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Je me suis retrouvé au coeur du Bataclan. | Fred Dewilde | TEDxChambery


it’s fun for tonight
I hear things that resonates
because it’s a bit what I’m going
talk then that is very different
I do have a little leaden
the atmosphere
November 13, 2015
I experienced the most extreme adventure
my life 13 November 2015 I was in
your place in nine yards and I had
the chance it may seem to be
an oxymoron luck and caboodle in
same sentence but I was lucky I
got out of it alive I lost
no one
I was very lucky because
I was married I had a wife of
Parents of children who have a psy me
helped to bear all that I was
lucky because I could draw
it’s my job you illustrator
Medical I could draw what I
lived
I was lucky because I
Lemieux met a publisher publishers
it will not invent I saw the man
he told me his name I could not believe
I thought it was him I had the
lucky because I could still
continue to live just now yes
explain that this is it
I’m better left in me but
exactly that on November 13 the France
lived a most deadly attack
she has known for 70 years
130 dead 4113 injured
99 in critical condition, ie
all here you are either dead or
wounded is huge that they are only
direct victims
November 13 I spent two hours
in the antechamber of the elongate death
blood in the person has understood what
happened me first
I smell a powder firecrackers
but not in time with the music
something does not match all
world falls to the ground without frankly
see what happens without frankly
understand it is in the process of
pass
I find myself with the six
lying stature of the people sitting on
the people lying
I see shooters I see us
to shoot on
I do not understand I lie despite
while laughing, saying to all
world
v the dedicated you is to laugh
I saw her throw a charger for
tend to his false I know I have
be a bit much even fool
but I did not understand a door
relief opened wise of the windscreen
is after what was a mass
elongate became a moving mass
a wave of fear people started
very quickly to get out and following
this movement I saw a girl
run over
the two legs swinging to the rhythm of
fugitives then not take the term
fugitives as a derogatory term because
when you have three carriages that
pulls you in the back everyone flees
it’s normal it’s a reflex I
asked one knee
something I know approached me walk
not what happened and I
crossed young eyes of a young
dead man
I understood there
the girl next to me I will
offer the same when using a small
little human could not get up
she was hurt through and through by
buttocks so I lay in
sense because I told myself that
it was the best thing to
make the best hiding place is not kill
normally the dead and I held
Company No. 7 girls in front
me there was a young man I
ask how he was doing I took the
hand but cold I
So really turned this
Elisa young girl I took for my
daughter granddaughter of nine yards in
she made 32 years
and as I was almost 50 that
then was held company it was
Given the small words we managed to
to exchange our date of first names
birth we lived there for small
c1 words of support that is nothing I will
throw a go ahead it will be more realistic
later I will tell
the story of the penguin who breathed through
the that it not known then
not listen because he was
other noises including an explosion
that brought us a little more in
we cover the horror of flesh and
blood
since it was a few meters
evening we spent two hours
together two hours trying
to get two hours trying to
stand being one for human
the other was created a bubble
humanity
both of us a little bubble a bubble
holding us
I thought I could not
die that I have three kids I
saying that I had to continue the
every little beat was a
countdown time of life one gains
is the one that had just passed because
the future did not know I
Lisa reassured when he said that
shots that were heard were
those who do not kill us is
really reassuring because I had
not bad so we could advance in the
time I even fell asleep
Finally, almost visibly asleep
this is a fairly common reaction I have
spoke with a war reporter
Median on places I think
this is in Iraq has fallen asleep in the
battlefield protection mode
is not therefore includes the brain begins
off and then I managed to get to
11:23 p.m. all of course later I
warn my wife cost me a bit
grass underfoot because I go
make a joke
nice concert but you did well
not come now I have not had
time because she had turned on the
radio and suddenly it was one o’clock
s worried that she had rounded up
whole family so my parents
were there because it is small
who was sleeping in the room and could
not join me from nurses
super hero super woman who wanted me
save but no, it was not possible
I joined my wife and my father to
4:30 am instead of the Bastille that
did a half hour to trap
Finally, not even half an hour and a quarter
hour walk me I put a
half hour terrorize alone covered
Blood is asking me if I had
not encountered a terrorist fleeing and
when I saw my wife and my father I
seen in their eyes everything except what
I expected I expected to find the
joy but the name of love yes Dread
yes terror but no joy
I put a while before
understand that it could not be
happy as I was to them I
had just come out of death
me it was four hours I
is that I was out in it made
four hours since I saw the
stretchers passing it made four
hours which choice is the bags
Plastics that happening when I
back home it was big blur
one minute one second an hour I do
know I went into another
dimension
I entered a dimension was
no future I entered a
dimension bataclan is permanently
I sleep in my eyes I make
nightmares this bataclan
I’m awake I see I caboodle
see the massacre I see buddies
I took a long time before we know
for example where the boys were and
I was embarrassed that very long
before returning to elect to two days
what seemed like an eternity
I started to sleep rpt
ie 2h 2h 2h no row
for messing around and I asked this
question, but why do I
am alive now why is this
that I have been spared what is
the meaning of it what am I
have to do that night was
so painful that I could
preferred to stay rather than die
continue living makes no sense
this is the meaning of life when you know
we can easily kill if you can
die so easily
what is the meaning of all that I do
not found
I did not find I am designer
the idea drawings but you came but
I could not do everything it was designed
impossible I could not draw
all these bodies it not me
it’s because I like it is because
I want to draw the emotion intended
the epr yes but not draw the horror he
took me three months of three reflection
months with my therapist three months and the
Parents in the three months to reflect
to finally find the tips and
tricks that helped me draw
all this finally draw for me is
not really even drawing because
it was so so nervous
tense I managed I started
in what was the purpose
meaning in my life I had regained
suddenly a future I had all of a
suddenly found a dimension that was
beyond the second beyond the
minute
I could project myself on the goal
I is not nothing I
started by the first board is
the first I had in mind in
the head 15 on the first is the
last one where I’m outside I
was appropriated by this evening
this comic
I reclaimed my release I
I am my output actor
drawing and then I realized other
things there are plenty of people finally
living in extreme situations
Apart from these situations and all
Suddenly I found a way that I
suffered a lack of future
we wanted to deprive me my future was
wanted to deprive me of this projection
that was all in the anticipation
life what are the people who do not have
healthy people who die people
people who suffer from diseases that
are unemployed
we spoke to the moment you go to me
tell you now comparable t’as
risk your life they are simply in
unemployment
yes but when you are in the end
rights when you have to pay
bills when you pay the food
when you have to dress the children were
spoke at the moment this is exactly
that you have no future and that
no future for it is obvious
everyone
imagine two a couple that works
factory
this plant will be close to
transported to the other end of europe
while it is profitable
we will not ask if in two years
they will be in the end how rights
they will live two years in ultra
Liberalism is as violent as the
terrorism
ultra liberalism is as much
no damage in the same way there
not an assault rifle
not against it by running people
Hundreds were one dismisses
well what that we will give it
not our problem as we enriched
this is as extreme as that
I lived in France at the moment
we have nine million people in
below the poverty line
equivalent to a country like Swiss
it’s a little less for the Swiss
I believe that is bright in Germany
they have 12 points 5 million
people below the threshold
poverty
the equivalent of the population of the island
of France so it’s not paris is
France Island is huge
not bad for two strong countries
not bad europe for both countries
engine of our economy in Africa
People are dying in mines
extracting ore which will be used for
phone components one
I have in my pocket
that we all have in the mouth
children in China will assemble these
same phone then after you
back in another form to
Africa in illegal discharges
polluting an entire country if in Ghana
e.g. enormously discharge
depriving people of a future in the
killing
This is the ultra liberalism I do
no distinction simply in
religious ideological political form
extreme we kill ourselves by
lure of profits
coldly by ideology but in no
thanks to the deceased I found a
Future I found meaning in my life
and we all need this future
we all need a sense of our lives
I wish we work
Human together to find the
thank you
[Applause]
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