usual ah is that what you studied so
when do you begin your real degree these
are the questions a day is a designer
actually face from the place that
actually come from my name is increase
and the start for whatever I come from a
third world country and I wonder stated
stated before but but basically I come
from a middle class family but so
hard-working parents and they grew up in
the system way white-collar jobs way
everything so it’s either you one thing
doctor lawyer accountants this was you
there was no actual room for every
single side which I mention the word
brush it was piano cancel innovative a
has a give a will be like that when I
take a Cypress International University
I tried to meet medium between my father
and I and I was studying architecture I
was like our kids find me architecture
of the great Collins in a physical thing
but as soon as I got here my nature
Gurevich as she sees this I change
within the first week in a vintage
because it was my passion and now this
is probably the scariest decision that
I’ve ever had in my life now my dad’s
changing my dance mentality was one
thing but I am an contain hunting right
and this is me
but nobody’s notice respects to him in
terms of change but I haven’t seen any
with the way absolute like is maybe a
good intentions for me but a
psychopathic system and couldn’t bring
any the way I should even think about is
like that’s what actually gets me
thinking this man seriously but they let
my father steer ship but the ship was
sinking but I’ve actually got more
things to think about like for example
what is hot this is the men’s City
dimensional clearance section you’re
dating when you go into the system this
is wool they will towards the key
mechanism of what right and wrong was
the interviews were not actually good
because they encapsulated by system that
actually make and say it this is right
this is hope because success was driven
by being imposed paper pushers as I will
be like for them now I really really
want to ask you something every single
person in here you can say I am an
artisan out you can actually say this
because you actually are no one actually
is hot for me I’m actually broken it
down it’s an actual but as you can see
application it’s today’s rhythm and
technique now application starts on the
basics of you as a person how do you
apply yourself as an artist and how are
you as with us you claim you want to
actually go become a doctor but you
apply to university to actually take the
first step to actually be one you’re
going to look at that a state is you as
a person how good at you and what you
actually believe it if you were singer –
you actually some good these are the
actual questions you need to ask going
down to aesthetics we actually looking
at
the problem of society is actually at
this we we are training ourselves to
actually look at a situation where a
fish in a monkey I enter race together
on okay climb the tree the fastest now
both of you one of you will see they’re
two drawings right on the board what I
do both of them are drawings now the
level of the state it is up to you now
you’re going to see a stickman and then
you see something as a opportunity I see
two people that are blinking the idea is
go across no matter what it is you
really need to look at the intention of
the artist or the person was actually
created it because every art form is
something different now in terms of
ribbon this is actually you as a person
as you are you artist how are you
working towards it if your football
player you would know by now the rhythm
what does my you working it you’d ask
yourself like the guy next door to be
straining four times a week and I’m
training once why are you writing the
first tee how frequent are you actually
doing this and then us apart how it
actually goes you take a um we have many
many designers in here and we have
people using eco-car you actually gonna
meet your end goal as an artist as you
as a person goes with one thing if
you’re going to be a person visit a
football academy enroll your chances of
actually getting to your goal that is
your technique of getting there computer
engage in here will be next to take an
internship
first someone actually goes capacity now
pretty sure was knowing this room fast
he does not being success it does not
actually be there then obtaining that
little piece of paper does not mean
you’re going to going snow squall and
you are going to get money that is the
actual thing that we actually need to
look at now you need to actually ask
yourself after all this is done and you
leave University when your story is told
how will they tell it I’m going to
remember you as a giver are they gonna
remember yourself are they going to
pretend that you’re a sinner or say that
you were saying will you go down as a
widow must
you will paint what did you say you’re a
quitter but that’s one thing I know you
hate with a tiny shoelace ain’t glorify
you over then say you were faulty say
you’re fake say the links to you that
they would never say to your face
I myself was loved I was hated I was
just artists of the tree but guess what
I’m alive I’m not honest I was a lot of
these things when I’m gone clearing
throat I’ll be discussing Who I am
now Who am I ladies and gentlemen I’m
vintage goes up if you really really
want to know who I am
it’s under wolf a few years ago little
idea right shared psychosis
International University of we just
actually growing and I started as an
illustrator it’s not aloof is something
leads to something cool how about when
you Instagram everyone is Instagram page
let’s just make it cool so everyone can
see but there was the actual plus the
state has me as a designer it because
designers convey a message that actually
flies into someone the hidden messages
you cannot read so this is actually the
beginning of national story Aloha for
myself the caterpillar the caterpillar
was the person I actually went to
gathered from every single artist in the
sexual institution of what part actually
is an eight information from a pieces of
us gathered and he’ll listen to people
in every single person and I was not
selected and hence the journey actually
passed
I mean someone was so important to my
mind to me a man going as Taj Francis
now it’s actually sad to say that the
spam was actually my idol in my hero and
when I actually went and I showed him I
win from inspiration inspiration ladies
and gentleman turned into imitation the
image before us actually touch Francis
is working and the 1/2 TSP now what did
I actually think I was doing sitting up
the bar the standard that my friends
went
that I could do it your yes-man when you
waited you told me this is not good
enough it crushed me now what is this
actually tell it to my who became alive
this is the beginning of slang season
one of what I actually called and
basically what i did i do I change the
stand of America there was no actual
difference between actual two but
they’re gonna say this was just like
closure professor so the person that
wins and inspired me so much I hinted
immediately this is the man that did not
even know we do in another bit industry
and he just gave his opinion and told me
no you’re good but you’re not great
well it’s like that if anyone is an
artist in those from 184 it is damaging
to you now this is actually written
actually wins I was obsessed and this is
when I actually got institutionalized
it’s funny how when I talked about my
parents coming out of one system but I
went into another myself we actually go
and see I hated the fact that people
hated season one so I waited to – but
what do they do I want to actually do it
to satisfy the people if you actually
look at the picture on the left by it
that’s actually season one in Institute
it was just basically to actually
satisfy the needs of the people but me
myself I hate it like personally but
guess what you may not like it but it
was who is my child and you will really
love it as a period but this is the
actual thing of how was actually it was
enclosed in these walls and actually
realizes I was ID’d as an artist and
then I went back to you when you’re
reading to said it’s okay you know you
could do better
it’s whatever and as we painted it
continued and Iranian through a season
but then this is actually when actually
watch the final stage to wear HTM and
realized who I am as an artist
and this is the internal struggle we
went down into every single day and
instead of actually changing
every single person I realized that at
the end of the day what is important is
my message being conveyed mm convenient
for you for me and what makes me happy
I’m pretty sure every single person
knows art actually dies in the sense not
because when money comes into it when
you start to do it for money
that is when you go in to kill your
creativity you become bland you become
the monster you never ever wanted to
become and that’s what I actually did
that’s what actually happened to me but
what did I do with the extra kick a
season three it did not bring me down
add a lot of friends that actually
helped me and inspired and I’m pretty
sure you guys actually know this phrase
in a room full of mirrors so you are
surrounded by windows
now basically for me at the beginning of
season like it was all about Liam dmdm
and me being by myself
my hair is knowing how good I was why I
could not listen what do you mean why
did you not accept you know accepting
some extent me into competing with
another person if we’re in two different
leagues in two different ballgames but
then this is actually it comes down into
equation equation of men if you see a
reflection of yourself and you see the
cut the reflection and then you see me
in half that’s the way you actually to
look at it now tonight’s season you guys
actually want to run away next year is
about it is basically peewee being at
the badness beep how other people to
actually wander so much Colin but
something disgusting but ever fusion of
both and then you actually go a lot
behind it whether you understand it or
not I wanted you to see there’s
something beautiful now you actually
need to well this will said I actually
just want to actually hear something
important to myself and basically it’s
actually alone ikl done with and
basically it actually relates to
actually in my life our next you went
through a
sightings and everything so it basically
goes the caterpillar is the prisoner to
the streets they conceived it it’s only
job is to eat or consume everything
around it in order to protect itself
from the spam city while consuming its
environment the caterpillar begins to
notice ways to survive one thing it
noticed is how much the world shanigan
appraises the butterfly the butterfly
represents the talent the thoughtfulness
and the beauty the beauty within the
caterpillar by having a harsh outlook
alike the caterpillar sees the butterfly
with your beak and figures away to
perpetuate some benefit already
surrounded by this man city the
caterpillar goes to work on the cocoon
which institutionalizes him he no no we
can see his past thoughts he’s trapped
when he’s trapped in these walls ideas
begin to root such as going home
bringing back concepts to the spent city
the result wings begin to emerge the
cycle of being stagnant finally free the
butterfly sheds light on situations that
the cannibal individual considered
ending the internal struggle the most
important thing that you actually need
to remember is that although the
butterfly and the caterpillar were
completely different they were one in
the same
thank you very much [Applause]