venez father would tell him that son I
don’t understand your race has read
shuns good answer by telling him that we
were not cut off the same cloth chums of
Tabriz already knew that no matter how
much he loved his parents and craved for
their affection there would be strangers
to him and his mystical ways he already
knew that he had a different path to
walk on and that his language and that
of his father were as different as
Russian or Japanese he already knew that
he was destined to leave the
conventional ways of life and discover
his own and after all self-realization
and awareness at a young age makes him
bad in a lot of things and relationships
and I think that’s where I come in
I left my house in 2015
September and according to the articles
you must have read about me I left on my
parents kicked me out because they were
unsupported with the fact that I wanted
to pursue arts in travel true but just
like shams I already knew which path I
had to choose I wanted to go out there
and push in my own beliefs and limits I
wanted to see what the universe had to
I wanted to go out there and see what
the universe had to offer me
I wanted to question my own beliefs and
limits I wanted to experience that idea
of home that I lived in my head and so I
started changing homes and cities one by
one
Chandigarh Jaipur Delhi Ahmedabad Bombay
Hyderabad Bangalore Sikkim and now
endure but home home this is where I
live right now a simple place right no
furniture no a/c but a nice window and a
balcony is that’s what I need to survive
so this is where I live and meditate but
now this is where my heart lifts me
lying IVA my cats so for me right now
home is not coming back to the place but
coming back to my cats and that’s that’s
it I think that’s what I have understood
that I think we find a home in
everything that we feel deeply connected
when we were young we used to create a
playhouse out of cardboard boxes and
cushions and bed sheets inside our own
house now I wonder why we have always
been this way we think we used to feel
that the Playhouse used to keep us safe
as if like the owner territory we used
to ask for password from others before
letting them in you should decorate it
with fairy lights and keep all our
secret stuff inside I think all our life
we look for people and places that keep
our secret safe
so is home safety a lot of people DM and
Mail me with a desire telling me the
desire they didn’t want to leave home
surprisingly reading that is the
solution today every problem after
leaving the concrete structure deck I
used to stay in I realized that
everybody is going to they will struggle
and no pain is greater or less I want to
see what is home to be good and for that
I ask people with anything designing a
bigger boat then your view is one yes it
is
so is it that so what are you designing
in this bigger wardrobe definitely nah
power nature enter him a flaw is
indifference you remember from home
because you don’t receive the amount of
desire you juanita efficient
removal of the enter names of power is
compromised
you know the length of the time somebody
has asked you to do you know one so
video decreases for you but what you
beer what do you need so you’re gonna
make a move to Miami you move for the
power the Internet of nature its
captivity and the interview if it’s
neglect always why this tree was just a
all range so it became a Gordon
responsible for your success and failure
so you don’t have a from a home to find
a new home well God rule number four
from the 40 rules of love by lifts a
you can study God through everyone and everything it’s universe because God is
everything it’s universe because God is not confined to a mosque synagogue or
not confined to a mosque synagogue or Church but if you really want to know
Church but if you really want to know where is true about his there’s only one
where is true about his there’s only one place to look for him and it is in the
place to look for him and it is in the heart of a true lover laugh power nature
heart of a true lover laugh power nature and God
and God these are before dots that is believe
these are before dots that is believe that will make you reach your peace of
that will make you reach your peace of mind
mind butshe’s a twist that when you connect
butshe’s a twist that when you connect these dots it doesn’t form a square it
these dots it doesn’t form a square it actually forms a circle and your peace
actually forms a circle and your peace of mind if the center of the circle the
of mind if the center of the circle the radius is the distance that you assume
radius is the distance that you assume between you and those four points the
between you and those four points the father you go away from yourself the
father you go away from yourself the larger the circle becomes n in short I
larger the circle becomes n in short I just want to say that the home that
just want to say that the home that you’re looking for somewhere out there
you’re looking for somewhere out there outside out there no it’s not outside
outside out there no it’s not outside it’s right here inside you in your head
it’s right here inside you in your head in your heart some of you have a very
in your heart some of you have a very small circle some of you don’t even know
small circle some of you don’t even know that the circle exists
that the circle exists you have never really felt that strong
you have never really felt that strong deep connection with something or
deep connection with something or someone and so you you run for it so did
someone and so you you run for it so did I but to know the communion you have to
I but to know the communion you have to feel the isolation what stars you calls
feel the isolation what stars you calls you and it’s been three years it has
you and it’s been three years it has been a difficult journey it’s not easy
been a difficult journey it’s not easy I’ve been living alone I’ve been
I’ve been living alone I’ve been traveling alone and it’s not easy
traveling alone and it’s not easy especially when you have red hair
especially when you have red hair piercing and tattoos
piercing and tattoos but I prepared myself for everything
but I prepared myself for everything instead of running away and that’s
instead of running away and that’s exactly what you have to do we don’t
exactly what you have to do we don’t need to abandon your house or your
need to abandon your house or your family to connect these dots I know that
family to connect these dots I know that it’s really difficult because we live in
it’s really difficult because we live in an era where screwed appearance giving
an era where screwed appearance giving birth to screwed-up children to be
birth to screwed-up children to be precise suppose there are five different
precise suppose there are five different cars on this road with five individual
cars on this road with five individual drivers and if I tell you that all five
drivers and if I tell you that all five of them are out of control
of them are out of control and all the drivers there are
and all the drivers there are unconscious that they are not conscious
unconscious that they are not conscious of the functions of the car but at the
of the functions of the car but at the same time they are trying to control the
same time they are trying to control the other four cars exactly that the
other four cars exactly that the situation of every family right now
situation of every family right now almost none of the members is fully self
almost none of the members is fully self conscious and aware of their present
conscious and aware of their present life but is trying to control the life
life but is trying to control the life of other members of the family there is
of other members of the family there is no harmony but how do you move on you
no harmony but how do you move on you move on when your heart finally
move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning
understands that there is no turning back
obsessed with the desire to die young have understood one thing that time to
have understood one thing that time to search is a technicality garni birthing
search is a technicality garni birthing time does not heal you heal yourself
time does not heal you heal yourself there are 10,000 caroule cells in your
there are 10,000 caroule cells in your brain that are connected with a thousand
brain that are connected with a thousand more cells in your body and every
more cells in your body and every thought creates a reaction and it
thought creates a reaction and it affects the brain and the body then
affects the brain and the body then death of a partner won’t make you a
death of a partner won’t make you a solid person for 65 days but retreating
solid person for 65 days but retreating that is withdrawing yourself from the
that is withdrawing yourself from the outside turmoil and people for 15 to 20
outside turmoil and people for 15 to 20 minutes every day will certainly help
minutes every day will certainly help other people ask me if I consider myself
other people ask me if I consider myself as a happy person
as a happy person I feel happiness is overrated I mean
I feel happiness is overrated I mean surely we need happiness in life we love
surely we need happiness in life we love happiness but I think it’s just a part
happiness but I think it’s just a part of what we are and we need sadness
of what we are and we need sadness anxiety fear nervousness and mistakes
anxiety fear nervousness and mistakes to grow and we need multiple spaces to
to grow and we need multiple spaces to reach completeness any company is a
reach completeness any company is a scary isn’t it so when I tell you that
scary isn’t it so when I tell you that travel far enough to meet yourself and
travel far enough to meet yourself and when you meet yourself
when you meet yourself let’s tell yourselves Oh pretend this
let’s tell yourselves Oh pretend this should never really found yourself just
should never really found yourself just let go and the only thing that you need
let go and the only thing that you need to doubt I really miss there are no
to doubt I really miss there are no limits everything comes from nothing
limits everything comes from nothing nothing comes from everything I was
nothing comes from everything I was talking to this friend I was telling him
talking to this friend I was telling him Kevin I don’t think I’m ever gonna stop
Kevin I don’t think I’m ever gonna stop traveling now the time I stopped I think
traveling now the time I stopped I think my blood is turning to ice and he gave
my blood is turning to ice and he gave me this diplomatic answer say happy new
me this diplomatic answer say happy new massages go with the flow and answer no
massages go with the flow and answer no always remember my friend only dead
always remember my friend only dead fishes go with the flow which is like me
fishes go with the flow which is like me we create our own flow and I would like
we create our own flow and I would like to end with my favorite lines from the
to end with my favorite lines from the movie waking life creation seems to come
movie waking life creation seems to come out of imperfection it seems to come out
out of imperfection it seems to come out of abstraction are striving it’s came
of abstraction are striving it’s came out of our desire to transcend our
out of our desire to transcend our isolation and it had to be easy when it
isolation and it had to be easy when it was just simple survival like water we
was just simple survival like water we came up with the sound for that or
came up with the sound for that or saber-toothed tiger right behind you we
saber-toothed tiger right behind you we come up with the song for that but when
come up with the song for that but when it gets really interesting I think is
it gets really interesting I think is when when we use the same set of symbols
when when we use the same set of symbols to communicate the abstract and
to communicate the abstract and intangible things that we are
intangible things that we are experiencing I mean what is like per
experiencing I mean what is like per station or what is the angled love
station or what is the angled love Vanessa laughs he’s something to come
Vanessa laughs he’s something to come out from my mouth and he hits the other
out from my mouth and he hits the other person’s ears and travels to that but in
person’s ears and travels to that but in time point reach in their brain and
time point reach in their brain and browse to the memories of love or lack
browse to the memories of love or lack of love and they say in it they register
of love and they say in it they register and they say I understand but how do I
and they say I understand but how do I know that they understand because they
know that they understand because they are in because words are inert you know
are in because words are inert you know those are inert they’re just symbols
those are inert they’re just symbols they are dead you know but so much of
they are dead you know but so much of what we experience is intangible
what we experience is intangible so much of what we perceive it’s
so much of what we perceive it’s unspeakable it cannot be expressed but
unspeakable it cannot be expressed but yet when we communicate with one another
yet when we communicate with one another we form a connection and it’s almost we
we form a connection and it’s almost we feel a spiritual communion and that
feel a spiritual communion and that feeling might be transient but I think
feeling might be transient but I think that’s what we really live for I think
that’s what we really live for I think yeah that’s what we really look for
yeah that’s what we really look for thank you
thank you [Applause]
[Applause] [Music]
don’t understand your race has read
shuns good answer by telling him that we
were not cut off the same cloth chums of
Tabriz already knew that no matter how
much he loved his parents and craved for
their affection there would be strangers
to him and his mystical ways he already
knew that he had a different path to
walk on and that his language and that
of his father were as different as
Russian or Japanese he already knew that
he was destined to leave the
conventional ways of life and discover
his own and after all self-realization
and awareness at a young age makes him
bad in a lot of things and relationships
and I think that’s where I come in
I left my house in 2015
September and according to the articles
you must have read about me I left on my
parents kicked me out because they were
unsupported with the fact that I wanted
to pursue arts in travel true but just
like shams I already knew which path I
had to choose I wanted to go out there
and push in my own beliefs and limits I
wanted to see what the universe had to
I wanted to go out there and see what
the universe had to offer me
I wanted to question my own beliefs and
limits I wanted to experience that idea
of home that I lived in my head and so I
started changing homes and cities one by
one
Chandigarh Jaipur Delhi Ahmedabad Bombay
Hyderabad Bangalore Sikkim and now
endure but home home this is where I
live right now a simple place right no
furniture no a/c but a nice window and a
balcony is that’s what I need to survive
so this is where I live and meditate but
now this is where my heart lifts me
lying IVA my cats so for me right now
home is not coming back to the place but
coming back to my cats and that’s that’s
it I think that’s what I have understood
that I think we find a home in
everything that we feel deeply connected
when we were young we used to create a
playhouse out of cardboard boxes and
cushions and bed sheets inside our own
house now I wonder why we have always
been this way we think we used to feel
that the Playhouse used to keep us safe
as if like the owner territory we used
to ask for password from others before
letting them in you should decorate it
with fairy lights and keep all our
secret stuff inside I think all our life
we look for people and places that keep
our secret safe
so is home safety a lot of people DM and
Mail me with a desire telling me the
desire they didn’t want to leave home
surprisingly reading that is the
solution today every problem after
leaving the concrete structure deck I
used to stay in I realized that
everybody is going to they will struggle
and no pain is greater or less I want to
see what is home to be good and for that
I ask people with anything designing a
bigger boat then your view is one yes it
is
so is it that so what are you designing
in this bigger wardrobe definitely nah
power nature enter him a flaw is
indifference you remember from home
because you don’t receive the amount of
desire you juanita efficient
removal of the enter names of power is
compromised
you know the length of the time somebody
has asked you to do you know one so
video decreases for you but what you
beer what do you need so you’re gonna
make a move to Miami you move for the
power the Internet of nature its
captivity and the interview if it’s
neglect always why this tree was just a
all range so it became a Gordon
responsible for your success and failure
so you don’t have a from a home to find
a new home well God rule number four
from the 40 rules of love by lifts a
you can study God through everyone and everything it’s universe because God is
everything it’s universe because God is not confined to a mosque synagogue or
not confined to a mosque synagogue or Church but if you really want to know
Church but if you really want to know where is true about his there’s only one
where is true about his there’s only one place to look for him and it is in the
place to look for him and it is in the heart of a true lover laugh power nature
heart of a true lover laugh power nature and God
and God these are before dots that is believe
these are before dots that is believe that will make you reach your peace of
that will make you reach your peace of mind
mind butshe’s a twist that when you connect
butshe’s a twist that when you connect these dots it doesn’t form a square it
these dots it doesn’t form a square it actually forms a circle and your peace
actually forms a circle and your peace of mind if the center of the circle the
of mind if the center of the circle the radius is the distance that you assume
radius is the distance that you assume between you and those four points the
between you and those four points the father you go away from yourself the
father you go away from yourself the larger the circle becomes n in short I
larger the circle becomes n in short I just want to say that the home that
just want to say that the home that you’re looking for somewhere out there
you’re looking for somewhere out there outside out there no it’s not outside
outside out there no it’s not outside it’s right here inside you in your head
it’s right here inside you in your head in your heart some of you have a very
in your heart some of you have a very small circle some of you don’t even know
small circle some of you don’t even know that the circle exists
that the circle exists you have never really felt that strong
you have never really felt that strong deep connection with something or
deep connection with something or someone and so you you run for it so did
someone and so you you run for it so did I but to know the communion you have to
I but to know the communion you have to feel the isolation what stars you calls
feel the isolation what stars you calls you and it’s been three years it has
you and it’s been three years it has been a difficult journey it’s not easy
been a difficult journey it’s not easy I’ve been living alone I’ve been
I’ve been living alone I’ve been traveling alone and it’s not easy
traveling alone and it’s not easy especially when you have red hair
especially when you have red hair piercing and tattoos
piercing and tattoos but I prepared myself for everything
but I prepared myself for everything instead of running away and that’s
instead of running away and that’s exactly what you have to do we don’t
exactly what you have to do we don’t need to abandon your house or your
need to abandon your house or your family to connect these dots I know that
family to connect these dots I know that it’s really difficult because we live in
it’s really difficult because we live in an era where screwed appearance giving
an era where screwed appearance giving birth to screwed-up children to be
birth to screwed-up children to be precise suppose there are five different
precise suppose there are five different cars on this road with five individual
cars on this road with five individual drivers and if I tell you that all five
drivers and if I tell you that all five of them are out of control
of them are out of control and all the drivers there are
and all the drivers there are unconscious that they are not conscious
unconscious that they are not conscious of the functions of the car but at the
of the functions of the car but at the same time they are trying to control the
same time they are trying to control the other four cars exactly that the
other four cars exactly that the situation of every family right now
situation of every family right now almost none of the members is fully self
almost none of the members is fully self conscious and aware of their present
conscious and aware of their present life but is trying to control the life
life but is trying to control the life of other members of the family there is
of other members of the family there is no harmony but how do you move on you
no harmony but how do you move on you move on when your heart finally
move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning
understands that there is no turning back
obsessed with the desire to die young have understood one thing that time to
have understood one thing that time to search is a technicality garni birthing
search is a technicality garni birthing time does not heal you heal yourself
time does not heal you heal yourself there are 10,000 caroule cells in your
there are 10,000 caroule cells in your brain that are connected with a thousand
brain that are connected with a thousand more cells in your body and every
more cells in your body and every thought creates a reaction and it
thought creates a reaction and it affects the brain and the body then
affects the brain and the body then death of a partner won’t make you a
death of a partner won’t make you a solid person for 65 days but retreating
solid person for 65 days but retreating that is withdrawing yourself from the
that is withdrawing yourself from the outside turmoil and people for 15 to 20
outside turmoil and people for 15 to 20 minutes every day will certainly help
minutes every day will certainly help other people ask me if I consider myself
other people ask me if I consider myself as a happy person
as a happy person I feel happiness is overrated I mean
I feel happiness is overrated I mean surely we need happiness in life we love
surely we need happiness in life we love happiness but I think it’s just a part
happiness but I think it’s just a part of what we are and we need sadness
of what we are and we need sadness anxiety fear nervousness and mistakes
anxiety fear nervousness and mistakes to grow and we need multiple spaces to
to grow and we need multiple spaces to reach completeness any company is a
reach completeness any company is a scary isn’t it so when I tell you that
scary isn’t it so when I tell you that travel far enough to meet yourself and
travel far enough to meet yourself and when you meet yourself
when you meet yourself let’s tell yourselves Oh pretend this
let’s tell yourselves Oh pretend this should never really found yourself just
should never really found yourself just let go and the only thing that you need
let go and the only thing that you need to doubt I really miss there are no
to doubt I really miss there are no limits everything comes from nothing
limits everything comes from nothing nothing comes from everything I was
nothing comes from everything I was talking to this friend I was telling him
talking to this friend I was telling him Kevin I don’t think I’m ever gonna stop
Kevin I don’t think I’m ever gonna stop traveling now the time I stopped I think
traveling now the time I stopped I think my blood is turning to ice and he gave
my blood is turning to ice and he gave me this diplomatic answer say happy new
me this diplomatic answer say happy new massages go with the flow and answer no
massages go with the flow and answer no always remember my friend only dead
always remember my friend only dead fishes go with the flow which is like me
fishes go with the flow which is like me we create our own flow and I would like
we create our own flow and I would like to end with my favorite lines from the
to end with my favorite lines from the movie waking life creation seems to come
movie waking life creation seems to come out of imperfection it seems to come out
out of imperfection it seems to come out of abstraction are striving it’s came
of abstraction are striving it’s came out of our desire to transcend our
out of our desire to transcend our isolation and it had to be easy when it
isolation and it had to be easy when it was just simple survival like water we
was just simple survival like water we came up with the sound for that or
came up with the sound for that or saber-toothed tiger right behind you we
saber-toothed tiger right behind you we come up with the song for that but when
come up with the song for that but when it gets really interesting I think is
it gets really interesting I think is when when we use the same set of symbols
when when we use the same set of symbols to communicate the abstract and
to communicate the abstract and intangible things that we are
intangible things that we are experiencing I mean what is like per
experiencing I mean what is like per station or what is the angled love
station or what is the angled love Vanessa laughs he’s something to come
Vanessa laughs he’s something to come out from my mouth and he hits the other
out from my mouth and he hits the other person’s ears and travels to that but in
person’s ears and travels to that but in time point reach in their brain and
time point reach in their brain and browse to the memories of love or lack
browse to the memories of love or lack of love and they say in it they register
of love and they say in it they register and they say I understand but how do I
and they say I understand but how do I know that they understand because they
know that they understand because they are in because words are inert you know
are in because words are inert you know those are inert they’re just symbols
those are inert they’re just symbols they are dead you know but so much of
they are dead you know but so much of what we experience is intangible
what we experience is intangible so much of what we perceive it’s
so much of what we perceive it’s unspeakable it cannot be expressed but
unspeakable it cannot be expressed but yet when we communicate with one another
yet when we communicate with one another we form a connection and it’s almost we
we form a connection and it’s almost we feel a spiritual communion and that
feel a spiritual communion and that feeling might be transient but I think
feeling might be transient but I think that’s what we really live for I think
that’s what we really live for I think yeah that’s what we really look for
yeah that’s what we really look for thank you
thank you [Applause]
[Applause] [Music]
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