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that my dear friend was oxygen for my
that my dear friend was oxygen for my body the blood
body the blood
body the blood oh my wing and the meditation for my
oh my wing and the meditation for my
oh my wing and the meditation for my soul belly dancing is this part and the
soul belly dancing is this part and the
soul belly dancing is this part and the direction of my life I first attempted
direction of my life I first attempted
direction of my life I first attempted death wherever’s very young I was 5
death wherever’s very young I was 5
death wherever’s very young I was 5 years old
years old
years old it was very careful when I was 8 years
it was very careful when I was 8 years
it was very careful when I was 8 years old during our cousin’s reunion we all
old during our cousin’s reunion we all
old during our cousin’s reunion we all were taking our turn at dancing on
were taking our turn at dancing on
were taking our turn at dancing on Bollywood numbers and out of nowhere my
Bollywood numbers and out of nowhere my
Bollywood numbers and out of nowhere my grandmother came during my performance
grandmother came during my performance
grandmother came during my performance and team events in her first words were
and team events in her first words were
and team events in her first words were community he cannot do it again
community he cannot do it again
community he cannot do it again obviously I was too small to decide the
obviously I was too small to decide the
obviously I was too small to decide the meaning of that goal but I am here I was
meaning of that goal but I am here I was
meaning of that goal but I am here I was abused and I was a bit hard I was little
abused and I was a bit hard I was little
abused and I was a bit hard I was little scared but I continued anything I was a
scared but I continued anything I was a
scared but I continued anything I was a die-hard fan of Mothe addiction
die-hard fan of Mothe addiction
die-hard fan of Mothe addiction I loved her elegance creational boys in
I loved her elegance creational boys in
I loved her elegance creational boys in the years to come so when I am NOT
the years to come so when I am NOT
the years to come so when I am NOT typical meaning from that male community
typical meaning from that male community
typical meaning from that male community I wanted to wear a variety of ornament I
I wanted to wear a variety of ornament I
I wanted to wear a variety of ornament I wanted to ask God I wanted to dance with
wanted to ask God I wanted to dance with
wanted to ask God I wanted to dance with all that elegance and poise and grace
all that elegance and poise and grace
all that elegance and poise and grace perhaps like modern fiction I was little
perhaps like modern fiction I was little
perhaps like modern fiction I was little effeminate boy and I was okay with
effeminate boy and I was okay with
effeminate boy and I was okay with having still enough belief I had no one
having still enough belief I had no one
having still enough belief I had no one around my friends used to push me behind
around my friends used to push me behind
around my friends used to push me behind my back
my back
my back my family’s this world never gives me in
my family’s this world never gives me in
my family’s this world never gives me in demeaning words to me both like Neptunia
demeaning words to me both like Neptunia
demeaning words to me both like Neptunia Han but fair shaaka such what is the
Han but fair shaaka such what is the
Han but fair shaaka such what is the vocabulary of my childhood since the
vocabulary of my childhood since the
vocabulary of my childhood since the killing of using me was the right
killing of using me was the right
killing of using me was the right everyone had be license to it all I
everyone had be license to it all I
everyone had be license to it all I wanted was just one thing basic
wanted was just one thing basic
wanted was just one thing basic acceptance and little in the static
acceptance and little in the static
acceptance and little in the static that’s understanding what all I got was
that’s understanding what all I got was
that’s understanding what all I got was a gesture I think that somehow there is
a gesture I think that somehow there is
a gesture I think that somehow there is between my scale destination
between my scale destination
between my scale destination but everything is a proper your class
but everything is a proper your class
but everything is a proper your class will at for the basic need of been exact
will at for the basic need of been exact
will at for the basic need of been exact it is not exotic body or some exotic
it is not exotic body or some exotic
it is not exotic body or some exotic costume but extended the basic need of
costume but extended the basic need of
costume but extended the basic need of very nice with acceptance you need to
very nice with acceptance you need to
very nice with acceptance you need to accept yourself the way you are you need
accept yourself the way you are you need
accept yourself the way you are you need to love your instead of the way you are
to love your instead of the way you are
to love your instead of the way you are in Middle East a mother used to pass for
in Middle East a mother used to pass for
in Middle East a mother used to pass for this beautiful art form to their doctors
this beautiful art form to their doctors
this beautiful art form to their doctors so that they get prepared a room for the
so that they get prepared a room for the
so that they get prepared a room for the labor pain good used to use the sauna
labor pain good used to use the sauna
labor pain good used to use the sauna form for the menstruation cycle and
form for the menstruation cycle and
form for the menstruation cycle and there have been a lot of male dancers a
there have been a lot of male dancers a
there have been a lot of male dancers a north wind very dancers just because
north wind very dancers just because
north wind very dancers just because women were supposed to go out and
women were supposed to go out and
women were supposed to go out and perform so all those male finances is to
perform so all those male finances is to
perform so all those male finances is to go out and perform because going out the
go out and perform because going out the
go out and perform because going out the Lippman was a taboo in that point of
Lippman was a taboo in that point of
Lippman was a taboo in that point of time it is also known as a homegrown
time it is also known as a homegrown
time it is also known as a homegrown dance form when I was 13 years old I was
dance form when I was 13 years old I was
dance form when I was 13 years old I was dancing in my school and my principal
dancing in my school and my principal
dancing in my school and my principal nature note things to me and she was
nature note things to me and she was
nature note things to me and she was like I think you should do some sort of
like I think you should do some sort of
like I think you should do some sort of class with nothing and after the first
class with nothing and after the first
class with nothing and after the first time when I kind of exposed to classical
time when I kind of exposed to classical
time when I kind of exposed to classical dance again I want to do that so right
dance again I want to do that so right
dance again I want to do that so right after the examination I saw you with the
after the examination I saw you with the
after the examination I saw you with the school dressing of my own and I’m honest
school dressing of my own and I’m honest
school dressing of my own and I’m honest should go to school I have pain so
should go to school I have pain so
should go to school I have pain so suddenly solid realizing that this lazy
suddenly solid realizing that this lazy
suddenly solid realizing that this lazy boy
boy
boy oh and he’s going to school or what is
oh and he’s going to school or what is
oh and he’s going to school or what is feeln so my father called up to my
feeln so my father called up to my
feeln so my father called up to my school authority and it is confirmed
school authority and it is confirmed
school authority and it is confirmed there he was applause and appreciated
there he was applause and appreciated
there he was applause and appreciated for the amazing Snyder head they were
for the amazing Snyder head they were
for the amazing Snyder head they were like you know your son is really bright
like you know your son is really bright
like you know your son is really bright he’s a good dancer you should support
he’s a good dancer you should support
he’s a good dancer you should support him he’s amazing
him he’s amazing
him he’s amazing the moment I reached back home my father
the moment I reached back home my father
the moment I reached back home my father was waiting for me with this pig I was
was waiting for me with this pig I was
was waiting for me with this pig I was beaten with blackened view and it was
beaten with blackened view and it was
beaten with blackened view and it was the first time I got my first pressure
the first time I got my first pressure
the first time I got my first pressure of my life and he promised me more
of my life and he promised me more
of my life and he promised me more fractures he said if you’re not going to
fractures he said if you’re not going to
fractures he said if you’re not going to power to get my results right after that
power to get my results right after that
power to get my results right after that it’s not going to get past all the
it’s not going to get past all the
it’s not going to get past all the subject I want to give you more
subject I want to give you more
subject I want to give you more fractions with that your I thought that
fractions with that your I thought that
fractions with that your I thought that is right and bid adieu to this little
is right and bid adieu to this little
is right and bid adieu to this little head of mine so I stole 500 rupees at
head of mine so I stole 500 rupees at
head of mine so I stole 500 rupees at that point of time and I ran away where
that point of time and I ran away where
that point of time and I ran away where many thought why because I saw on TV
many thought why because I saw on TV
many thought why because I saw on TV that there was this dark auditions were
that there was this dark auditions were
that there was this dark auditions were happening in an exile of the purity of
happening in an exile of the purity of
happening in an exile of the purity of popular dance generation that point of
popular dance generation that point of
popular dance generation that point of time which was BuChE BuChE so I ran away
time which was BuChE BuChE so I ran away
time which was BuChE BuChE so I ran away from my house so I punch it in the dark
from my house so I punch it in the dark
from my house so I punch it in the dark show and then I can become a big damper
show and then I can become a big damper
show and then I can become a big damper and then I come back to my home and ring
and then I come back to my home and ring
and then I come back to my home and ring that P this is what I mean yeah but
that P this is what I mean yeah but
that P this is what I mean yeah but there’s something mention in my life
there’s something mention in my life
there’s something mention in my life destiny I ended up doing sweeping
destiny I ended up doing sweeping
destiny I ended up doing sweeping cleaning washing dishes and some really
cleaning washing dishes and some really
cleaning washing dishes and some really good family in ruther put my family
good family in ruther put my family
good family in ruther put my family looking for me everywhere there were
looking for me everywhere there were
looking for me everywhere there were several print ads for me
several print ads for me
several print ads for me and right after seven once I came back
and right after seven once I came back
and right after seven once I came back to home and now besides all those
to home and now besides all those
to home and now besides all those objectives which was there in my
objectives which was there in my
objectives which was there in my vocabulary
vocabulary
vocabulary there was this new another word which
there was this new another word which
there was this new another word which was baccarat
was baccarat
was baccarat I thought this is the right time if I’m
I thought this is the right time if I’m
I thought this is the right time if I’m going to do something my life people are
going to do something my life people are
going to do something my life people are going to prove about it if I’m not going
going to prove about it if I’m not going
going to prove about it if I’m not going to do anything in my life
to do anything in my life
to do anything in my life even then I’m going to talk about it and
even then I’m going to talk about it and
even then I’m going to talk about it and people are convinced of those names all
people are convinced of those names all
people are convinced of those names all objective which is Kagura that dominate
objective which is Kagura that dominate
objective which is Kagura that dominate mean weapon I started following my heart
mean weapon I started following my heart
mean weapon I started following my heart and I’ve decided that I’m going to do
and I’ve decided that I’m going to do
and I’ve decided that I’m going to do what my heart sings
what my heart sings
what my heart sings there were all things we have playing it
there were all things we have playing it
there were all things we have playing it back to back there in my life and I was
back to back there in my life and I was
back to back there in my life and I was really pretty much not to understand
really pretty much not to understand
really pretty much not to understand that then how to accept myself Who I am
that then how to accept myself Who I am
that then how to accept myself Who I am I was struggling as Abdallah said it’s
I was struggling as Abdallah said it’s
I was struggling as Abdallah said it’s very hard to understand when you’re so
very hard to understand when you’re so
very hard to understand when you’re so young then what people are talking about
young then what people are talking about
young then what people are talking about because what all you get it from
because what all you get it from
because what all you get it from everyone is that you’re abnormal there’s
everyone is that you’re abnormal there’s
everyone is that you’re abnormal there’s something wrong in you what’s that you
something wrong in you what’s that you
something wrong in you what’s that you don’t know it trying to figuring out
don’t know it trying to figuring out
don’t know it trying to figuring out what’s that wrong singing you everyone
what’s that wrong singing you everyone
what’s that wrong singing you everyone is pointing out at you and you not
is pointing out at you and you not
is pointing out at you and you not getting that people are touching you and
getting that people are touching you and
getting that people are touching you and you’re going in your share
you’re going in your share
you’re going in your share you’re very enough first start to
you’re very enough first start to
you’re very enough first start to pretend something else which you’re
pretend something else which you’re
pretend something else which you’re actually not I remember I went to my mom
actually not I remember I went to my mom
actually not I remember I went to my mom right after that I said mama I want to
right after that I said mama I want to
right after that I said mama I want to know it correctly the first thing she
know it correctly the first thing she
know it correctly the first thing she did was she pat on her forehead and the
did was she pat on her forehead and the
did was she pat on her forehead and the first thing she said was why don’t you
first thing she said was why don’t you
first thing she said was why don’t you do something mask with it and it’s just
do something mask with it and it’s just
do something mask with it and it’s just life is so hard and she said do you ever
life is so hard and she said do you ever
life is so hard and she said do you ever talk about it because we belong to that
talk about it because we belong to that
talk about it because we belong to that community where we get entertained
community where we get entertained
community where we get entertained we don’t entertain others so you better
we don’t entertain others so you better
we don’t entertain others so you better should not talk about such a profession
should not talk about such a profession
should not talk about such a profession since the rebel was so active in me I
since the rebel was so active in me I
since the rebel was so active in me I decided I’m going to bulk my science
decided I’m going to bulk my science
decided I’m going to bulk my science tuition and I’m going to learn this art
tuition and I’m going to learn this art
tuition and I’m going to learn this art form and I started learning this art
form and I started learning this art
form and I started learning this art form I was supposed to perform my very
form I was supposed to perform my very
form I was supposed to perform my very first performance on the stage perform
first performance on the stage perform
first performance on the stage perform it and decided to wear his beautiful
it and decided to wear his beautiful
it and decided to wear his beautiful fillet Anarkali because I was searching
fillet Anarkali because I was searching
fillet Anarkali because I was searching a lot that me my dance is used to better
a lot that me my dance is used to better
a lot that me my dance is used to better not believe those days in Auburn evil
not believe those days in Auburn evil
not believe those days in Auburn evil spirit so I am going to divide that look
spirit so I am going to divide that look
spirit so I am going to divide that look a 2009 article the movement I was an
a 2009 article the movement I was an
a 2009 article the movement I was an outfitter I was there on the stage
outfitter I was there on the stage
outfitter I was there on the stage everyone was making fun of me
everyone was making fun of me
everyone was making fun of me everyone was saying I’m trying to give
everyone was saying I’m trying to give
everyone was saying I’m trying to give it a eunuch
it a eunuch
it a eunuch are you trying to be a crossdresser I
are you trying to be a crossdresser I
are you trying to be a crossdresser I was little hot but I thought that this
was little hot but I thought that this
was little hot but I thought that this is just me and I’m not going to change
is just me and I’m not going to change
is just me and I’m not going to change myself for anybody the moment I was
myself for anybody the moment I was
myself for anybody the moment I was there in the stage and I danced all
there in the stage and I danced all
there in the stage and I danced all those abuses all that negativity
those abuses all that negativity
those abuses all that negativity turn into applause and that was the
turn into applause and that was the
turn into applause and that was the first moment I realized that I am NOT
first moment I realized that I am NOT
first moment I realized that I am NOT that finalist I can do something with
that finalist I can do something with
that finalist I can do something with this
this
this at my I realize that life is not that
at my I realize that life is not that
at my I realize that life is not that bad the way I think and I thought that I
bad the way I think and I thought that I
bad the way I think and I thought that I have something in me as well then right
have something in me as well then right
have something in me as well then right after that I extended my company exam I
after that I extended my company exam I
after that I extended my company exam I rank first position in my batch so I was
rank first position in my batch so I was
rank first position in my batch so I was pretty excited about it I was still half
pretty excited about it I was still half
pretty excited about it I was still half weeks I went to my mom and I said mom I
weeks I went to my mom and I said mom I
weeks I went to my mom and I said mom I want this first price should high one
want this first price should high one
want this first price should high one despised in studies she was like which
despised in studies she was like which
despised in studies she was like which subjects I said cut and there was just
subjects I said cut and there was just
subjects I said cut and there was just another applause but ever flap out that
another applause but ever flap out that
another applause but ever flap out that hot a lot and she reminded me that we’re
hot a lot and she reminded me that we’re
hot a lot and she reminded me that we’re not going to talk about this to your
not going to talk about this to your
not going to talk about this to your father ever I think more dreadful I’d be
father ever I think more dreadful I’d be
father ever I think more dreadful I’d be the most stubborn I wanted to know why
the most stubborn I wanted to know why
the most stubborn I wanted to know why she was denying why this feeder of
she was denying why this feeder of
she was denying why this feeder of denial going on in my life but care what
denial going on in my life but care what
denial going on in my life but care what I’m doing in my life
I’m doing in my life
I’m doing in my life it’s it’s wrong everything is going
it’s it’s wrong everything is going
it’s it’s wrong everything is going wrong things are falling apart so I went
wrong things are falling apart so I went
wrong things are falling apart so I went to my mom again it was the wife saying
to my mom again it was the wife saying
to my mom again it was the wife saying no to me for everything then she told me
no to me for everything then she told me
no to me for everything then she told me that we are positive in our religion
that we are positive in our religion
that we are positive in our religion you’re not supposed to sing or dance
you’re not supposed to sing or dance
you’re not supposed to sing or dance it’s Haram the dancing and singing
it’s Haram the dancing and singing
it’s Haram the dancing and singing considered as Haram in Islam right after
considered as Haram in Islam right after
considered as Haram in Islam right after that conversation I went here and then I
that conversation I went here and then I
that conversation I went here and then I kind of searched a lot of religious
kind of searched a lot of religious
kind of searched a lot of religious books I had word with a lot of
books I had word with a lot of
books I had word with a lot of philosophers Islamic philosophers and
philosophers Islamic philosophers and
philosophers Islamic philosophers and then I got to know singing is actually
then I got to know singing is actually
then I got to know singing is actually haram Islam if you are not singing that
haram Islam if you are not singing that
haram Islam if you are not singing that song all that denial for Almighty God
song all that denial for Almighty God
song all that denial for Almighty God Allah if you singing something for Allah
Allah if you singing something for Allah
Allah if you singing something for Allah that gyrus and if you ask means
that gyrus and if you ask means
that gyrus and if you ask means something for someone else besides
something for someone else besides
something for someone else besides Almighty that’s completely protected
Almighty that’s completely protected
Almighty that’s completely protected there’s only one instrument in Islam
there’s only one instrument in Islam
there’s only one instrument in Islam which is allowed to play which is called
which is allowed to play which is called
which is allowed to play which is called eat up that thing poori it’s not that
eat up that thing poori it’s not that
eat up that thing poori it’s not that much stuff in either in Quran or in
much stuff in either in Quran or in
much stuff in either in Quran or in happiness so there’s this one incident
happiness so there’s this one incident
happiness so there’s this one incident in Hadees where prophet and I shop saw
in Hadees where prophet and I shop saw
in Hadees where prophet and I shop saw these obscene indexers dancing and watch
these obscene indexers dancing and watch
these obscene indexers dancing and watch that they neither they condemned not
that they neither they condemned not
that they neither they condemned not this stopped them not even there was any
this stopped them not even there was any
this stopped them not even there was any sort of demeaning derogatory comment
sort of demeaning derogatory comment
sort of demeaning derogatory comment coming out of their side since then I
coming out of their side since then I
coming out of their side since then I decided I started dancing faster
decided I started dancing faster
decided I started dancing faster ever since I still didn’t I do it those
ever since I still didn’t I do it those
ever since I still didn’t I do it those were the days I was struggling or not I
were the days I was struggling or not I
were the days I was struggling or not I was I was tired everything I was
was I was tired everything I was
was I was tired everything I was exhausted completely fighting with
exhausted completely fighting with
exhausted completely fighting with myself the fighting they own me inside
myself the fighting they own me inside
myself the fighting they own me inside me I was kind of figuring out who I am
me I was kind of figuring out who I am
me I was kind of figuring out who I am why everybody’s pointing our fingers at
why everybody’s pointing our fingers at
why everybody’s pointing our fingers at me I wanted to know what thing I’m doing
me I wanted to know what thing I’m doing
me I wanted to know what thing I’m doing wrong what is there something in my
wrong what is there something in my
wrong what is there something in my siblings which is good they’re not in me
siblings which is good they’re not in me
siblings which is good they’re not in me why my father is abusing me all the time
why my father is abusing me all the time
why my father is abusing me all the time and those were the days I was going in
and those were the days I was going in
and those were the days I was going in my shell again and again because
my shell again and again because
my shell again and again because everyone was pointing out whenever I was
everyone was pointing out whenever I was
everyone was pointing out whenever I was texting people were saying you’re wrong
texting people were saying you’re wrong
texting people were saying you’re wrong whenever I was doing anything else they
whenever I was doing anything else they
whenever I was doing anything else they were saying you’re not normal around
were saying you’re not normal around
were saying you’re not normal around that time I love him in my life love as
that time I love him in my life love as
that time I love him in my life love as it sounds as beautiful as it is so love
it sounds as beautiful as it is so love
it sounds as beautiful as it is so love taught me that how beautiful life can be
taught me that how beautiful life can be
taught me that how beautiful life can be that he taught me the feel of the
that he taught me the feel of the
that he taught me the feel of the acceptance
acceptance
acceptance I got about myself my being and I
I got about myself my being and I
I got about myself my being and I realize that I mean I am I am also
realize that I mean I am I am also
realize that I mean I am I am also something but then we broke up
something but then we broke up
something but then we broke up thanks fell apart and that for the first
thanks fell apart and that for the first
thanks fell apart and that for the first time I felt suicidal and guys I was
time I felt suicidal and guys I was
time I felt suicidal and guys I was hospitalized for two months and then I
hospitalized for two months and then I
hospitalized for two months and then I saw my family they were so stressed out
saw my family they were so stressed out
saw my family they were so stressed out and there was this thought in my mind at
and there was this thought in my mind at
and there was this thought in my mind at that point of time that why am i hurting
that point of time that why am i hurting
that point of time that why am i hurting them what’s there for it
them what’s there for it
them what’s there for it they love me so much why I’m hurting
they love me so much why I’m hurting
they love me so much why I’m hurting them that was the time I finally decided
them that was the time I finally decided
them that was the time I finally decided that I’m not going to waste this
that I’m not going to waste this
that I’m not going to waste this beautiful life for anybody for anybody
beautiful life for anybody for anybody
beautiful life for anybody for anybody I’m going to have serious strong goals
I’m going to have serious strong goals
I’m going to have serious strong goals in my life I’ve decided that life is
in my life I’ve decided that life is
in my life I’ve decided that life is very beautiful in life we should live it
very beautiful in life we should live it
very beautiful in life we should live it for you we should dance we should laugh
for you we should dance we should laugh
for you we should dance we should laugh rather than killing ourselves for no
rather than killing ourselves for no
rather than killing ourselves for no reason or for someone else
reason or for someone else
reason or for someone else that wasn’t me time in my life when I
that wasn’t me time in my life when I
that wasn’t me time in my life when I decided that I’m gonna make something if
decided that I’m gonna make something if
decided that I’m gonna make something if not for anybody else for my
not for anybody else for my
not for anybody else for my I’m going to stand for myself I decided
I’m going to stand for myself I decided
I’m going to stand for myself I decided for us in fashion designing because my
for us in fashion designing because my
for us in fashion designing because my family tonight for the fact for the
family tonight for the fact for the
family tonight for the fact for the dance choreography completely so I went
dance choreography completely so I went
dance choreography completely so I went ahead to Mumbai and I started doing my
ahead to Mumbai and I started doing my
ahead to Mumbai and I started doing my fashion designing course right after
fashion designing course right after
fashion designing course right after that why you do purpose doing that
that why you do purpose doing that
that why you do purpose doing that fashion designing course I could have
fashion designing course I could have
fashion designing course I could have enough separate myself from that thing
enough separate myself from that thing
enough separate myself from that thing but there was always a void space I
but there was always a void space I
but there was always a void space I always kind of realize that there’s
always kind of realize that there’s
always kind of realize that there’s something wrong going on I went ahead
something wrong going on I went ahead
something wrong going on I went ahead and then I came back to Delhi and then I
and then I came back to Delhi and then I
and then I came back to Delhi and then I started purchasing my very nice thing I
started purchasing my very nice thing I
started purchasing my very nice thing I have been exposed to Bangkok’s again I
have been exposed to Bangkok’s again I
have been exposed to Bangkok’s again I realized how beautiful this art form can
realized how beautiful this art form can
realized how beautiful this art form can be and then I felt that in my dancing
be and then I felt that in my dancing
be and then I felt that in my dancing you need to accept yourself you need to
you need to accept yourself you need to
you need to accept yourself you need to love yourself the way you are and then I
love yourself the way you are and then I
love yourself the way you are and then I realize that I am NOT again it’s just
realize that I am NOT again it’s just
realize that I am NOT again it’s just the people’s perception I’m in author-it
the people’s perception I’m in author-it
the people’s perception I’m in author-it it’s just for people’s perception I
it’s just for people’s perception I
it’s just for people’s perception I realized that I have something in me
realized that I have something in me
realized that I have something in me which I can cater to this world I can
which I can cater to this world I can
which I can cater to this world I can deliver to this world and I found my
deliver to this world and I found my
deliver to this world and I found my presence in this world all they want to
presence in this world all they want to
presence in this world all they want to say is this just that when I when I just
say is this just that when I when I just
say is this just that when I when I just hear the music must be what’s bad when
hear the music must be what’s bad when
hear the music must be what’s bad when I’m happy my heart wants to die when I’m
I’m happy my heart wants to die when I’m
I’m happy my heart wants to die when I’m in pain
in pain
in pain my mind wants to death when I’m in love
my mind wants to death when I’m in love
my mind wants to death when I’m in love my soul wants to death
my soul wants to death
my soul wants to death my entire existence wants dead so I
my entire existence wants dead so I
my entire existence wants dead so I shall keep on that thing to the last
shall keep on that thing to the last
shall keep on that thing to the last type of
type of
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that my dear friend was oxygen for my
that my dear friend was oxygen for my body the blood
body the blood
body the blood oh my wing and the meditation for my
oh my wing and the meditation for my
oh my wing and the meditation for my soul belly dancing is this part and the
soul belly dancing is this part and the
soul belly dancing is this part and the direction of my life I first attempted
direction of my life I first attempted
direction of my life I first attempted death wherever’s very young I was 5
death wherever’s very young I was 5
death wherever’s very young I was 5 years old
years old
years old it was very careful when I was 8 years
it was very careful when I was 8 years
it was very careful when I was 8 years old during our cousin’s reunion we all
old during our cousin’s reunion we all
old during our cousin’s reunion we all were taking our turn at dancing on
were taking our turn at dancing on
were taking our turn at dancing on Bollywood numbers and out of nowhere my
Bollywood numbers and out of nowhere my
Bollywood numbers and out of nowhere my grandmother came during my performance
grandmother came during my performance
grandmother came during my performance and team events in her first words were
and team events in her first words were
and team events in her first words were community he cannot do it again
community he cannot do it again
community he cannot do it again obviously I was too small to decide the
obviously I was too small to decide the
obviously I was too small to decide the meaning of that goal but I am here I was
meaning of that goal but I am here I was
meaning of that goal but I am here I was abused and I was a bit hard I was little
abused and I was a bit hard I was little
abused and I was a bit hard I was little scared but I continued anything I was a
scared but I continued anything I was a
scared but I continued anything I was a die-hard fan of Mothe addiction
die-hard fan of Mothe addiction
die-hard fan of Mothe addiction I loved her elegance creational boys in
I loved her elegance creational boys in
I loved her elegance creational boys in the years to come so when I am NOT
the years to come so when I am NOT
the years to come so when I am NOT typical meaning from that male community
typical meaning from that male community
typical meaning from that male community I wanted to wear a variety of ornament I
I wanted to wear a variety of ornament I
I wanted to wear a variety of ornament I wanted to ask God I wanted to dance with
wanted to ask God I wanted to dance with
wanted to ask God I wanted to dance with all that elegance and poise and grace
all that elegance and poise and grace
all that elegance and poise and grace perhaps like modern fiction I was little
perhaps like modern fiction I was little
perhaps like modern fiction I was little effeminate boy and I was okay with
effeminate boy and I was okay with
effeminate boy and I was okay with having still enough belief I had no one
having still enough belief I had no one
having still enough belief I had no one around my friends used to push me behind
around my friends used to push me behind
around my friends used to push me behind my back
my back
my back my family’s this world never gives me in
my family’s this world never gives me in
my family’s this world never gives me in demeaning words to me both like Neptunia
demeaning words to me both like Neptunia
demeaning words to me both like Neptunia Han but fair shaaka such what is the
Han but fair shaaka such what is the
Han but fair shaaka such what is the vocabulary of my childhood since the
vocabulary of my childhood since the
vocabulary of my childhood since the killing of using me was the right
killing of using me was the right
killing of using me was the right everyone had be license to it all I
everyone had be license to it all I
everyone had be license to it all I wanted was just one thing basic
wanted was just one thing basic
wanted was just one thing basic acceptance and little in the static
acceptance and little in the static
acceptance and little in the static that’s understanding what all I got was
that’s understanding what all I got was
that’s understanding what all I got was a gesture I think that somehow there is
a gesture I think that somehow there is
a gesture I think that somehow there is between my scale destination
between my scale destination
between my scale destination but everything is a proper your class
but everything is a proper your class
but everything is a proper your class will at for the basic need of been exact
will at for the basic need of been exact
will at for the basic need of been exact it is not exotic body or some exotic
it is not exotic body or some exotic
it is not exotic body or some exotic costume but extended the basic need of
costume but extended the basic need of
costume but extended the basic need of very nice with acceptance you need to
very nice with acceptance you need to
very nice with acceptance you need to accept yourself the way you are you need
accept yourself the way you are you need
accept yourself the way you are you need to love your instead of the way you are
to love your instead of the way you are
to love your instead of the way you are in Middle East a mother used to pass for
in Middle East a mother used to pass for
in Middle East a mother used to pass for this beautiful art form to their doctors
this beautiful art form to their doctors
this beautiful art form to their doctors so that they get prepared a room for the
so that they get prepared a room for the
so that they get prepared a room for the labor pain good used to use the sauna
labor pain good used to use the sauna
labor pain good used to use the sauna form for the menstruation cycle and
form for the menstruation cycle and
form for the menstruation cycle and there have been a lot of male dancers a
there have been a lot of male dancers a
there have been a lot of male dancers a north wind very dancers just because
north wind very dancers just because
north wind very dancers just because women were supposed to go out and
women were supposed to go out and
women were supposed to go out and perform so all those male finances is to
perform so all those male finances is to
perform so all those male finances is to go out and perform because going out the
go out and perform because going out the
go out and perform because going out the Lippman was a taboo in that point of
Lippman was a taboo in that point of
Lippman was a taboo in that point of time it is also known as a homegrown
time it is also known as a homegrown
time it is also known as a homegrown dance form when I was 13 years old I was
dance form when I was 13 years old I was
dance form when I was 13 years old I was dancing in my school and my principal
dancing in my school and my principal
dancing in my school and my principal nature note things to me and she was
nature note things to me and she was
nature note things to me and she was like I think you should do some sort of
like I think you should do some sort of
like I think you should do some sort of class with nothing and after the first
class with nothing and after the first
class with nothing and after the first time when I kind of exposed to classical
time when I kind of exposed to classical
time when I kind of exposed to classical dance again I want to do that so right
dance again I want to do that so right
dance again I want to do that so right after the examination I saw you with the
after the examination I saw you with the
after the examination I saw you with the school dressing of my own and I’m honest
school dressing of my own and I’m honest
school dressing of my own and I’m honest should go to school I have pain so
should go to school I have pain so
should go to school I have pain so suddenly solid realizing that this lazy
suddenly solid realizing that this lazy
suddenly solid realizing that this lazy boy
boy
boy oh and he’s going to school or what is
oh and he’s going to school or what is
oh and he’s going to school or what is feeln so my father called up to my
feeln so my father called up to my
feeln so my father called up to my school authority and it is confirmed
school authority and it is confirmed
school authority and it is confirmed there he was applause and appreciated
there he was applause and appreciated
there he was applause and appreciated for the amazing Snyder head they were
for the amazing Snyder head they were
for the amazing Snyder head they were like you know your son is really bright
like you know your son is really bright
like you know your son is really bright he’s a good dancer you should support
he’s a good dancer you should support
he’s a good dancer you should support him he’s amazing
him he’s amazing
him he’s amazing the moment I reached back home my father
the moment I reached back home my father
the moment I reached back home my father was waiting for me with this pig I was
was waiting for me with this pig I was
was waiting for me with this pig I was beaten with blackened view and it was
beaten with blackened view and it was
beaten with blackened view and it was the first time I got my first pressure
the first time I got my first pressure
the first time I got my first pressure of my life and he promised me more
of my life and he promised me more
of my life and he promised me more fractures he said if you’re not going to
fractures he said if you’re not going to
fractures he said if you’re not going to power to get my results right after that
power to get my results right after that
power to get my results right after that it’s not going to get past all the
it’s not going to get past all the
it’s not going to get past all the subject I want to give you more
subject I want to give you more
subject I want to give you more fractions with that your I thought that
fractions with that your I thought that
fractions with that your I thought that is right and bid adieu to this little
is right and bid adieu to this little
is right and bid adieu to this little head of mine so I stole 500 rupees at
head of mine so I stole 500 rupees at
head of mine so I stole 500 rupees at that point of time and I ran away where
that point of time and I ran away where
that point of time and I ran away where many thought why because I saw on TV
many thought why because I saw on TV
many thought why because I saw on TV that there was this dark auditions were
that there was this dark auditions were
that there was this dark auditions were happening in an exile of the purity of
happening in an exile of the purity of
happening in an exile of the purity of popular dance generation that point of
popular dance generation that point of
popular dance generation that point of time which was BuChE BuChE so I ran away
time which was BuChE BuChE so I ran away
time which was BuChE BuChE so I ran away from my house so I punch it in the dark
from my house so I punch it in the dark
from my house so I punch it in the dark show and then I can become a big damper
show and then I can become a big damper
show and then I can become a big damper and then I come back to my home and ring
and then I come back to my home and ring
and then I come back to my home and ring that P this is what I mean yeah but
that P this is what I mean yeah but
that P this is what I mean yeah but there’s something mention in my life
there’s something mention in my life
there’s something mention in my life destiny I ended up doing sweeping
destiny I ended up doing sweeping
destiny I ended up doing sweeping cleaning washing dishes and some really
cleaning washing dishes and some really
cleaning washing dishes and some really good family in ruther put my family
good family in ruther put my family
good family in ruther put my family looking for me everywhere there were
looking for me everywhere there were
looking for me everywhere there were several print ads for me
several print ads for me
several print ads for me and right after seven once I came back
and right after seven once I came back
and right after seven once I came back to home and now besides all those
to home and now besides all those
to home and now besides all those objectives which was there in my
objectives which was there in my
objectives which was there in my vocabulary
vocabulary
vocabulary there was this new another word which
there was this new another word which
there was this new another word which was baccarat
was baccarat
was baccarat I thought this is the right time if I’m
I thought this is the right time if I’m
I thought this is the right time if I’m going to do something my life people are
going to do something my life people are
going to do something my life people are going to prove about it if I’m not going
going to prove about it if I’m not going
going to prove about it if I’m not going to do anything in my life
to do anything in my life
to do anything in my life even then I’m going to talk about it and
even then I’m going to talk about it and
even then I’m going to talk about it and people are convinced of those names all
people are convinced of those names all
people are convinced of those names all objective which is Kagura that dominate
objective which is Kagura that dominate
objective which is Kagura that dominate mean weapon I started following my heart
mean weapon I started following my heart
mean weapon I started following my heart and I’ve decided that I’m going to do
and I’ve decided that I’m going to do
and I’ve decided that I’m going to do what my heart sings
what my heart sings
what my heart sings there were all things we have playing it
there were all things we have playing it
there were all things we have playing it back to back there in my life and I was
back to back there in my life and I was
back to back there in my life and I was really pretty much not to understand
really pretty much not to understand
really pretty much not to understand that then how to accept myself Who I am
that then how to accept myself Who I am
that then how to accept myself Who I am I was struggling as Abdallah said it’s
I was struggling as Abdallah said it’s
I was struggling as Abdallah said it’s very hard to understand when you’re so
very hard to understand when you’re so
very hard to understand when you’re so young then what people are talking about
young then what people are talking about
young then what people are talking about because what all you get it from
because what all you get it from
because what all you get it from everyone is that you’re abnormal there’s
everyone is that you’re abnormal there’s
everyone is that you’re abnormal there’s something wrong in you what’s that you
something wrong in you what’s that you
something wrong in you what’s that you don’t know it trying to figuring out
don’t know it trying to figuring out
don’t know it trying to figuring out what’s that wrong singing you everyone
what’s that wrong singing you everyone
what’s that wrong singing you everyone is pointing out at you and you not
is pointing out at you and you not
is pointing out at you and you not getting that people are touching you and
getting that people are touching you and
getting that people are touching you and you’re going in your share
you’re going in your share
you’re going in your share you’re very enough first start to
you’re very enough first start to
you’re very enough first start to pretend something else which you’re
pretend something else which you’re
pretend something else which you’re actually not I remember I went to my mom
actually not I remember I went to my mom
actually not I remember I went to my mom right after that I said mama I want to
right after that I said mama I want to
right after that I said mama I want to know it correctly the first thing she
know it correctly the first thing she
know it correctly the first thing she did was she pat on her forehead and the
did was she pat on her forehead and the
did was she pat on her forehead and the first thing she said was why don’t you
first thing she said was why don’t you
first thing she said was why don’t you do something mask with it and it’s just
do something mask with it and it’s just
do something mask with it and it’s just life is so hard and she said do you ever
life is so hard and she said do you ever
life is so hard and she said do you ever talk about it because we belong to that
talk about it because we belong to that
talk about it because we belong to that community where we get entertained
community where we get entertained
community where we get entertained we don’t entertain others so you better
we don’t entertain others so you better
we don’t entertain others so you better should not talk about such a profession
should not talk about such a profession
should not talk about such a profession since the rebel was so active in me I
since the rebel was so active in me I
since the rebel was so active in me I decided I’m going to bulk my science
decided I’m going to bulk my science
decided I’m going to bulk my science tuition and I’m going to learn this art
tuition and I’m going to learn this art
tuition and I’m going to learn this art form and I started learning this art
form and I started learning this art
form and I started learning this art form I was supposed to perform my very
form I was supposed to perform my very
form I was supposed to perform my very first performance on the stage perform
first performance on the stage perform
first performance on the stage perform it and decided to wear his beautiful
it and decided to wear his beautiful
it and decided to wear his beautiful fillet Anarkali because I was searching
fillet Anarkali because I was searching
fillet Anarkali because I was searching a lot that me my dance is used to better
a lot that me my dance is used to better
a lot that me my dance is used to better not believe those days in Auburn evil
not believe those days in Auburn evil
not believe those days in Auburn evil spirit so I am going to divide that look
spirit so I am going to divide that look
spirit so I am going to divide that look a 2009 article the movement I was an
a 2009 article the movement I was an
a 2009 article the movement I was an outfitter I was there on the stage
outfitter I was there on the stage
outfitter I was there on the stage everyone was making fun of me
everyone was making fun of me
everyone was making fun of me everyone was saying I’m trying to give
everyone was saying I’m trying to give
everyone was saying I’m trying to give it a eunuch
it a eunuch
it a eunuch are you trying to be a crossdresser I
are you trying to be a crossdresser I
are you trying to be a crossdresser I was little hot but I thought that this
was little hot but I thought that this
was little hot but I thought that this is just me and I’m not going to change
is just me and I’m not going to change
is just me and I’m not going to change myself for anybody the moment I was
myself for anybody the moment I was
myself for anybody the moment I was there in the stage and I danced all
there in the stage and I danced all
there in the stage and I danced all those abuses all that negativity
those abuses all that negativity
those abuses all that negativity turn into applause and that was the
turn into applause and that was the
turn into applause and that was the first moment I realized that I am NOT
first moment I realized that I am NOT
first moment I realized that I am NOT that finalist I can do something with
that finalist I can do something with
that finalist I can do something with this
this
this at my I realize that life is not that
at my I realize that life is not that
at my I realize that life is not that bad the way I think and I thought that I
bad the way I think and I thought that I
bad the way I think and I thought that I have something in me as well then right
have something in me as well then right
have something in me as well then right after that I extended my company exam I
after that I extended my company exam I
after that I extended my company exam I rank first position in my batch so I was
rank first position in my batch so I was
rank first position in my batch so I was pretty excited about it I was still half
pretty excited about it I was still half
pretty excited about it I was still half weeks I went to my mom and I said mom I
weeks I went to my mom and I said mom I
weeks I went to my mom and I said mom I want this first price should high one
want this first price should high one
want this first price should high one despised in studies she was like which
despised in studies she was like which
despised in studies she was like which subjects I said cut and there was just
subjects I said cut and there was just
subjects I said cut and there was just another applause but ever flap out that
another applause but ever flap out that
another applause but ever flap out that hot a lot and she reminded me that we’re
hot a lot and she reminded me that we’re
hot a lot and she reminded me that we’re not going to talk about this to your
not going to talk about this to your
not going to talk about this to your father ever I think more dreadful I’d be
father ever I think more dreadful I’d be
father ever I think more dreadful I’d be the most stubborn I wanted to know why
the most stubborn I wanted to know why
the most stubborn I wanted to know why she was denying why this feeder of
she was denying why this feeder of
she was denying why this feeder of denial going on in my life but care what
denial going on in my life but care what
denial going on in my life but care what I’m doing in my life
I’m doing in my life
I’m doing in my life it’s it’s wrong everything is going
it’s it’s wrong everything is going
it’s it’s wrong everything is going wrong things are falling apart so I went
wrong things are falling apart so I went
wrong things are falling apart so I went to my mom again it was the wife saying
to my mom again it was the wife saying
to my mom again it was the wife saying no to me for everything then she told me
no to me for everything then she told me
no to me for everything then she told me that we are positive in our religion
that we are positive in our religion
that we are positive in our religion you’re not supposed to sing or dance
you’re not supposed to sing or dance
you’re not supposed to sing or dance it’s Haram the dancing and singing
it’s Haram the dancing and singing
it’s Haram the dancing and singing considered as Haram in Islam right after
considered as Haram in Islam right after
considered as Haram in Islam right after that conversation I went here and then I
that conversation I went here and then I
that conversation I went here and then I kind of searched a lot of religious
kind of searched a lot of religious
kind of searched a lot of religious books I had word with a lot of
books I had word with a lot of
books I had word with a lot of philosophers Islamic philosophers and
philosophers Islamic philosophers and
philosophers Islamic philosophers and then I got to know singing is actually
then I got to know singing is actually
then I got to know singing is actually haram Islam if you are not singing that
haram Islam if you are not singing that
haram Islam if you are not singing that song all that denial for Almighty God
song all that denial for Almighty God
song all that denial for Almighty God Allah if you singing something for Allah
Allah if you singing something for Allah
Allah if you singing something for Allah that gyrus and if you ask means
that gyrus and if you ask means
that gyrus and if you ask means something for someone else besides
something for someone else besides
something for someone else besides Almighty that’s completely protected
Almighty that’s completely protected
Almighty that’s completely protected there’s only one instrument in Islam
there’s only one instrument in Islam
there’s only one instrument in Islam which is allowed to play which is called
which is allowed to play which is called
which is allowed to play which is called eat up that thing poori it’s not that
eat up that thing poori it’s not that
eat up that thing poori it’s not that much stuff in either in Quran or in
much stuff in either in Quran or in
much stuff in either in Quran or in happiness so there’s this one incident
happiness so there’s this one incident
happiness so there’s this one incident in Hadees where prophet and I shop saw
in Hadees where prophet and I shop saw
in Hadees where prophet and I shop saw these obscene indexers dancing and watch
these obscene indexers dancing and watch
these obscene indexers dancing and watch that they neither they condemned not
that they neither they condemned not
that they neither they condemned not this stopped them not even there was any
this stopped them not even there was any
this stopped them not even there was any sort of demeaning derogatory comment
sort of demeaning derogatory comment
sort of demeaning derogatory comment coming out of their side since then I
coming out of their side since then I
coming out of their side since then I decided I started dancing faster
decided I started dancing faster
decided I started dancing faster ever since I still didn’t I do it those
ever since I still didn’t I do it those
ever since I still didn’t I do it those were the days I was struggling or not I
were the days I was struggling or not I
were the days I was struggling or not I was I was tired everything I was
was I was tired everything I was
was I was tired everything I was exhausted completely fighting with
exhausted completely fighting with
exhausted completely fighting with myself the fighting they own me inside
myself the fighting they own me inside
myself the fighting they own me inside me I was kind of figuring out who I am
me I was kind of figuring out who I am
me I was kind of figuring out who I am why everybody’s pointing our fingers at
why everybody’s pointing our fingers at
why everybody’s pointing our fingers at me I wanted to know what thing I’m doing
me I wanted to know what thing I’m doing
me I wanted to know what thing I’m doing wrong what is there something in my
wrong what is there something in my
wrong what is there something in my siblings which is good they’re not in me
siblings which is good they’re not in me
siblings which is good they’re not in me why my father is abusing me all the time
why my father is abusing me all the time
why my father is abusing me all the time and those were the days I was going in
and those were the days I was going in
and those were the days I was going in my shell again and again because
my shell again and again because
my shell again and again because everyone was pointing out whenever I was
everyone was pointing out whenever I was
everyone was pointing out whenever I was texting people were saying you’re wrong
texting people were saying you’re wrong
texting people were saying you’re wrong whenever I was doing anything else they
whenever I was doing anything else they
whenever I was doing anything else they were saying you’re not normal around
were saying you’re not normal around
were saying you’re not normal around that time I love him in my life love as
that time I love him in my life love as
that time I love him in my life love as it sounds as beautiful as it is so love
it sounds as beautiful as it is so love
it sounds as beautiful as it is so love taught me that how beautiful life can be
taught me that how beautiful life can be
taught me that how beautiful life can be that he taught me the feel of the
that he taught me the feel of the
that he taught me the feel of the acceptance
acceptance
acceptance I got about myself my being and I
I got about myself my being and I
I got about myself my being and I realize that I mean I am I am also
realize that I mean I am I am also
realize that I mean I am I am also something but then we broke up
something but then we broke up
something but then we broke up thanks fell apart and that for the first
thanks fell apart and that for the first
thanks fell apart and that for the first time I felt suicidal and guys I was
time I felt suicidal and guys I was
time I felt suicidal and guys I was hospitalized for two months and then I
hospitalized for two months and then I
hospitalized for two months and then I saw my family they were so stressed out
saw my family they were so stressed out
saw my family they were so stressed out and there was this thought in my mind at
and there was this thought in my mind at
and there was this thought in my mind at that point of time that why am i hurting
that point of time that why am i hurting
that point of time that why am i hurting them what’s there for it
them what’s there for it
them what’s there for it they love me so much why I’m hurting
they love me so much why I’m hurting
they love me so much why I’m hurting them that was the time I finally decided
them that was the time I finally decided
them that was the time I finally decided that I’m not going to waste this
that I’m not going to waste this
that I’m not going to waste this beautiful life for anybody for anybody
beautiful life for anybody for anybody
beautiful life for anybody for anybody I’m going to have serious strong goals
I’m going to have serious strong goals
I’m going to have serious strong goals in my life I’ve decided that life is
in my life I’ve decided that life is
in my life I’ve decided that life is very beautiful in life we should live it
very beautiful in life we should live it
very beautiful in life we should live it for you we should dance we should laugh
for you we should dance we should laugh
for you we should dance we should laugh rather than killing ourselves for no
rather than killing ourselves for no
rather than killing ourselves for no reason or for someone else
reason or for someone else
reason or for someone else that wasn’t me time in my life when I
that wasn’t me time in my life when I
that wasn’t me time in my life when I decided that I’m gonna make something if
decided that I’m gonna make something if
decided that I’m gonna make something if not for anybody else for my
not for anybody else for my
not for anybody else for my I’m going to stand for myself I decided
I’m going to stand for myself I decided
I’m going to stand for myself I decided for us in fashion designing because my
for us in fashion designing because my
for us in fashion designing because my family tonight for the fact for the
family tonight for the fact for the
family tonight for the fact for the dance choreography completely so I went
dance choreography completely so I went
dance choreography completely so I went ahead to Mumbai and I started doing my
ahead to Mumbai and I started doing my
ahead to Mumbai and I started doing my fashion designing course right after
fashion designing course right after
fashion designing course right after that why you do purpose doing that
that why you do purpose doing that
that why you do purpose doing that fashion designing course I could have
fashion designing course I could have
fashion designing course I could have enough separate myself from that thing
enough separate myself from that thing
enough separate myself from that thing but there was always a void space I
but there was always a void space I
but there was always a void space I always kind of realize that there’s
always kind of realize that there’s
always kind of realize that there’s something wrong going on I went ahead
something wrong going on I went ahead
something wrong going on I went ahead and then I came back to Delhi and then I
and then I came back to Delhi and then I
and then I came back to Delhi and then I started purchasing my very nice thing I
started purchasing my very nice thing I
started purchasing my very nice thing I have been exposed to Bangkok’s again I
have been exposed to Bangkok’s again I
have been exposed to Bangkok’s again I realized how beautiful this art form can
realized how beautiful this art form can
realized how beautiful this art form can be and then I felt that in my dancing
be and then I felt that in my dancing
be and then I felt that in my dancing you need to accept yourself you need to
you need to accept yourself you need to
you need to accept yourself you need to love yourself the way you are and then I
love yourself the way you are and then I
love yourself the way you are and then I realize that I am NOT again it’s just
realize that I am NOT again it’s just
realize that I am NOT again it’s just the people’s perception I’m in author-it
the people’s perception I’m in author-it
the people’s perception I’m in author-it it’s just for people’s perception I
it’s just for people’s perception I
it’s just for people’s perception I realized that I have something in me
realized that I have something in me
realized that I have something in me which I can cater to this world I can
which I can cater to this world I can
which I can cater to this world I can deliver to this world and I found my
deliver to this world and I found my
deliver to this world and I found my presence in this world all they want to
presence in this world all they want to
presence in this world all they want to say is this just that when I when I just
say is this just that when I when I just
say is this just that when I when I just hear the music must be what’s bad when
hear the music must be what’s bad when
hear the music must be what’s bad when I’m happy my heart wants to die when I’m
I’m happy my heart wants to die when I’m
I’m happy my heart wants to die when I’m in pain
in pain
in pain my mind wants to death when I’m in love
my mind wants to death when I’m in love
my mind wants to death when I’m in love my soul wants to death
my soul wants to death
my soul wants to death my entire existence wants dead so I
my entire existence wants dead so I
my entire existence wants dead so I shall keep on that thing to the last
shall keep on that thing to the last
shall keep on that thing to the last type of
type of
type of [Applause]
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