[Music]
[Music]
have you ever made all the perfect plans
to do all the perfect things at all the
right time only to be met with Murphy’s
Law and have everything that could go
wrong go wrong well that’s my story of
my journey to get here today yes you see
four weeks ago I was 89 pounds and
fighting for my life
but my story started a year ago when I
was first asked to come here I was so
excited but at the same time I started
my battle with cancer I had done a day
of chemotherapy and knew that it wasn’t
for me so I started looking into every
alternative method that there was
anything that anyone had ever done to
cure cancer you see I was already beyond
Stage three so I knew it was critical I
found out right away that cancer is a
type of parasite it reproduces itself so
I immediately adopted a plant-based diet
and began a very hefty de perak sighting
process I then oxygenated my body doing
80 hours of hyperbaric chamber and five
months of Rick Simpsons oil if you know
what Rick Simpson oil is here in
Colorado I was high as a four five
months
every single month I was supposed to be
on a call to prepare for this talk but I
was so high I could barely even sit up
or even get myself to the bathroom so it
all became extremely challenging for me
however at the end of my five months
I got a 100% clean bill of health
zero cancer they found absolutely
nothing I was perfect so I gathered my
closest girlfriends and we took off for
Mexico to celebrate and after five
months of just laying around doing
nothing it seemed like it would be a
good time to party
however on my third day there I was
bitten 26 times by a flesh melting
spider and there began my journey with
physical pain I was supposed to only be
there for a week however I stayed an
extra two weeks and the Mayan people who
are well-acquainted with this particular
spider were taking care of me to them
this spider is medicine and it’s sacred
and so they were helping me work through
the journey of what this meant for me I
had just recently before going to Mexico
spent a little one-on-one time with
chief black fox so he is actually a
First Nation indigenous person from the
United States he told me that the lakota
do not have a word for know in their
language they don’t use the word no
because the plants and animals don’t
understand this word the trees and
rivers don’t understand this word spirit
doesn’t understand this word and creator
doesn’t understand this word only the
human mind tries to understand this word
it has no place in the natural law of
the world we live in this word No so
when I was bitten by the spider I said
yes
I said yes to the medicine and I started
to look at my life and see why was I
bitten by this spider so when I finally
returned from Mexico to the United
States it was Thanksgiving and my
friends came over to see me and they
took a look at my arm as Lesch was
melting off of it and they said we’re
gonna take you to the emergency room you
need to get that looked at and I was
like no no I I know exactly what it is
I’m got it handled but the truth is I
was in so much
Payne because each one of those 26 bytes
had grown a route through to my bone not
to mention my flesh melting off of my my
bones there was just so much intense
pain that I could barely even breathe so
I said yes and I went to the emergency
room they gave me what was for me an
almost lethal dose of antibiotics
steroids and anti-inflammatories
it was almost lethal to me because I was
allergic to the antibiotic and the
steroid bumped it up in the
anti-inflammatory killed my own immune
system to fight against it and because
this whole thing was given to me
intravenously I really had the defense
against it so this particular antibiotic
is designed to damage the membrane of
the infection so that it can’t reproduce
itself so let’s say you had MRSA it
would save your life but in a person
like me that couldn’t methylate it out
or couldn’t get it out of my system it
stayed inside me damaging the membranes
of my cells so that my cells couldn’t
reproduce so within a short period of
time I found myself living in a dying
body and each day I would have a new
problem something new would break down
and wouldn’t function and I could see
slowly that I was just going to
disintegrate to nothing but I was told
that I could take handfuls of
nutraceuticals every day that would help
my cells reproduce themselves and so I
did but some of them were
counterindicated to each other so I had
to separate them out and time them out
and it became just like a full-time job
trying to get all these things in my
system so that my body would keep
reproducing cells and I could keep
living it was at that time that a woman
was delivered to me she introduced
herself as an empty and medical
intuitive and she said that I was
overcooked and that I needed to water
fast myself that I needed to stop doing
everything that my body had an
intelligence and that it could come back
to homeostasis if I would just stop
putting things inside of it anything
inside of it so I got a water distiller
and I started water fasting I water
fasted for 10 days
it was one of the most difficult things
I’ve ever done because I already had no
energy and so I just laid there really
near death and in the first couple of
days I actually sank deep inside my body
and found myself floating down that
infamous white hallway and believe me it
is the most mystical magical hallway and
I didn’t want to leave I was floating
down it feeling absolutely in bliss all
of my pain behind me and just seeing
white lights in front of me and then all
of a sudden my young son’s face came in
front of me in total shock and despair
his eyes popped out of his head and his
little face saying mommy don’t go now
I’ve adopted him so in his short little
life he’s already known more pain and
lost than most people know in an entire
lifetime so for him I came back I came
back into my dying body I fought my way
back and I laid there thinking okay now
what and as I laid there everything I
knew about Mother Earth came to me
suddenly I was like her I was toxic like
her I remembered that as a young girl I
was a scuba diver and I I lived in the
Caribbean and I used to scuba dive and
the coral there was epic and beautiful
and the fish were magnificent but
several years ago I had returned there
and all I saw beneath the sunlit surface
was death and decay and plastic and
trash so when I heard that the Great
Barrier Reef of Australia had been
declared nearly 90% dead I knew it was
true and when I heard that an
oceanographer had revealed that the
oceans will be suffocated without oxygen
by 2030 I knew it was true and then I
started thinking about my own life I
started thinking about how I was
impacting
mother earth I remembered hearing that
the microfibers from our clothing were
ending up in the ocean and killing the
plankton that the great whales live off
of I remembered seeing that fracking was
was making all our water toxic and that
when oil spills happened they actually
used toxic chemicals to sink the oil to
the bottom so that we can’t see it
anymore all of the things that I had
heard and known came back into my sphere
and I could see it all and then I had to
take a good look at myself and as I lay
there dying I realized that my toxic
body that I was blaming somebody else
for I was doing the same thing to Mother
Earth by the chemicals that I used by by
just everything that I was doing in my
life even the glitter that I was using
in my company I have an avant-garde Sirk
company and we perform all over the
world maybe the most magnificent thing
that we’ve done is performed the Dalai
Lama’s 80th birthday while he sat on
stage with us I was so proud of that day
but that day we had glitter on her face
and that glitter ends up in the water
that ends up in the ocean and those
chemicals and those those little
particles are killing life on Earth
it was a really hard hard vision for me
to have that I was the problem that I
was the actual problem I could point my
finger at Monsanto I could get enraged
about cloud seeding and cloud bursting
where they spray chemicals on every city
around the world to alter the the
climate make it rain or snow or shine or
whatever they’re trying to do I could
blame all of these people but the real
villain the real culprit was me myself
what I was doing I needed to clean up my
own act to take a good hard look at how
I could change how I was living
then I was told about the caterpillar
the metamorphosis of the caterpillar to
the butterfly have you heard about this
I’ve I grew up in northern Canada where
the monarch butterflies come to win
their caterpillars and I’ve seen them
ravage and desecrate everything around
them the caterpillar can eat up to 27
thousand times its body weight in its
lifetime before it decides to hang
upside down spin a cocoon around itself
and then start what I can only imagine
is a very painful liquification process
during this liquification process though
something magical happens the very aptly
named imaginal cells start to appear now
these cells vibrate at a different
frequency than the caterpillar so the
caterpillars old and dying immune system
recognizes these cells as the enemy and
they start to attack but the imaginal
cells keep coming and they start to
collaborate and start partnerships they
communicate with each other they join in
groups and then the group’s in clusters
and soon together they create the
butterfly and the butterfly is a
generator of life it pollinates flowers
I started to see that we could no longer
be the caterpillars here on earth that
the liquification process had become and
that we must start our own personal
inner metamorphosis from the
all-encompassing ravaging caterpillars
that we have been consuming consuming
consuming to the epic butterfly flying
spreading our wings working in
collaboration working together
pollinating flowers yes the time for
metamorphosis is now and there is truly
only one person that can save this world
and that person is us
thank you
[Applause]
[Music]
[Music]
you
[Music]
have you ever made all the perfect plans
to do all the perfect things at all the
right time only to be met with Murphy’s
Law and have everything that could go
wrong go wrong well that’s my story of
my journey to get here today yes you see
four weeks ago I was 89 pounds and
fighting for my life
but my story started a year ago when I
was first asked to come here I was so
excited but at the same time I started
my battle with cancer I had done a day
of chemotherapy and knew that it wasn’t
for me so I started looking into every
alternative method that there was
anything that anyone had ever done to
cure cancer you see I was already beyond
Stage three so I knew it was critical I
found out right away that cancer is a
type of parasite it reproduces itself so
I immediately adopted a plant-based diet
and began a very hefty de perak sighting
process I then oxygenated my body doing
80 hours of hyperbaric chamber and five
months of Rick Simpsons oil if you know
what Rick Simpson oil is here in
Colorado I was high as a four five
months
every single month I was supposed to be
on a call to prepare for this talk but I
was so high I could barely even sit up
or even get myself to the bathroom so it
all became extremely challenging for me
however at the end of my five months
I got a 100% clean bill of health
zero cancer they found absolutely
nothing I was perfect so I gathered my
closest girlfriends and we took off for
Mexico to celebrate and after five
months of just laying around doing
nothing it seemed like it would be a
good time to party
however on my third day there I was
bitten 26 times by a flesh melting
spider and there began my journey with
physical pain I was supposed to only be
there for a week however I stayed an
extra two weeks and the Mayan people who
are well-acquainted with this particular
spider were taking care of me to them
this spider is medicine and it’s sacred
and so they were helping me work through
the journey of what this meant for me I
had just recently before going to Mexico
spent a little one-on-one time with
chief black fox so he is actually a
First Nation indigenous person from the
United States he told me that the lakota
do not have a word for know in their
language they don’t use the word no
because the plants and animals don’t
understand this word the trees and
rivers don’t understand this word spirit
doesn’t understand this word and creator
doesn’t understand this word only the
human mind tries to understand this word
it has no place in the natural law of
the world we live in this word No so
when I was bitten by the spider I said
yes
I said yes to the medicine and I started
to look at my life and see why was I
bitten by this spider so when I finally
returned from Mexico to the United
States it was Thanksgiving and my
friends came over to see me and they
took a look at my arm as Lesch was
melting off of it and they said we’re
gonna take you to the emergency room you
need to get that looked at and I was
like no no I I know exactly what it is
I’m got it handled but the truth is I
was in so much
Payne because each one of those 26 bytes
had grown a route through to my bone not
to mention my flesh melting off of my my
bones there was just so much intense
pain that I could barely even breathe so
I said yes and I went to the emergency
room they gave me what was for me an
almost lethal dose of antibiotics
steroids and anti-inflammatories
it was almost lethal to me because I was
allergic to the antibiotic and the
steroid bumped it up in the
anti-inflammatory killed my own immune
system to fight against it and because
this whole thing was given to me
intravenously I really had the defense
against it so this particular antibiotic
is designed to damage the membrane of
the infection so that it can’t reproduce
itself so let’s say you had MRSA it
would save your life but in a person
like me that couldn’t methylate it out
or couldn’t get it out of my system it
stayed inside me damaging the membranes
of my cells so that my cells couldn’t
reproduce so within a short period of
time I found myself living in a dying
body and each day I would have a new
problem something new would break down
and wouldn’t function and I could see
slowly that I was just going to
disintegrate to nothing but I was told
that I could take handfuls of
nutraceuticals every day that would help
my cells reproduce themselves and so I
did but some of them were
counterindicated to each other so I had
to separate them out and time them out
and it became just like a full-time job
trying to get all these things in my
system so that my body would keep
reproducing cells and I could keep
living it was at that time that a woman
was delivered to me she introduced
herself as an empty and medical
intuitive and she said that I was
overcooked and that I needed to water
fast myself that I needed to stop doing
everything that my body had an
intelligence and that it could come back
to homeostasis if I would just stop
putting things inside of it anything
inside of it so I got a water distiller
and I started water fasting I water
fasted for 10 days
it was one of the most difficult things
I’ve ever done because I already had no
energy and so I just laid there really
near death and in the first couple of
days I actually sank deep inside my body
and found myself floating down that
infamous white hallway and believe me it
is the most mystical magical hallway and
I didn’t want to leave I was floating
down it feeling absolutely in bliss all
of my pain behind me and just seeing
white lights in front of me and then all
of a sudden my young son’s face came in
front of me in total shock and despair
his eyes popped out of his head and his
little face saying mommy don’t go now
I’ve adopted him so in his short little
life he’s already known more pain and
lost than most people know in an entire
lifetime so for him I came back I came
back into my dying body I fought my way
back and I laid there thinking okay now
what and as I laid there everything I
knew about Mother Earth came to me
suddenly I was like her I was toxic like
her I remembered that as a young girl I
was a scuba diver and I I lived in the
Caribbean and I used to scuba dive and
the coral there was epic and beautiful
and the fish were magnificent but
several years ago I had returned there
and all I saw beneath the sunlit surface
was death and decay and plastic and
trash so when I heard that the Great
Barrier Reef of Australia had been
declared nearly 90% dead I knew it was
true and when I heard that an
oceanographer had revealed that the
oceans will be suffocated without oxygen
by 2030 I knew it was true and then I
started thinking about my own life I
started thinking about how I was
impacting
mother earth I remembered hearing that
the microfibers from our clothing were
ending up in the ocean and killing the
plankton that the great whales live off
of I remembered seeing that fracking was
was making all our water toxic and that
when oil spills happened they actually
used toxic chemicals to sink the oil to
the bottom so that we can’t see it
anymore all of the things that I had
heard and known came back into my sphere
and I could see it all and then I had to
take a good look at myself and as I lay
there dying I realized that my toxic
body that I was blaming somebody else
for I was doing the same thing to Mother
Earth by the chemicals that I used by by
just everything that I was doing in my
life even the glitter that I was using
in my company I have an avant-garde Sirk
company and we perform all over the
world maybe the most magnificent thing
that we’ve done is performed the Dalai
Lama’s 80th birthday while he sat on
stage with us I was so proud of that day
but that day we had glitter on her face
and that glitter ends up in the water
that ends up in the ocean and those
chemicals and those those little
particles are killing life on Earth
it was a really hard hard vision for me
to have that I was the problem that I
was the actual problem I could point my
finger at Monsanto I could get enraged
about cloud seeding and cloud bursting
where they spray chemicals on every city
around the world to alter the the
climate make it rain or snow or shine or
whatever they’re trying to do I could
blame all of these people but the real
villain the real culprit was me myself
what I was doing I needed to clean up my
own act to take a good hard look at how
I could change how I was living
then I was told about the caterpillar
the metamorphosis of the caterpillar to
the butterfly have you heard about this
I’ve I grew up in northern Canada where
the monarch butterflies come to win
their caterpillars and I’ve seen them
ravage and desecrate everything around
them the caterpillar can eat up to 27
thousand times its body weight in its
lifetime before it decides to hang
upside down spin a cocoon around itself
and then start what I can only imagine
is a very painful liquification process
during this liquification process though
something magical happens the very aptly
named imaginal cells start to appear now
these cells vibrate at a different
frequency than the caterpillar so the
caterpillars old and dying immune system
recognizes these cells as the enemy and
they start to attack but the imaginal
cells keep coming and they start to
collaborate and start partnerships they
communicate with each other they join in
groups and then the group’s in clusters
and soon together they create the
butterfly and the butterfly is a
generator of life it pollinates flowers
I started to see that we could no longer
be the caterpillars here on earth that
the liquification process had become and
that we must start our own personal
inner metamorphosis from the
all-encompassing ravaging caterpillars
that we have been consuming consuming
consuming to the epic butterfly flying
spreading our wings working in
collaboration working together
pollinating flowers yes the time for
metamorphosis is now and there is truly
only one person that can save this world
and that person is us
thank you
[Applause]
[Music]
[Music]
you
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