October 26, 2014 on Sunday there are
a dance competition in the afternoon
I’m very happy very stressed but to
end of accounts happy that same day I
have invited some friends for a coffee and
I was in the fourth semester of high school and
I knew I was going to study right we’re
seeing the possibility of going to a
human rights competence in the
Mexico City I already felt like everything
an adult leaving my comfort zone
doing different things I ‘m going to
face my mom to give me
permission is intended by saying goodbye
my brother does not pay attention to me I turn to
ask and tell me not to
because my mom has to tell me not to
to everything
marsé is that Sunday apart from hyères a
list and I’m a little tired I do not
I feel good better leave it for the next
obviously I get angry with her and when
put breakfast or thanks I give
we eat in silence he tells me to cross
with my grandmother and come back later
paralyze me for the dance competition
I get up very indignant I go out and to the
go out I slam the door already crossing
I married my grandmother who is opposite
Of course I get the feeling and I say
the truth is that I made a tantrum
unnecessary
Now I’m asking for forgiveness
when being with my grandmother I begin to
feel very strange very sad very
Anguished then I decide to return to my
home and at the time when I return to
home
I open the door and the first thing I see is a
my mom lying on the floor with her face
purple panic eyes trying to
tell me something
when approaching me I understand it helps
he grabbed his cell phone and tried to dial a
emergency number but has cut
the line of the house is the same is in
seriously saved screaming to the street asking
help and they listen to me my grandmother and mine not
do to the ambulances there is no
available I could not believe it
we ask the neighbors for help so that
help us put her in the truck
but everyone is very calm I think that
I’m the only one who understands that my mom does not
it’s okay
we drive to the red cross that is like
a minute from the house and on the way you
I take my hand
and I say mom
you are a fighter stay with me you
love
leaving both when arriving at the red cross
I come down and realize that nobody is
doing nothing and I shout to them that
please that my mom is not well and
take more time than necessary
act now when he finally puts her in a
little room I see that a doctor enters with
she for this is already my whole family
there
at the time the doctor leaves
I see that he moves his head from one side to
other
at the moment what I know
what does that mean, my world is paralyzed
I enter a state of denial
my mom died
but like pipes like why
see my brother the eyes says he thinks
as I do that we will do
time later they explained to me that my mom
suffers a pulmonary embolus that is when
a clot goes to an artery of the
lung and causes you a stoppage
Respiratory is a medical emergency
lethal that can not be detected with a
common check
my mom was my best friend my partner
all over my shoulder to cry my heroine
my life engine without her I felt
lost aimlessly I remember I used to
tell me what happens if one day I
I die and I quickly answered him
I’m going with you without a doubt and when he arrived
that day that damn day she had already
gone and I followed here
thanks to what happened I knew what it was
have the heart of these two million
of pieces what it was to cry so much that
you think you’re not going to prepare the want
sleep for days to realize in the
actually the one you ‘re stuck
if he preferred to sleep
to feel that pain that was killing me
that pain that you do not want even your worst
enemy
I could not get my head out that day
I remembered at all times and in everything
place
– with my grandmother with my brother with the
neighbors with those of the red cross
I even got mad at her for having us
left my brother and me
but I realized who is the real
guilty my pain nothing more and nothing less
that death
I felt it in every cell of my being
every step I took and I realized that I
have to deal with this villain for the
rest of my life
but time has passed and it has
taught things I learned from her by
which has gone from being a villain to
be our
I would like to share with you the lessons
I learned if my mom
the first is that it arrives without warnings
and without goodbyes it does not matter if the
person who left did it one way
sudden or with a disease that
it takes a lot of time one never goes to
be prepared for something like that always
We are going to want more time to
say goodbye to that person for
better assimilate things to take advantage
to the maximum but the reality is that
any situation that the
life you will never be 100% prepared
then we have to accept and let go
the second is that life is too much
short to wake up with remorse
every moment I was thinking about
any tiny detail in which
I had not been a good daughter or I
torture myself saying no
I was doing what I needed to do
the woman that she would be
proud but what I could not get
of the head and that would not let me sleep
is that the last time I was with
my mom was being fought
because I had to be a teenager
terrible the last time I saw my mom
all right
that memory torments me for a long time
time until watching your computer
fixed I found some photographs that I
they made remember very nice things the
first we are in liverpool buying
a gift for a piñata and it came and I
put the mini mouse ears and started
to take photos like a photographer
professional and was reddened that
mom what are you doing and he told me that you
you ‘re always going to make my girl
and the second one my mom was very apprehensive
to let me handle then when my
Uncle lent me that monster my mom
I was nervous but of course
when the house comes safely
she started crying and started to
take pictures because it was a whole
big miss
these simple things that appear is
something that I share with my mom something
very special and that’s when I gave myself
realize that it’s no use being
hitting us in the chest saying that
what did not happen or why did not we do the
things in a certain way but remember
that just as he had worshiped that person
she adored you with the same intensity
what happened has happened
the third is that you do not need to have
all resolved to get ahead
believe me it is extremely
exhausting and unnecessary being
trying solves the mystery of life
what happened to that person because he left
truly there is a life after
of death you have to understand that no
we have the answers for all
questions we
you have to stop stressing us about
think the things of seeing the future to see
what will happen because look at things
are going to happen we have them planned
the fourth is that even the most step
small means
the third day on the way I had
deceased my family thought it was good
idea that we already went back to school my
brother and I then I got to the
quiet first class normal without
want to be noticed and when entering the room
a friend arrives who, with the imprudence of
front and tells me I’m sorry
for your loss
and me that’s the way I’m really listening to that
a week is the last thing I wanted to
someone told me
but let that change my state of
encouragement and catch with my friends put
attention in class
catching up and although in this
I did not realize now that
I get to analyze it that end of account
it was advance
however small it has been seen
we make the mistake of thinking that as
a life no drastic change in this
life things will never get better but
we forget those little details
that although they seem very simple to us
have made more mature people more
strong and more understanding with others
and above all with ourselves
the fifth one is allow yourself to help for the
others even though you think they do not understand you
I do not know about you but me when I felt
very sad I preferred to go alone to mourn
that nobody will bother me because because I
I know that my family and my friends treat me
to help but as they do not understand my
situation much less and they will understand
my sadness and of course one tries to be
empathic but it is not the same imagine
the things to live in flesh and blood
my best friends realized
this and they did beautiful things for me
make me feel better
they bought me a teddy bear between
all those big guys so that every time
I was so sad hug me
filled with letters and did not know that I
I was never going to be alone even
they got up once at 7 o’clock in the morning
to make me breakfast because my mom has
a tradition of being hot cakes in
Sunday
when a person leaves
you will never be able to fill that gap
left
the people are unique and replaceable but yes
I believe
that there are people who come for a
certain reason to your life because
although they are different people with
stories very different from yours to
end of accounts enrich you how to be
human and time when you start
join points and interlace the moments
what happened you realize that that
plan that is specifically designed
for you that you still can not understand
all for some reason you’re in the place
right with the right people
now it is not worth wanting to give everything
the weight to a person they too
they have their problems and even though they
offer you will not always listen to what
What do you want to remember?
people dedicated special
especially listen and help to
solve those problems but we are
very proud to seek help
professional and believe me that help is not
stubborn and go find them they will see
that they will change their point of view
totally
6 is that he learns to see that person
in the simplest details that you
offers life
the day of my mom’s funeral before
go to the mass
in the wake room and I’m tired of
mourn speak to Mom please let me
know that you are very clear that I did not get
spoken response but at the moment that I
I saw the sky the most beautiful sunset
I had seen in my life it was blue with
orange and nuts the clouds in
bits and it looked something like that
life does not end is transformed
I know it’s difficult that I’m not going to
to be able to see my mom waking up at
5 in the morning on Sunday so that
let’s go walk the dogs because
the day is beautiful and there is no
moment to lose is also difficult
realize that I will not be able to
to lie down with her and hug her and
feel safe and feel full but if
there is something that I learned in this event
that I change for life is that you have to
learn to see those people in those
small details that life offers you
to turn that moment into something beautiful
candle in a child’s smile cribs
sunset nativity scenes or that makes you laugh that
It makes your belly hurt and you never get
you will feel lonely
seven is that justify us is what
what happened to do amazing things in
sixth semester of high school I started to
behave very badly and was neglecting
much my school because he always said to
it’s not me it’s time to cry
then I will not do anything I will not
study I’m not going to do projects because
Well, my mom did die, no no no
I can do nothing
obviously I realized that that is not
ok now I do not say they can not
mourn the opposite is necessary for the
healing process but at the moment in
the one who stops crying do not forget
that you have to get up pass what
pass
8 is live as if there was not a
morning
do not stop being that person that you were
before
before that thing happened to you
started to turn off your shine do not miss
think of something you love
A) Yes
that your heart speeds up
you talk a thousand times to all your friends and
I do not get tired of saying it for more than you
say that you have already heard
now that you know
Go ahead and do it
do not stop do not think about it because
more cliché that I can dine life is
extremely short and it goes in an open
and close your eyes
my mom used to tell me what happens if a
I died and I answered him.
I go with you without a doubt I never told them what
that she answered me a little
angry told me not small you follow
ahead
then she and I did not give us
account
but these words are meant
for today for this moment
do it for you
do it for her
and while doing so remember that the
people never die
if you carry them in your heart
thank you very much
[Applause]
[Music]
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