my name is Ahmet and I am an actor very
privileged to be here with all you
geniuses already and with all geniuses
to be we are here to talk about outsider
and insider this is my favorite topic
because whenever I am selling a movie or
being interviewed everybody asks me are
you an insider or are you an outsider
I’m so scared of this terminology
sometimes I see when I will go home my
dogs are going to come and ask me are
you an outsider an insider and I want to
kick them I want to say that I’m the
master I’ve never shared my personal
story publicly on stage I want to share
a little bit of that with you guys today
so at the age of 16 I was washing
utensils at somebody’s house in a very
big house I still remember my psyche
they had 18 then and it’s back in the
day eighteen ac’s and I counted it and I
think at that time Boyzone and I’m Brad
Adams you know used to kind of dive on
them so I was very good at singing and I
they caught me singing an English song
and back in the day the terminology
knocker was so my outsider inside anyway
I asked a phenomenal someone Oh Kathy
they were vexed and how a 16 year old
boy who’s a knocker sweeping floors in
our house
can speak in English and of course I was
thrown out when I walked out there was a
security guard guarding that big mansion
and out 2122 a sees that they had I
asked him
yay Kaku Thea he said my security guard
a and did LeMay Colonel securities their
mama officer so I walked it’s about five
six kilometers from George bar actually
lesser were four kilometers and I was
early morning I waited for the owner who
was an ex-army guy too
he comes in and I said look I need a job
can I be a security guard he said you’re
16 and he was I gave a long spiel I I
think I had a little bit of acting even
then in me I got the job by next day I
was in a showroom in south extension one
in Delhi called Benetton and I was a
security guard there so I would open
those with them again talk in English or
greet in Hindi and people would not
believe that I was pretty cute when I
was young by the way you know it’s
really really long but and people would
not believe that I am a security guard
and then the owners and thus then
security guard then the assistant
manager there
Christopher Ashley told customers no no
he is a security guard two weeks into
that I was on the fourth floor of the
same building which is still there in
Delhi South extension Benetton wanted to
commit suicide so I want to commit
suicide I was not happy there was there
were reasons nobody wants to commit
suicide anybody wants to commit suicide
here I’m going to stop this right now
and while I was thinking about it
contemplating I think the brainwave in
me questioning me Keyes this is a back
lane there lot of wires what if I get
stuck what if I fall and I limp Sprague
and I get paraplegic and then I just
read about a kook
what I was 12 I’d read
inspiring book of a girl who committed
suicide broke on her limbs and arms and
became a legend so all of a sudden she
haunted me no no no I can’t do this a
boy walks him who is maybe was God of I
still remember his name
he’s a his father was in the army he
walks in with food he said hey I want to
share my lunch with you and I’m
perspiring his daily heat contemplating
how did suicide not to suicide guy walks
and he says or share my lunch with us
epic waiter I have lunch with him three
weeks later the assistant manager
Christopher and one after me yeah you
speak so well where’d he come from
I said there’s a lot that has happened
in life but I went to an amazing school
is called a mark near Lucknow they
actually had a they went two steps back
me through you from Lamar tear up now
how come you’re here no I’m here
this is Dino Picchu I legally make Duke
on it it’s called Jordache there should
be a Georgia as jeans back in the day fu
Jordache I went there it was Ricky beer
I said we came here and I was in my own
garden
I didn’t even lie I was I went by lunch
break from aritaum to the comedian I
said Ricky beer I need a job
I’m a security guard at Benetton they
are saying maybe English at GM a
Salesman pants septum do you have a job
yes I have a job of a helper and let’s
see what you do now when you watch
movies they do so now there’s a lot that
happened in between from there from some
outside to some inside some outside some
inside I reached Bombay where everyone
who enters Bombay even from M the bath
or from Goa you got to pay octroi and
they still call you outsider a lot
happened and then I came to Bombay and
every day that I stayed in Bombay I
heard people complaining fighting and
really wasting time and energy on
whose outsider and who’s the insider
luckily by now I had had such an amazing
journey and experience I didn’t give
them any attention I said this is
bullshit this is gone this is a waste of
time unfortunately it did exist this
phenomena called outsider an insider the
reason I shared my story with you is
this there’s nothing called on outside
an insider and if there is according to
me this is my understanding which I want
to share with you today is you are the
insider and you are the outsider the
insider you knew is somebody who is
starting a tent attempting to take a
first step to anything that is an
insider which is you who’s already taken
that step that’s my definition of
outsider an insider and then they are
masterminds and then there are people
who just want to make us weak as soon as
you enter a realm of thought of action
they want to defeat you they don’t want
to think about your path they want to
think you’re an outsider and diminish
your purpose in your part luckily I was
a thick skin luckily I had a different
way of thinking that happens when you
spend two years on footpath in Delhi you
know and I consider that really really
I’ve considered myself so fortunate but
I never felt an outsider anyway when I
was on footpath have another story three
days they were the Chola pull Cherica
you know they sell to a liquid chain
dairy they really big and for two days
he gave me free food the fourth day I
didn’t go to him to I felt to Darwin
have money he might ask me money for
those two days or it’s not nice okay
more stay hungry today sixth day or the
seventh day one of the people who are
kind of you know on the streets those
vendors they located me they said that
to Allah Cujo Allah is looking for you
shit he wants money anyways next morning
I met him he was upset with me he said
why didn’t you come for the Chola
culture so what I mean
he said from tomorrow morning I want you
to have the first show luck which I had
to lucky air I was an outsider to Delhi
I was an outsider to the foot part I was
an outsider – that guy was I know so
this is again very short I’m writing a
book actually on this but it’s called
nobody is listening gets affected by the
insider and the outsider question or the
phenomena that kind of hits us is what
space do you think is between an insider
and outsider I thought about this in the
morning because I thought while I’m
talking to you so this question came to
me actually just early morning are you
in my flight see what is the space
between an outsider an insider is it
Bombay because I’m an actor you will
maybe go and do some engineering or you
know the whenever course you are doing
what is the difference what’s the space
and it just stuck to me it’s just one
step so that that means I go back to
saying what I said earlier that the
outsider in you is the insider ahead of
you that you’re chasing
because in my career in my life I have
never never felt the need to entertain
this thought and if you speak maybe if I
can share a little bit of experience
from my my acting struggle when I came
to Bombay I came with my share of
hardships my share of lack of IQ because
I was thrown out of school when I was in
11th grade so 0 IQ or less like you on
EQ I was
– there was no akyuu knee and then as
years passed on I realized I was told by
someone you also lack an SQ that’s a
spiritual question Tara what do I do now
so when somebody told me this I said
I’ll be GQ I’ll go to GQ l by a GQ
magazine and very good clothes and look
pretty and make people happy and that’s
how acting started with me I didn’t know
anything about acting
I had never watched a film I had never
did a book oh it’s just younger every
guy and I come to Bombay and I start
doing films and I did my first film Kai
PO che
that’s why Gujarat will always be so
dear and so special for me I spent three
months in this beautiful city but
nagaram the Baths short Kaipo che which
I’m sure most of you would have seen and
and after that film I started finding my
groove I started finding my insider and
my outsider my insider started fighting
my outsider my outsider started
questioning my insider I started getting
said Wow
should write a book on EQ oh thanks you
said I’m an outsider but same people who
said that I lack on IQ they say are you
still like an IQ doesn’t matter I found
a way of life which is which has I call
it a dance of contradiction it changes
every day every week I’d make key to him
yeah I’m a kid opening you you know but
it’s mine I started sleeping at a
certain time which is an outsider to
somebody else that concept that thought
process
it’s an outsider of somebody else but my
insider is sleeping at an o clock
because that’s my comfort again there’s
no judgment I’m trying to attach this to
a kind of a bigger
understanding that they even told me
that G don’t party you won’t get films
so I would understand why would a
producer make a 10 million dollar or say
over 50k or 100 crore or a 40 girl film
with somebody who is obnoxiously gone at
4 a.m. in the morning with that guys
want to reach at 6 o’clock with eye bags
why would he want that I had reached at
6 o’clock like this you should warn me
right so they would say no you should
party you should network I don’t
understand what network means if I like
you I’m going to call you come to your
house have a meal and go these are no no
no you are an outsider you have to work
harder how do I add what drinking more
or partying more or being cool
I don’t know I thank my parents a tank
my style thanks the million people in
this country who watch me tolerate my
back pathetic acting but I just carried
on I just want to pass this thought to
you there’s nothing called outside an
insider when we start thinking a thought
when we start dreaming a dream of any
consequences is the start you are an
outsider to that thought and when you
work hard you walk that path what do you
talk that language and you start
achieving it you start walking down that
Lane you become an insider I rest my case thank you very much for donating
privileged to be here with all you
geniuses already and with all geniuses
to be we are here to talk about outsider
and insider this is my favorite topic
because whenever I am selling a movie or
being interviewed everybody asks me are
you an insider or are you an outsider
I’m so scared of this terminology
sometimes I see when I will go home my
dogs are going to come and ask me are
you an outsider an insider and I want to
kick them I want to say that I’m the
master I’ve never shared my personal
story publicly on stage I want to share
a little bit of that with you guys today
so at the age of 16 I was washing
utensils at somebody’s house in a very
big house I still remember my psyche
they had 18 then and it’s back in the
day eighteen ac’s and I counted it and I
think at that time Boyzone and I’m Brad
Adams you know used to kind of dive on
them so I was very good at singing and I
they caught me singing an English song
and back in the day the terminology
knocker was so my outsider inside anyway
I asked a phenomenal someone Oh Kathy
they were vexed and how a 16 year old
boy who’s a knocker sweeping floors in
our house
can speak in English and of course I was
thrown out when I walked out there was a
security guard guarding that big mansion
and out 2122 a sees that they had I
asked him
yay Kaku Thea he said my security guard
a and did LeMay Colonel securities their
mama officer so I walked it’s about five
six kilometers from George bar actually
lesser were four kilometers and I was
early morning I waited for the owner who
was an ex-army guy too
he comes in and I said look I need a job
can I be a security guard he said you’re
16 and he was I gave a long spiel I I
think I had a little bit of acting even
then in me I got the job by next day I
was in a showroom in south extension one
in Delhi called Benetton and I was a
security guard there so I would open
those with them again talk in English or
greet in Hindi and people would not
believe that I was pretty cute when I
was young by the way you know it’s
really really long but and people would
not believe that I am a security guard
and then the owners and thus then
security guard then the assistant
manager there
Christopher Ashley told customers no no
he is a security guard two weeks into
that I was on the fourth floor of the
same building which is still there in
Delhi South extension Benetton wanted to
commit suicide so I want to commit
suicide I was not happy there was there
were reasons nobody wants to commit
suicide anybody wants to commit suicide
here I’m going to stop this right now
and while I was thinking about it
contemplating I think the brainwave in
me questioning me Keyes this is a back
lane there lot of wires what if I get
stuck what if I fall and I limp Sprague
and I get paraplegic and then I just
read about a kook
what I was 12 I’d read
inspiring book of a girl who committed
suicide broke on her limbs and arms and
became a legend so all of a sudden she
haunted me no no no I can’t do this a
boy walks him who is maybe was God of I
still remember his name
he’s a his father was in the army he
walks in with food he said hey I want to
share my lunch with you and I’m
perspiring his daily heat contemplating
how did suicide not to suicide guy walks
and he says or share my lunch with us
epic waiter I have lunch with him three
weeks later the assistant manager
Christopher and one after me yeah you
speak so well where’d he come from
I said there’s a lot that has happened
in life but I went to an amazing school
is called a mark near Lucknow they
actually had a they went two steps back
me through you from Lamar tear up now
how come you’re here no I’m here
this is Dino Picchu I legally make Duke
on it it’s called Jordache there should
be a Georgia as jeans back in the day fu
Jordache I went there it was Ricky beer
I said we came here and I was in my own
garden
I didn’t even lie I was I went by lunch
break from aritaum to the comedian I
said Ricky beer I need a job
I’m a security guard at Benetton they
are saying maybe English at GM a
Salesman pants septum do you have a job
yes I have a job of a helper and let’s
see what you do now when you watch
movies they do so now there’s a lot that
happened in between from there from some
outside to some inside some outside some
inside I reached Bombay where everyone
who enters Bombay even from M the bath
or from Goa you got to pay octroi and
they still call you outsider a lot
happened and then I came to Bombay and
every day that I stayed in Bombay I
heard people complaining fighting and
really wasting time and energy on
whose outsider and who’s the insider
luckily by now I had had such an amazing
journey and experience I didn’t give
them any attention I said this is
bullshit this is gone this is a waste of
time unfortunately it did exist this
phenomena called outsider an insider the
reason I shared my story with you is
this there’s nothing called on outside
an insider and if there is according to
me this is my understanding which I want
to share with you today is you are the
insider and you are the outsider the
insider you knew is somebody who is
starting a tent attempting to take a
first step to anything that is an
insider which is you who’s already taken
that step that’s my definition of
outsider an insider and then they are
masterminds and then there are people
who just want to make us weak as soon as
you enter a realm of thought of action
they want to defeat you they don’t want
to think about your path they want to
think you’re an outsider and diminish
your purpose in your part luckily I was
a thick skin luckily I had a different
way of thinking that happens when you
spend two years on footpath in Delhi you
know and I consider that really really
I’ve considered myself so fortunate but
I never felt an outsider anyway when I
was on footpath have another story three
days they were the Chola pull Cherica
you know they sell to a liquid chain
dairy they really big and for two days
he gave me free food the fourth day I
didn’t go to him to I felt to Darwin
have money he might ask me money for
those two days or it’s not nice okay
more stay hungry today sixth day or the
seventh day one of the people who are
kind of you know on the streets those
vendors they located me they said that
to Allah Cujo Allah is looking for you
shit he wants money anyways next morning
I met him he was upset with me he said
why didn’t you come for the Chola
culture so what I mean
he said from tomorrow morning I want you
to have the first show luck which I had
to lucky air I was an outsider to Delhi
I was an outsider to the foot part I was
an outsider – that guy was I know so
this is again very short I’m writing a
book actually on this but it’s called
nobody is listening gets affected by the
insider and the outsider question or the
phenomena that kind of hits us is what
space do you think is between an insider
and outsider I thought about this in the
morning because I thought while I’m
talking to you so this question came to
me actually just early morning are you
in my flight see what is the space
between an outsider an insider is it
Bombay because I’m an actor you will
maybe go and do some engineering or you
know the whenever course you are doing
what is the difference what’s the space
and it just stuck to me it’s just one
step so that that means I go back to
saying what I said earlier that the
outsider in you is the insider ahead of
you that you’re chasing
because in my career in my life I have
never never felt the need to entertain
this thought and if you speak maybe if I
can share a little bit of experience
from my my acting struggle when I came
to Bombay I came with my share of
hardships my share of lack of IQ because
I was thrown out of school when I was in
11th grade so 0 IQ or less like you on
EQ I was
– there was no akyuu knee and then as
years passed on I realized I was told by
someone you also lack an SQ that’s a
spiritual question Tara what do I do now
so when somebody told me this I said
I’ll be GQ I’ll go to GQ l by a GQ
magazine and very good clothes and look
pretty and make people happy and that’s
how acting started with me I didn’t know
anything about acting
I had never watched a film I had never
did a book oh it’s just younger every
guy and I come to Bombay and I start
doing films and I did my first film Kai
PO che
that’s why Gujarat will always be so
dear and so special for me I spent three
months in this beautiful city but
nagaram the Baths short Kaipo che which
I’m sure most of you would have seen and
and after that film I started finding my
groove I started finding my insider and
my outsider my insider started fighting
my outsider my outsider started
questioning my insider I started getting
said Wow
should write a book on EQ oh thanks you
said I’m an outsider but same people who
said that I lack on IQ they say are you
still like an IQ doesn’t matter I found
a way of life which is which has I call
it a dance of contradiction it changes
every day every week I’d make key to him
yeah I’m a kid opening you you know but
it’s mine I started sleeping at a
certain time which is an outsider to
somebody else that concept that thought
process
it’s an outsider of somebody else but my
insider is sleeping at an o clock
because that’s my comfort again there’s
no judgment I’m trying to attach this to
a kind of a bigger
understanding that they even told me
that G don’t party you won’t get films
so I would understand why would a
producer make a 10 million dollar or say
over 50k or 100 crore or a 40 girl film
with somebody who is obnoxiously gone at
4 a.m. in the morning with that guys
want to reach at 6 o’clock with eye bags
why would he want that I had reached at
6 o’clock like this you should warn me
right so they would say no you should
party you should network I don’t
understand what network means if I like
you I’m going to call you come to your
house have a meal and go these are no no
no you are an outsider you have to work
harder how do I add what drinking more
or partying more or being cool
I don’t know I thank my parents a tank
my style thanks the million people in
this country who watch me tolerate my
back pathetic acting but I just carried
on I just want to pass this thought to
you there’s nothing called outside an
insider when we start thinking a thought
when we start dreaming a dream of any
consequences is the start you are an
outsider to that thought and when you
work hard you walk that path what do you
talk that language and you start
achieving it you start walking down that
Lane you become an insider I rest my case thank you very much for donating
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