please infinite waters diving deep once
again a lot of people have been asking
can you do a video on your awakening and
I’ve done videos on my awakening in
different videos so I’m gonna do one
right now and so much has happened that
it’s so difficult just to pinpoint a
specific time because the awakening
continues enlightenment is knowing how
much you don’t know so I am not awakened
because you can’t become awaken to
infinity you can only become awaken to
one level but in a nutshell this is not
an autobiography but in a nutshell I
first remember when I was at school and
I remember children talking about the
football like is if it was a real event
they were crying over it and they always
just asked me what team do you support
and I would say a team and I was in
2-foot why he’s to play football but I
never really got so addicted to it where
it was a matter of life and death and I
would see how people will take it so
seriously and even when it came to
watching films I would be in the car
with my mom
we were driving around and I would say
it’s just the film and because they were
analyzing the film so much over the
actors and everything and I would say
it’s just a film because I could almost
see through the veil at that young age
and I feel a lot of us
we’re born with a sense of knowing when
we know from the heart we just realize
there’s something wrong with the world
and for me I’ve always known this as a
child but at the same time there was a
lot of challenges and road bumps along
the way and it was actually when I was
actually in university the last year of
university about to finish my degree in
psychology and criminology I had these
massive headaches and I at the time I
was so stressed because I was like okay
this is the most important thing in my
life once I have this then I can be a
psychologist I can go and help people
here and there and I was actually
hospitalized for one month and it was
just due to stress and during that time
it was like a metamorphosis happened
because I asked myself the question what
matters most what do I desire most and
during that time I realized even though
I was studying I was doing this but I do
nothing about myself I was lost I was
lost in the wilderness and at that time
I just remembered to myself saying okay
I have to finish this degree and I
finished it in the end but after them
after that whole experience it really
shook me to the core and I realized that
what is this all about that was the big
question I asked myself what is this all
about but before then I’ve always been
in the church I had always been in the
church I was serving in the church but
at the same time I had questions of my
own
I wanted to know okay who created this
thing we call the universe
and my mind was always telling me that
this is a grand mystery and I always
realized that the Creator is within us
we are part of the source of life and I
remember that asking myself why should I
be externalizing the source of life to a
person or a place
no the source of life is infinity itself
expressing its expressing itself in
different manifestations and when I
realized that I said okay I have to
withdraw myself from this setting
completely and during that time I was
already having these questions about
okay am I gonna get crucified because
that’s the whole thing when we enter
these organizations we have a network of
people that we are making friends with
and when you withdraw yourself when you
go within then you lose a lot of friends
and at that time I did lose a lot of
friends even in university in school
when I was just asking these questions I
realised that my friend started to
change when you change everything around
you changes as well so for me when I
actually withdrew from all organizations
and I realized essentially we have to
nobody is coming to save us that was the
hardest thing me to realize nothing
external to you can show you who you are
you have to know thyself by knowing
thyself you have to surrender to
yourself you have to accept yourself
100% so for me going through this vast
wilderness I realize it’s not just about
reading so many books because before
then I was trying to read information
and I realized wait a minute I am the
greatest book alive I’m the living book
and I realized less is more why are we
spending all of this effort just to look
good in the eyes of others that’s what I
was doing before them I just wanted to
please everyone around me so the
awakening came essentially when I
realized that everything is within
yourself we live in the world that we’re
thinking of I realized early on that the
television was there to programming
hence program
and I realized if I am sitting down in
front of the TV for three hours how is
this benefiting my life and I realize
okay I am awakened to this but what am I
going to do about it and that’s the
biggest thing in my awakening which has
really changed my life forever what are
you gonna do about your awakening now
that you have this information how are
you gonna incorporate it into your life
to become greater to become more
balanced and therefore I had to make
these drastic lifestyle changes
I had to also emerge from the deep sleep
and you can only do that when you
realize every single thing in your life
is connected not only what you watch on
television but what you eat what you
listen to
we’re feeding our senses we’re feeding
ourselves in so many ways it’s
unbelievable the type of people we come
in contact with the friends we have and
I realize everything is based on
resonance and therefore I have to also
take responsibility for where I find
myself I have to realize I am the
currency therefore abundance is our
natural state so don’t worry about how
you’re gonna survive because we’re the
only species on this planet who is
working for our food and our
accommodation we have to pay our way
through life
and we are supposed to be intelligent
species
we’ve really gone wrong somewhere along
the way but for me I just found so much
in a freedom to realize why do you have
to compete with everyone and that was a
big turning point in my awakening even
when I was at work I would be working
but at the same time I would be trying
to compete with my coworker for this
promotion for that promotion but at the
same time inside I was a hollow shell
because the work I was working was not
my true work and when you know better
you have to do better and for me I
is this work helping me to become more
balanced and then instantly like I said
before the biggest question what are you
gonna do about it when you have an
awakening moment what are you gonna do
about it so I said okay let me work in a
field that inspires me and that’s what
I’m doing right now by making films
making doing graphic design inspiring
people being inspired by people and it’s
just fantastic with the awakening there
was a time where I was down and out I
realized that how I viewed myself was
not favorable I didn’t see myself in a
glamorous life and I realized I’ve
created this and that was a light bulb
moment to say we are creating our own
world through the thoughts we have of
ourselves the image we have of ourselves
will come back to bite us and I through
them I retreated I began to working on
myself and I realized the universe
always sent someone and when I began to
connect with like minds I said let me
make a video and just share my own
experience and through that I realized
there were other people having similar
experiences and we just created this
network and we will be helping each
other and that was amazing just to share
with people and I realize the secret
if you don’t give out anything you’re
not going to receive anything back so
for me realizing that everything I’d
learn in school was garbage what I’d
been working for me
no sense it freed me to accept that to
not live in denial and to say okay I’m
gonna create my own universe I’m gonna
create my own world and that is my
awakening right now the awakening
continues every day is becoming more
exciting it’s becoming more adventurous
because you’re taking all kinds of leaps
when you’re just struggling to make it
you play safe but at the same time
inside you’re miserable when you start
becoming more alive you realize okay you
don’t have to go and live your life in a
pattern in this routine which saps your
energy you can actually become more
expansive spread your wings and start
flying out of here I could never
understand why people believed in
certain books about the story of
creation but never questioned who wrote
these books so for me I was hungry for
this information to know
who wrote these books that’s what I was
asking myself did it just magically
write itself and then I realized my
awakening came when I realized
essentially so many people have had
experiences which they realize that
essentially there is something greater
at work here and what’s happened is many
of us we are living through other
people’s experiences vicariously and
these people have been called prophets
and all kinds of things but for me I
realized that I am not gonna worship
something outside of myself I’m gonna
worship everything and it was just
liberating to realize that you don’t
have to feel inadequate you don’t have
to many of us we have a low self-esteem
low confidence levels we don’t keep our
head up the face tells a whole story and
when we have images in the media which
show violence all the time we become
addicted to this violence there was a
time when I was also interested in
history I wanted to say okay I was
interested in ancient Egypt or chemic
and that sense my youtube channel is
chemic prints one and it got changed to
infinite waters but when I was
interested in ancient Egypt there were a
lot of books I was reading and it’s
fascinating because that civilization
really shows you what you can do with a
balanced brain we still don’t know how
they built the pyramids all of these
things I was infatuated with that
reading reading lectures getting
inspired and I still am inspired but
then when I realized okay
infinite waters is essentially realizing
that we’re living in a world of infinite
possibilities and to say that you know
everything about the world or the
universe is to limit yourself because
we’re living in a sea of potentialities
and I realized that everything is
connected I am another yourself now and
for me that’s when I realized that okay
this is time for infinite waters moving
and letting go of what you think you
know – realizing that all of us are
travelers in this vast ocean and for me
that’s where I really even found my
greatest awakening to realize that it’s
okay to say those three words I don’t
know because once you say I don’t know
then you free up space you essentially
are living in a state of non judgment
and that’s what we’re doing is children
we’re living in a state of non judgment
and that’s why there is so much flow
there when you say you know everything
then you become stuck and that’s how I
was in my early journey I thought I knew
everything about the world
and as my mind just grows more in it
more and more every day I can’t even see
people in terms of color in terms of
class in terms of gender all of that for
me is limitation and therefore I
realized this journey I’m taking may not
be a popular one but at the same time my
heart was in it and this fundamental
question what do you desire I realized
even though I have a degree and I have
all of that but at the same time what is
it I want to do and for me it was just
to find inner balance and if I can
inspire some people some people along
the way that’s beautiful but essentially
I realized that we have to create the
world we want to live in nobody is gonna
do it for us so in turn I realize okay I
love filmmaking so I became a
cinematographer graphic designer and
through that I’m using art to inspire
and for me it’s fantastic right now this
journey just meeting so many like minds
but the whole awakening it was a tough
road and it still is a tough road but at
the same time I’m realizing that the
emotions are stored within our body and
therefore since the body is the vehicle
we have to maintain that it it is our
greatest asset the bodies we have is our
greatest asset that should be our
greatest investment so instead of
learning about who is coming to attack
you or being driven by fear for me it
was more about empower yourself through
learning the healing arts learn about
sexology relation
chips you can only learn about that by
being in a relationship by being in
contact with the in essence of yourself
because we exist within each other by
it’s not just because you’re a man you
have to be tough all the time or your
woman you have to be soft all the time
essentially it’s about equilibrium
so for me my awakening came when I
realized okay I am everything around me
and at that point the fear dissipated I
let go the awakening came essentially
when I let go of everything
I thought I knew about the world and
though awakening continues when you
realize that essentially you don’t have
to suffer to wake up you don’t have to
struggle to make it so since then my
feeling and knowing is that we’re living
in incredible times and all we have to
do is just be in balance that’s it in a
nutshell
this is not autobiography but I just
thought I’ll share that infinite waters
diving deep once again stay well stay healthy
again a lot of people have been asking
can you do a video on your awakening and
I’ve done videos on my awakening in
different videos so I’m gonna do one
right now and so much has happened that
it’s so difficult just to pinpoint a
specific time because the awakening
continues enlightenment is knowing how
much you don’t know so I am not awakened
because you can’t become awaken to
infinity you can only become awaken to
one level but in a nutshell this is not
an autobiography but in a nutshell I
first remember when I was at school and
I remember children talking about the
football like is if it was a real event
they were crying over it and they always
just asked me what team do you support
and I would say a team and I was in
2-foot why he’s to play football but I
never really got so addicted to it where
it was a matter of life and death and I
would see how people will take it so
seriously and even when it came to
watching films I would be in the car
with my mom
we were driving around and I would say
it’s just the film and because they were
analyzing the film so much over the
actors and everything and I would say
it’s just a film because I could almost
see through the veil at that young age
and I feel a lot of us
we’re born with a sense of knowing when
we know from the heart we just realize
there’s something wrong with the world
and for me I’ve always known this as a
child but at the same time there was a
lot of challenges and road bumps along
the way and it was actually when I was
actually in university the last year of
university about to finish my degree in
psychology and criminology I had these
massive headaches and I at the time I
was so stressed because I was like okay
this is the most important thing in my
life once I have this then I can be a
psychologist I can go and help people
here and there and I was actually
hospitalized for one month and it was
just due to stress and during that time
it was like a metamorphosis happened
because I asked myself the question what
matters most what do I desire most and
during that time I realized even though
I was studying I was doing this but I do
nothing about myself I was lost I was
lost in the wilderness and at that time
I just remembered to myself saying okay
I have to finish this degree and I
finished it in the end but after them
after that whole experience it really
shook me to the core and I realized that
what is this all about that was the big
question I asked myself what is this all
about but before then I’ve always been
in the church I had always been in the
church I was serving in the church but
at the same time I had questions of my
own
I wanted to know okay who created this
thing we call the universe
and my mind was always telling me that
this is a grand mystery and I always
realized that the Creator is within us
we are part of the source of life and I
remember that asking myself why should I
be externalizing the source of life to a
person or a place
no the source of life is infinity itself
expressing its expressing itself in
different manifestations and when I
realized that I said okay I have to
withdraw myself from this setting
completely and during that time I was
already having these questions about
okay am I gonna get crucified because
that’s the whole thing when we enter
these organizations we have a network of
people that we are making friends with
and when you withdraw yourself when you
go within then you lose a lot of friends
and at that time I did lose a lot of
friends even in university in school
when I was just asking these questions I
realised that my friend started to
change when you change everything around
you changes as well so for me when I
actually withdrew from all organizations
and I realized essentially we have to
nobody is coming to save us that was the
hardest thing me to realize nothing
external to you can show you who you are
you have to know thyself by knowing
thyself you have to surrender to
yourself you have to accept yourself
100% so for me going through this vast
wilderness I realize it’s not just about
reading so many books because before
then I was trying to read information
and I realized wait a minute I am the
greatest book alive I’m the living book
and I realized less is more why are we
spending all of this effort just to look
good in the eyes of others that’s what I
was doing before them I just wanted to
please everyone around me so the
awakening came essentially when I
realized that everything is within
yourself we live in the world that we’re
thinking of I realized early on that the
television was there to programming
hence program
and I realized if I am sitting down in
front of the TV for three hours how is
this benefiting my life and I realize
okay I am awakened to this but what am I
going to do about it and that’s the
biggest thing in my awakening which has
really changed my life forever what are
you gonna do about your awakening now
that you have this information how are
you gonna incorporate it into your life
to become greater to become more
balanced and therefore I had to make
these drastic lifestyle changes
I had to also emerge from the deep sleep
and you can only do that when you
realize every single thing in your life
is connected not only what you watch on
television but what you eat what you
listen to
we’re feeding our senses we’re feeding
ourselves in so many ways it’s
unbelievable the type of people we come
in contact with the friends we have and
I realize everything is based on
resonance and therefore I have to also
take responsibility for where I find
myself I have to realize I am the
currency therefore abundance is our
natural state so don’t worry about how
you’re gonna survive because we’re the
only species on this planet who is
working for our food and our
accommodation we have to pay our way
through life
and we are supposed to be intelligent
species
we’ve really gone wrong somewhere along
the way but for me I just found so much
in a freedom to realize why do you have
to compete with everyone and that was a
big turning point in my awakening even
when I was at work I would be working
but at the same time I would be trying
to compete with my coworker for this
promotion for that promotion but at the
same time inside I was a hollow shell
because the work I was working was not
my true work and when you know better
you have to do better and for me I
is this work helping me to become more
balanced and then instantly like I said
before the biggest question what are you
gonna do about it when you have an
awakening moment what are you gonna do
about it so I said okay let me work in a
field that inspires me and that’s what
I’m doing right now by making films
making doing graphic design inspiring
people being inspired by people and it’s
just fantastic with the awakening there
was a time where I was down and out I
realized that how I viewed myself was
not favorable I didn’t see myself in a
glamorous life and I realized I’ve
created this and that was a light bulb
moment to say we are creating our own
world through the thoughts we have of
ourselves the image we have of ourselves
will come back to bite us and I through
them I retreated I began to working on
myself and I realized the universe
always sent someone and when I began to
connect with like minds I said let me
make a video and just share my own
experience and through that I realized
there were other people having similar
experiences and we just created this
network and we will be helping each
other and that was amazing just to share
with people and I realize the secret
if you don’t give out anything you’re
not going to receive anything back so
for me realizing that everything I’d
learn in school was garbage what I’d
been working for me
no sense it freed me to accept that to
not live in denial and to say okay I’m
gonna create my own universe I’m gonna
create my own world and that is my
awakening right now the awakening
continues every day is becoming more
exciting it’s becoming more adventurous
because you’re taking all kinds of leaps
when you’re just struggling to make it
you play safe but at the same time
inside you’re miserable when you start
becoming more alive you realize okay you
don’t have to go and live your life in a
pattern in this routine which saps your
energy you can actually become more
expansive spread your wings and start
flying out of here I could never
understand why people believed in
certain books about the story of
creation but never questioned who wrote
these books so for me I was hungry for
this information to know
who wrote these books that’s what I was
asking myself did it just magically
write itself and then I realized my
awakening came when I realized
essentially so many people have had
experiences which they realize that
essentially there is something greater
at work here and what’s happened is many
of us we are living through other
people’s experiences vicariously and
these people have been called prophets
and all kinds of things but for me I
realized that I am not gonna worship
something outside of myself I’m gonna
worship everything and it was just
liberating to realize that you don’t
have to feel inadequate you don’t have
to many of us we have a low self-esteem
low confidence levels we don’t keep our
head up the face tells a whole story and
when we have images in the media which
show violence all the time we become
addicted to this violence there was a
time when I was also interested in
history I wanted to say okay I was
interested in ancient Egypt or chemic
and that sense my youtube channel is
chemic prints one and it got changed to
infinite waters but when I was
interested in ancient Egypt there were a
lot of books I was reading and it’s
fascinating because that civilization
really shows you what you can do with a
balanced brain we still don’t know how
they built the pyramids all of these
things I was infatuated with that
reading reading lectures getting
inspired and I still am inspired but
then when I realized okay
infinite waters is essentially realizing
that we’re living in a world of infinite
possibilities and to say that you know
everything about the world or the
universe is to limit yourself because
we’re living in a sea of potentialities
and I realized that everything is
connected I am another yourself now and
for me that’s when I realized that okay
this is time for infinite waters moving
and letting go of what you think you
know – realizing that all of us are
travelers in this vast ocean and for me
that’s where I really even found my
greatest awakening to realize that it’s
okay to say those three words I don’t
know because once you say I don’t know
then you free up space you essentially
are living in a state of non judgment
and that’s what we’re doing is children
we’re living in a state of non judgment
and that’s why there is so much flow
there when you say you know everything
then you become stuck and that’s how I
was in my early journey I thought I knew
everything about the world
and as my mind just grows more in it
more and more every day I can’t even see
people in terms of color in terms of
class in terms of gender all of that for
me is limitation and therefore I
realized this journey I’m taking may not
be a popular one but at the same time my
heart was in it and this fundamental
question what do you desire I realized
even though I have a degree and I have
all of that but at the same time what is
it I want to do and for me it was just
to find inner balance and if I can
inspire some people some people along
the way that’s beautiful but essentially
I realized that we have to create the
world we want to live in nobody is gonna
do it for us so in turn I realize okay I
love filmmaking so I became a
cinematographer graphic designer and
through that I’m using art to inspire
and for me it’s fantastic right now this
journey just meeting so many like minds
but the whole awakening it was a tough
road and it still is a tough road but at
the same time I’m realizing that the
emotions are stored within our body and
therefore since the body is the vehicle
we have to maintain that it it is our
greatest asset the bodies we have is our
greatest asset that should be our
greatest investment so instead of
learning about who is coming to attack
you or being driven by fear for me it
was more about empower yourself through
learning the healing arts learn about
sexology relation
chips you can only learn about that by
being in a relationship by being in
contact with the in essence of yourself
because we exist within each other by
it’s not just because you’re a man you
have to be tough all the time or your
woman you have to be soft all the time
essentially it’s about equilibrium
so for me my awakening came when I
realized okay I am everything around me
and at that point the fear dissipated I
let go the awakening came essentially
when I let go of everything
I thought I knew about the world and
though awakening continues when you
realize that essentially you don’t have
to suffer to wake up you don’t have to
struggle to make it so since then my
feeling and knowing is that we’re living
in incredible times and all we have to
do is just be in balance that’s it in a
nutshell
this is not autobiography but I just
thought I’ll share that infinite waters
diving deep once again stay well stay healthy
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