[Music]
my name is billy and I’m 37 years old I
has been working for almost fifteen years in
marketing and recently I discovered
a new world
the world of digital and digital
so my studies were far away so
it took a lot of discounts
question
so that’s great I learned
new modes of operation a
new way of acting but I’m not
not here tonight to talk to you about my
professional career
No, I ‘m here tonight for you
to share marlotte I listen to it
years that I am ashamed
and besides I even think that my
close to me so tonight I want
to be myself to free myself from the look
others and to finally move forward
my name is and tells me I’m 37 years old and
for almost 15 years I have been two
clothed women lengthen the ball at
belly tonight but I do not want to
your pity
I grew up in the 80s in
Paris region and like all
little girls of my age I was watching
the princesses 10 and you remember
one day my prince is so I waited
to the prince and his strongly encouraged
by my mother who will encourage them to
tender vegetables young girl serious
model pupil
I had to express my side
rebel she repairs so it was in
choosing my prince charming
I set my sights on the rebel him
it’s the bad boy what then I was
particularly fulfilled a bad boy
since from the first weeks I have
received my correction
the first correction yes I had a
little too much looked at a boy during a
boom then I should have been scared
I should have worried he apologized
and he looked so sincere he
go first he would not start again
obviously it was not true I did not know
not that precise wind that I was advancing my
descent into hell that I advanced a
psychological and physical destruction
so to illustrate this
destruction and to be comfortable for
you pass it on
I decided to illustrate this vividly
which is important to me in the kitchen I am
rather greedy
so I thought, you’ll do well
as in any cooking recipe he
need ingredients
so obviously for purists
this is a metaphor we will take
as an ingredient a toy play it it’s
me maybe you see doazit
on one side your friends so how is one
chooses to play the resistance of
toy may be proportional to the
perversity of the cook otherwise it’s not
funny to play it might break
before the end of the recipe so we can
start now the first step
slap and caress step very
important since it is at that moment
that your future toy must become
completely completely dependent
stiff crazy lover so it takes
alternate periods of humiliation from
costs with honeymoon periods
do not hesitate in the extremes
it will make your play even more
dependent that he will think of living a
extreme passion with you ah yes because
than 10 movies
series see the TV once your blu ray
well dependent we can go to step
next
isolation then there two schools
brain isolation or isolation
physical
I got France it’s a
adventurer so we went to ten
thousand kilometers live east of the
meeting
I was far from my family of friends
no more witnesses for power if ever
Never a moment of weakness to
share
that’s when humiliation
costs are increasing to start again
plus seven drawings then sets up a
climate of fear and in this climate one can
add accessories
it’s much funnier necessary
stimulate a little bit of creativity done
very well take a revolver you the
position to expect him to expect
a moment later you remove it
you would laugh you said nothing
do not worry it was just bullets
to white it was just to see his
reaction
we can also invite a young audience
it makes you smile and is usually the
moms and their children as tendon
Achille I held fifteen years with
this recipe
so I’ll go to the first
question taboo why I stayed
so I’ve already heard in
conversations to her only had to leave
I have to say it feels so much
simple no so I have no answer
all done
all I can tell you is that
I was in love at first but in the end
I was completely alienated by this
man aline and by fear is obliged to
adapt to survive then one
fits
as I told you and adapting
I did what is called Darwinism
conjugal fit or punctured I decided
to adapt
so we see
predispositions to the web is closed or well
on the contrary we see ourselves revealing
new faculties
I will share some of them
the first faculty the secret agent
I constantly had a bag under my feet
from my bed with a doubt of my keys
car spare business the
emergency exits
well known to be ready with these
booklets
anytime the papers were at
my parents I had nothing I could
to leave at any moment a secret agent
his maid also this double life my life
at work
my life with the years my life in
patients and sport at the same time this
double life that’s what allowed me to
to hold the day I had a normal life
then there is hyper perfection and
control it was rather a
predisposition then threw into these
moments there we pay attention to everything at this
we say when we speak will start
Saturday
is what we do to eat and libertarian
fiction is also a moment with this
loss of self-confidence to search
the styles somewhere so I
go look in my studies he is
loaded the job to have a
objective recognition this is also the
way to get safe
I control everything because I’m the
only to be able to guarantee my safety
finally dissociation that’s a pure
survival mechanism your body is very
well done it can protect us in fact
dangers and allow us to act
I was in constant danger in
quarters before I was plugged lady who
teamed up and all the time so
I disconnected my brain with my
other meaning to my body I worked
like that for years then
how is he fate dare that’s
accept one can accept to lose the
control and more letting go in a
moment of weakness after an episode a
little more violent usually I have
working
I called my friend for help and there all
all of a sudden, the external gaze
get in there i understood then the
normality
situation I’m reading in tomatoes
I went to his house and brought
complaint I made my bag I took my
girl and I left but then when
the husband stops
is that as far as we go
better in 89% of the cases the victims of
extreme domestic violence
Serious consequences suicide attempt
anxiety fear I was not immune to that
good vintage this is where a
second and agro shame all the more
that it’s violent men are
sometimes very well inserted socially
so we also fear than is
not believe and the fear of destabilizing by
compared to those stable compared to those
could represent this
violent spouse
that was my case so I talked to
nobody nor but by a bed my friends neither
my new lover was not short
so I did what’s called a
absolute resiliency I put everything under the
carpet
and then I did what was expected of
I tried to be happy
I was going to be happy
girl or a turban safe my
parents are from living near me I
am married with an extraordinary man
I have a good job
all the ingredients of a happy ending but
here is my body decided to talk everything
alone
insomnia migraine ulcer to change
first reacted in a Cartesian way I
went to the doctor I took
a lot of drugs I did
a lot of exams make it last longer
five years
after five stakes are baptized
always resulted I tried
another approach I released the word
a second time I spoke at length
to my loved ones and I felt
and from that moment that I have
started to really build because
that in the end I do not know who I was
who is he and between the person who has
evolved and who adapted to that
I really like and then this body that I
touched more than I looked more than
I did not live anymore I was locked in
a cage with these survival mechanisms
so I tried a lot of methods
sophrology osteopathy micro that he is
physiotherapy to acupuncture of all
these methods
I kept tools and that will bring
good but I still did not live
actually my body I then decided
to really inhabit his body so I
worked the energy realized that
my body was stuck I did yoga
is that you know the cause of
meaning of yoga unite the body and
the mind to do more than one
that’s what I was looking for
I also said to meditation
to be aware of myself
of my surroundings and be anchored in
safety in the environment that
was mine now I recently
also released the word with a
professional so I was rather
happy because I had words
about my trauma and I felt
less alone and less crazy too and I
realized with a lot of
kindness
in the end I was just a soldier
income from the war that had seen lived and
does difficult things and if
today I was talking to you then that I
am not repaired yet it’s for
that you can free speech and
become aware of the power and
saving words be vigilant
it’s also important to release the
word to educate our children
of course also I will tell them my daughter ‘s
believe in prince charming but I him
will explain that four out of 10 princesses
know about violence and so she
may have the chance of his life to
meet a moment and a charming
because yes we teenagers want
live all existing things like
we see in the movies you know where
we trivialize violence the sex the
passion and then or adults or not
not understand of course so what
will want to explain to them
it’s more a little slap and it’s
already the beginning of violence
within the family and the consequences
always much longer than
90-minute film
and let’s be honest we spend time
to educate your children or my plans to
educate children about country risk
where drug at mst to pregnancies for
girls but are we talking to them
two
rigal not end of the month not often
so tonight I invite you to do this
evening we’re going to have two take the
decision to educate your kids for
ability to transmit the risks associated with
domestic violence or so let
internet or telly do it and god
know that it does not matter to me
tonight I talked to you now is
judged longer thanks
[Music]
my name is billy and I’m 37 years old I
has been working for almost fifteen years in
marketing and recently I discovered
a new world
the world of digital and digital
so my studies were far away so
it took a lot of discounts
question
so that’s great I learned
new modes of operation a
new way of acting but I’m not
not here tonight to talk to you about my
professional career
No, I ‘m here tonight for you
to share marlotte I listen to it
years that I am ashamed
and besides I even think that my
close to me so tonight I want
to be myself to free myself from the look
others and to finally move forward
my name is and tells me I’m 37 years old and
for almost 15 years I have been two
clothed women lengthen the ball at
belly tonight but I do not want to
your pity
I grew up in the 80s in
Paris region and like all
little girls of my age I was watching
the princesses 10 and you remember
one day my prince is so I waited
to the prince and his strongly encouraged
by my mother who will encourage them to
tender vegetables young girl serious
model pupil
I had to express my side
rebel she repairs so it was in
choosing my prince charming
I set my sights on the rebel him
it’s the bad boy what then I was
particularly fulfilled a bad boy
since from the first weeks I have
received my correction
the first correction yes I had a
little too much looked at a boy during a
boom then I should have been scared
I should have worried he apologized
and he looked so sincere he
go first he would not start again
obviously it was not true I did not know
not that precise wind that I was advancing my
descent into hell that I advanced a
psychological and physical destruction
so to illustrate this
destruction and to be comfortable for
you pass it on
I decided to illustrate this vividly
which is important to me in the kitchen I am
rather greedy
so I thought, you’ll do well
as in any cooking recipe he
need ingredients
so obviously for purists
this is a metaphor we will take
as an ingredient a toy play it it’s
me maybe you see doazit
on one side your friends so how is one
chooses to play the resistance of
toy may be proportional to the
perversity of the cook otherwise it’s not
funny to play it might break
before the end of the recipe so we can
start now the first step
slap and caress step very
important since it is at that moment
that your future toy must become
completely completely dependent
stiff crazy lover so it takes
alternate periods of humiliation from
costs with honeymoon periods
do not hesitate in the extremes
it will make your play even more
dependent that he will think of living a
extreme passion with you ah yes because
than 10 movies
series see the TV once your blu ray
well dependent we can go to step
next
isolation then there two schools
brain isolation or isolation
physical
I got France it’s a
adventurer so we went to ten
thousand kilometers live east of the
meeting
I was far from my family of friends
no more witnesses for power if ever
Never a moment of weakness to
share
that’s when humiliation
costs are increasing to start again
plus seven drawings then sets up a
climate of fear and in this climate one can
add accessories
it’s much funnier necessary
stimulate a little bit of creativity done
very well take a revolver you the
position to expect him to expect
a moment later you remove it
you would laugh you said nothing
do not worry it was just bullets
to white it was just to see his
reaction
we can also invite a young audience
it makes you smile and is usually the
moms and their children as tendon
Achille I held fifteen years with
this recipe
so I’ll go to the first
question taboo why I stayed
so I’ve already heard in
conversations to her only had to leave
I have to say it feels so much
simple no so I have no answer
all done
all I can tell you is that
I was in love at first but in the end
I was completely alienated by this
man aline and by fear is obliged to
adapt to survive then one
fits
as I told you and adapting
I did what is called Darwinism
conjugal fit or punctured I decided
to adapt
so we see
predispositions to the web is closed or well
on the contrary we see ourselves revealing
new faculties
I will share some of them
the first faculty the secret agent
I constantly had a bag under my feet
from my bed with a doubt of my keys
car spare business the
emergency exits
well known to be ready with these
booklets
anytime the papers were at
my parents I had nothing I could
to leave at any moment a secret agent
his maid also this double life my life
at work
my life with the years my life in
patients and sport at the same time this
double life that’s what allowed me to
to hold the day I had a normal life
then there is hyper perfection and
control it was rather a
predisposition then threw into these
moments there we pay attention to everything at this
we say when we speak will start
Saturday
is what we do to eat and libertarian
fiction is also a moment with this
loss of self-confidence to search
the styles somewhere so I
go look in my studies he is
loaded the job to have a
objective recognition this is also the
way to get safe
I control everything because I’m the
only to be able to guarantee my safety
finally dissociation that’s a pure
survival mechanism your body is very
well done it can protect us in fact
dangers and allow us to act
I was in constant danger in
quarters before I was plugged lady who
teamed up and all the time so
I disconnected my brain with my
other meaning to my body I worked
like that for years then
how is he fate dare that’s
accept one can accept to lose the
control and more letting go in a
moment of weakness after an episode a
little more violent usually I have
working
I called my friend for help and there all
all of a sudden, the external gaze
get in there i understood then the
normality
situation I’m reading in tomatoes
I went to his house and brought
complaint I made my bag I took my
girl and I left but then when
the husband stops
is that as far as we go
better in 89% of the cases the victims of
extreme domestic violence
Serious consequences suicide attempt
anxiety fear I was not immune to that
good vintage this is where a
second and agro shame all the more
that it’s violent men are
sometimes very well inserted socially
so we also fear than is
not believe and the fear of destabilizing by
compared to those stable compared to those
could represent this
violent spouse
that was my case so I talked to
nobody nor but by a bed my friends neither
my new lover was not short
so I did what’s called a
absolute resiliency I put everything under the
carpet
and then I did what was expected of
I tried to be happy
I was going to be happy
girl or a turban safe my
parents are from living near me I
am married with an extraordinary man
I have a good job
all the ingredients of a happy ending but
here is my body decided to talk everything
alone
insomnia migraine ulcer to change
first reacted in a Cartesian way I
went to the doctor I took
a lot of drugs I did
a lot of exams make it last longer
five years
after five stakes are baptized
always resulted I tried
another approach I released the word
a second time I spoke at length
to my loved ones and I felt
and from that moment that I have
started to really build because
that in the end I do not know who I was
who is he and between the person who has
evolved and who adapted to that
I really like and then this body that I
touched more than I looked more than
I did not live anymore I was locked in
a cage with these survival mechanisms
so I tried a lot of methods
sophrology osteopathy micro that he is
physiotherapy to acupuncture of all
these methods
I kept tools and that will bring
good but I still did not live
actually my body I then decided
to really inhabit his body so I
worked the energy realized that
my body was stuck I did yoga
is that you know the cause of
meaning of yoga unite the body and
the mind to do more than one
that’s what I was looking for
I also said to meditation
to be aware of myself
of my surroundings and be anchored in
safety in the environment that
was mine now I recently
also released the word with a
professional so I was rather
happy because I had words
about my trauma and I felt
less alone and less crazy too and I
realized with a lot of
kindness
in the end I was just a soldier
income from the war that had seen lived and
does difficult things and if
today I was talking to you then that I
am not repaired yet it’s for
that you can free speech and
become aware of the power and
saving words be vigilant
it’s also important to release the
word to educate our children
of course also I will tell them my daughter ‘s
believe in prince charming but I him
will explain that four out of 10 princesses
know about violence and so she
may have the chance of his life to
meet a moment and a charming
because yes we teenagers want
live all existing things like
we see in the movies you know where
we trivialize violence the sex the
passion and then or adults or not
not understand of course so what
will want to explain to them
it’s more a little slap and it’s
already the beginning of violence
within the family and the consequences
always much longer than
90-minute film
and let’s be honest we spend time
to educate your children or my plans to
educate children about country risk
where drug at mst to pregnancies for
girls but are we talking to them
two
rigal not end of the month not often
so tonight I invite you to do this
evening we’re going to have two take the
decision to educate your kids for
ability to transmit the risks associated with
domestic violence or so let
internet or telly do it and god
know that it does not matter to me
tonight I talked to you now is
judged longer thanks
[Music]
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