[Music]
one night I got really drunk in a bar
and I got talking to a guy like a really
old guy and his kid that just had a
child so he was like he showed me a
picture of his grandchild and I we were
talking and it got like we got really
drunk and it got quite flirty and
without any inhibitions I I went for it
and it was the best sex I’ve ever had
how am I supposed to figure this out I
am NOT turned on by guys my age I am
really turned on by guys that could
basically be my granddad at least my dad
over my dad sometimes I can’t tell
anyone and like if I want to have kids
how does that work because I just feel
this I like I feel it inside myself and
I can’t get rid of it I don’t really
when I’m having sex with my girlfriend I
I think of men but but I’m not gay um I
mean I love my girlfriend and I never
had sex with men and that’s the thing
that I don’t I don’t want to do I don’t
believe that love is is a sexual thing
although sex is is a big part of
anybody’s relationship but that’s not it
is not the biggest thing right so I
don’t think I’m I’m gay I just think
that that is something that needs to be
explained and I and I can’t explain I
just I just can’t
[Music]
I’ve got a boyfriend at the moment we’ve
only been seeing each other for a couple
of months or so and we have sex and it
is good but it’s just like how it was
when I was with you know in my previous
relationships it’s just it’s just normal
it’s not very exciting at all and I
can’t orgasm with him without watching
this particular porn so that the porn
that I do enjoy watching it’s it shows
quite graphic scenes of of of torture
and and yeah people in pain and it does
yeah it turns me on and but I haven’t
yet told him that
I find it not really difficult the
thought of speaking to him about it is
really yes it’s really hard for me and
I’m not sure if I’m gonna be able to
bring myself around to doing it
I don’t know I’m going to explain this
so much it may be age I don’t really
know but I have a terrible job getting
directions it gets to my mind it really
makes me really makes me worry I mean
there’s things I see people do or I hear
of people doing it I’d love to be able
to do myself when you get out of it the
desires are still with you you still
have them but your body just won’t let
you do anything about them I’m in a
relationship with a woman we’ve been
together for a while this long-term is
serious we’re in love everything is
great really there’s something that has
come up recently which is causing
friction between us I have a fantasy if
you would of being a schoolgirl again
and being taken off into the woods by a
group of men I want him to rip my
clothes off I want them to fight over me
I want to see the passion in their eyes
I want I’m gonna be outside I want to be
unsafe I’m gonna be powerless and I
[Music]
I can’t get this out of my head it’s
become an obsession
I don’t even find unattractive so I
really don’t I don’t even understand
where this is coming from I think I just
don’t know what to do because when me
and my girlfriend tried to make love she
knows that there’s something else on my
mind it frustrates me that I can’t be
present with her and I don’t know what
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one night I got really drunk in a bar
and I got talking to a guy like a really
old guy and his kid that just had a
child so he was like he showed me a
picture of his grandchild and I we were
talking and it got like we got really
drunk and it got quite flirty and
without any inhibitions I I went for it
and it was the best sex I’ve ever had
how am I supposed to figure this out I
am NOT turned on by guys my age I am
really turned on by guys that could
basically be my granddad at least my dad
over my dad sometimes I can’t tell
anyone and like if I want to have kids
how does that work because I just feel
this I like I feel it inside myself and
I can’t get rid of it I don’t really
when I’m having sex with my girlfriend I
I think of men but but I’m not gay um I
mean I love my girlfriend and I never
had sex with men and that’s the thing
that I don’t I don’t want to do I don’t
believe that love is is a sexual thing
although sex is is a big part of
anybody’s relationship but that’s not it
is not the biggest thing right so I
don’t think I’m I’m gay I just think
that that is something that needs to be
explained and I and I can’t explain I
just I just can’t
[Music]
I’ve got a boyfriend at the moment we’ve
only been seeing each other for a couple
of months or so and we have sex and it
is good but it’s just like how it was
when I was with you know in my previous
relationships it’s just it’s just normal
it’s not very exciting at all and I
can’t orgasm with him without watching
this particular porn so that the porn
that I do enjoy watching it’s it shows
quite graphic scenes of of of torture
and and yeah people in pain and it does
yeah it turns me on and but I haven’t
yet told him that
I find it not really difficult the
thought of speaking to him about it is
really yes it’s really hard for me and
I’m not sure if I’m gonna be able to
bring myself around to doing it
I don’t know I’m going to explain this
so much it may be age I don’t really
know but I have a terrible job getting
directions it gets to my mind it really
makes me really makes me worry I mean
there’s things I see people do or I hear
of people doing it I’d love to be able
to do myself when you get out of it the
desires are still with you you still
have them but your body just won’t let
you do anything about them I’m in a
relationship with a woman we’ve been
together for a while this long-term is
serious we’re in love everything is
great really there’s something that has
come up recently which is causing
friction between us I have a fantasy if
you would of being a schoolgirl again
and being taken off into the woods by a
group of men I want him to rip my
clothes off I want them to fight over me
I want to see the passion in their eyes
I want I’m gonna be outside I want to be
unsafe I’m gonna be powerless and I
[Music]
I can’t get this out of my head it’s
become an obsession
I don’t even find unattractive so I
really don’t I don’t even understand
where this is coming from I think I just
don’t know what to do because when me
and my girlfriend tried to make love she
knows that there’s something else on my
mind it frustrates me that I can’t be
present with her and I don’t know what
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subscribing if you want more why not
visit us in person and attend a class or
take a look at our shop at the link on your screen now
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