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Finding your inner weirdo | Vaughan Rowsell | TEDxAuckland


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now there any weirdos here I’m quite

pleased by that apparently I’m weird I

did something recently that a lot of

people considered weird I fired myself

it was kind of funny I’ll tell you the

story so I was CEO of one of New

Zealand’s fastest growing technology

startups that I founded and I appointed

somebody else to be my boss and people

were surprised

then my company grew from just an idea

six years ago and now we’ve got 15,000

customers around the world we’ve got our

customers 130 countries we’ve got a team

of 200 spread across Auckland in

Melbourne in London and San Fransisco

and Toronto and we constantly regarded

as one of the top 10 startups to watch

we just partnered with Apple which is

pretty cool so why the hell was I

stepping out of the CEO role but as a

founder and CEO of a company you often

have to wear multiple hats and so

there’s the shareholder head is the

director head is the visionary head is

the cultural leader hat and it’s cool

having a title of CEO I mean who

wouldn’t want to be CEO right um but you

know I was doing things like running a

business designing a global sales

organization all these things they’re

all really really interesting and also

the very first time I do have done these

things but it wasn’t as much fun as

talking to customers and innovating and

doing all that really cool stuff my

vision for the company was to change the

world of retail and I wanted to get back

to that and I loved spreadsheets as much

as the next person but I reckon there’s

probably people out there who loves free

sheets a bit more and we were going

really fast so I thought we could go

faster and so the best way to do that I

thought was to get somebody else in the

CEO and how do you do that what you call

them CEO I mean how cool are you welcome

on board and then I could

sometimes you have to take yourself out

of the equation and to find the best

solution this is something that we try

and do a lot at v– and it’s just part

of our culture I would say it’s a no ego

thing but I have a huge one but I don’t

need to be the boss of the world in

order to change it but people still

didn’t get it you were fired nope you

got bored seriously you’d made millions

and you’re going sailing on a yacht I

wish that sounds pretty good so there

was a range of use here right and

everybody wanted to believe anything but

the truth because the decision I made

didn’t match up the decisions that

they’ve seen made it wasn’t the sort of

thing that the CEO did it didn’t match

the pattern of the collective wisdom it

was weird and I don’t have a problem

with being considered weird I do weird

things all the time I’ve kind of made a

thing out of it you know you know I kind

of want to live a life less ordinary but

thinking about all this got me thinking

about how weirdos like me make radical

calls that they think will make a huge

difference I mean it’s not that we were

trying to go out there and cause trouble

but what makes a weirdo are they born

are they made well they dropped on the

head as a child and as a species we’re

really good at conforming being

predictable this is probably why we have

survived for so long

thousands of years ago before the

internet but after the dinosaur was

somewhere in that period we were simple

tribes and we surrounded ourselves with

others just like us that we understood

we could predict and together things

were safe anybody doing anything

unpredictable

was considered a liability I mean

imagine if we all decided that we wanted

to go hunt lions and we all had our own

idea as to how it was best to hunt lions

I’m gonna throw rocks at lions I’m gonna

run at them for my hands waving we’d all

basically be dead but sometimes a weirdo

tries something that’s a bit different

despite being ignored despite being

shunned they persevere they fail they

try again and eventually it works they

convince somebody of the new idea into

in three then eventually the entire

group owned the idea and it becomes it

becomes part of the establishment so

that weirdo creates change and did you

know this that our brains are really

good at finding patterns there their

pattern matching machines and

recognizing patterns is way easier than

having to think about every single

detail all the time

so we find things that we can repeat and

usually get the same results what a

tribe member looks like what scary

animals look like what mom poisonous

food looks like but just following

patterns means we never actually learn

anything new so in order to evolve and

better ourselves as a species we

occasionally need to screw up the

pattern but we’re programmed not to like

it when other idiots try and screw up

the pattern it make they make us think

too hard and if they’re wrong we’re

probably going to get eaten by lions

and that’s a problem but we’re all

capable of being weird

have you checked out teenagers recently

but we grow up and it first were really

good at obeying of you know when you’re

a small child and you can’t walk or feed

yourself it’s kind of important that you

obey but then we start to develop

language or motor skills and then we

start to develop an imagination we

wonder we wonder about the worlds we

dream about where the Sun goes every day

why we throw stones at lions why do we

eat green things and then we start to

rebel we start to take these ideas and

we decide that we want to go out in the

world and discover new things and take

the ideas that we’ve learned and try new

things we go off on our own path we want

to throw stones at the Lions but then

for some reason we stop we stop being

weird and we conform and it probably has

something to do with the fact that

10,000 years ago there was a high

probability you’d be dead by 30 and so

to keep the pattern going you had to

have kids and they would start the new

cycle of going through weirdness and so

going through the cycle many times the

tribe would evolve the young robots will

try stuff out and hopefully not get

eaten by a lion but not so much these

days these days that progression from

you know obedience to wonder to question

to rebell

and then ultimately to conform which was

a perfectly good system ten thousand

years ago today looks more like this

we live a bit longer than thirty and

that’s a bloody long time to be a

conformist but some of us never stop

that tendency to be weird now and then

today it’s never been easier or safer to

be weird it’s a distinct lack of lions

hanging about for a start so what makes

those of us who keep being weird

keeping being weird how do we be more

weird do we need more weird what would

happen if we had a lot more weird if we

were all weird would that be normal so I

got to thinking about what made me weird

and I did a lot of thinking in hundreds

of hours of therapy and I figured out

that I became weird when I was around

about seven or eight or because I didn’t

fit a pattern

remember the patterns and it’s a pattern

that I would have loved to a fit but I

didn’t I had a group of friends at

school and we did everything together we

played together you know we had the same

sense of humor we like the same things

we had fun we were peers but the way

that they learned matched a particular

pattern

they were cook with math they could

spell really well and they were

identified as having special abilities

that other kids didn’t have and so they

were picked to be in what was called a

special class a special accelerated

learning class and I didn’t this is

innocent paedon matching to find kids

that were different made me feel like I

didn’t fit in and I couldn’t understand

what made me different from my friends

and that’s when I think I started

beginning to think like that bit like a

weirdo and not a nodder in-your-face

weirdo I wasn’t angry I just refused to

accept that my friends are any different

and it’s funny what you remember from

your childhood right shortly after that

I moved to Australia not my choice and I

remember it was the start of a new

school year and it was a class exercise

to draw a picture of Australia and I was

9 I wasn’t really familiar with the

geography of Australia so I drew this

blob and then I thought about mmm what

if Australia looked like and I imagined

flying over Australia and a plane

I thought it must be fields and things

and rivers and all that sort of stuff

they probably grow lots of really

exciting food in Australia and so I

started to draw this really highly

detailed lattice of squares and stripes

all across Australia colouring it in

green and yellow and I thought there’s

probably fruit trees so butter red it’s

probably some rivers it’s a bit of blue

and I thought I’d drawn this highly

detailed high-resolution map of

Australia whereas all the other kids in

the class

drew yellow Australia shaped Australia

and but then my teacher did something

I’ll never forget

and probably accounts for several hours

of therapy she she ridiculed me in front

of the class you know look at the silly

kid who drew who uses imagination and

drew something different it was probably

because I was in New Zealand er but you

know that didn’t stop me from doing

things differently and then a couple

years later back in New Zealand now

thankfully I had to write a book report

and I can’t remember what the book was

about but it was boring and I also knew

that book reports were boring so I

decided that I’d do it a little bit

differently and I’d write it as a

humorous poem and and to my surprise my

teacher stood up in front of the class

and asked me if I was special and I

thought yes finally the recognition I

was looking for to be considered special

but it was the 80s and she was actually

referring to the other kind of special

she didn’t appreciate my poetic approach

and this was a semi-regular experience

in my life but you know being ignored or

ridiculed I somehow kept trying to do

things that they were slightly different

if I didn’t match the pattern it was

like the time when I was at university

we had this problem and I came up with a

really interesting way to solve the

problem it was a image compression

algorithm I won’t bore you with the

details but it really fascinated me and

so I really applied myself now for the

most part I was a slacker I just cruised

along I did only to be a minimum to get

through but this problem really caught

my interest and so I spent weeks and

weeks and weeks coming up with this

amazing solution and it was so different

and so amazing that my electric accuse

me of cheating so I dropped out of

university never finished my degree

we’re not started businesses some worked

some failed but my need to do things

differently ultimately led me to start a

company that I recently fired myself

from the company I started in the middle

of the GSC

because I thought that would be weird

and in building this business at then we

developed a culture a culture of

individuality creativity openness and

transparency and we did things very very

differently again unlike any other

companies and it was considered weird

but by doing these things differently

and weirdly we became New Zealand’s

fastest-growing tech company and we

became the leader in our emerging field

ironically this all happened because

they didn’t match a pattern a pattern to

find kids who were different when my

friends were picked to be in that

special class the pattern made me weird

and the patterns not always right we’ve

already heard this today the patterns

and science the patterns and healthcare

dependence in education and so I think

more weird is good I love weirdness all

over the place I want more weird in the

world and it’s never ever been in the

history of this planet been safer to be

weird there’s no lines anywhere and you

know what you’re thinking the world has

probably got a lot more weird people in

it than at use 15,000 years ago and in

fact in this room

we’re probably overflowing with

weirdness

but how do we get the more weirdos does

it start with the eight-year-olds do we

encourage creativity and thinking

outside the square do we encourage

thinking differently enough you know

screw the special class we’re all in it

well last year I tried to recreate some

of the steps that made me a weirdo so I

launched a charity with fellow TEDx sir

Michele Dickinson and future Ted X’s

Zoey timbrel and Reb Heath and this

charity is based around giving kids from

every background an opportunity to be

weird with technology so we get a whole

bunch of passionate kids into a room a

whole bunch of crazy technology and we

let them go we let them discover it we

let them imagine Willet and discover and

we let them invent and it’s kids of

every background so it’s 50% boys 50%

girls but also we work with the low

decile schools as well so we make sure

that half of the kids coming along are

coming from backgrounds where access to

this sort of technology just would

normally be out of their reach and we do

that by sponsoring them through it this

is really important because being weird

is not a privileged white male thing and

the results are amazing these are some

photos from one of the recent events you

can just see how many kids that we get

along to these things and we just let

them explore new ways of thinking so you

know playing with robot gloves is not a

crazy idea you only had a code learning

how to 3d print learning about drones

learning about science and

nanotechnology because this is our

future and we want to encourage the 10

year olds today to become the innovators

in ten years time but what about the

rest of us whatever about us here who

are in that dreaded conformist age I’m

not calling you guys conformist by the

way is it too late or is there a part of

us that never forgets how to be weird

except for the stupidest thing that

tries to protect us from these lions

that makes us all conformists do we

never forget how to be a weirdo but we

just become too scared so what are you

gonna do be weird encourage the weirdos

will continue to ignore them the Lions

aren’t real anymore thank you

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